March 21, 2023
March 21, 2023
Coming here..I just shed tears in seeing your face and now Ham. The heartache I feel is just knowing you were young spirited but you were tired. Honestly seeing this, I’m just happy bc it’s something at hands length bc your grace site is far from us I still hurt for you but continue to live out in a way that I know you always felt I could do confidently. I really MISS that about you. Your smile and energy to make nothing into EVERYTHING. I really miss your face and just wished there was a time where I could just hug you one more time. I struggle with the idea of just not seeing you, hearing your laugh, or tasting your food. Regardless of the pain that has been experienced in the waking life, I just want to hug and love on you as my dad and me as your first daughter. At the end, I know it was all too much to live and bear.I pray that you are at peace. That your spirit is not wrestling. That you are at ease. Miss you dad