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January 7, 2018

Hope your enjoying your birthday in heaven Ronnie there ain't a day that goes by that I don't think about you. You will forever have a small piece of my heart. Party hard up there with my dad bud and keep watching over everyone like you have been. Love you forever my friend until we meet again keep flying high..!

5 years, 6th Christmas, 6th Birthday

January 7, 2016

Well buddy, the days, weeks and months have turned into years, today on your 38th birthday, it should be a happy day but it won't be, it can't be without you here.

I still find myself thinking the phone is going to ring and it will be you on the line, it's almost like I expect it will happen.  

From what I can tell, it looks like all the kids are doing great and growing up fast, I'm starting to hear about BFs & GFs.!

Keep watching over us all, your Mom, your kids, me, Rick, Angie and Becky. 

Oh yeah, some good news, it looks like Austin is becoming a real political conservative, he has some pretty strong opinions, just like his dad!

Happy Birthday Ronnie..... I love you, I miss you and so does everyone else!

TIME

December 13, 2015

 IF I COULD GO BACK IN TIME I WOULD HAVE YOU HERE NOT YOU IN OHIO. I KNOW IN MY HEART YOU WOULD STILL BE WITH US IF YOU WERE HERE. I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME I FELT YOU KICK. I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME I HELD YOU. WE HAD A BOND NO ONE COULD BREAK.WE BOTH MADE MISTAKES IN LIFE BUT WE HAVE BEEN FORGIVEN. THE FIRST TIME YOU LOOK AT YOUR DAD JEFF AND ASKED HIM IF HE CAN BE YOUR DAD AND HE SAID HE WOULD BE HONORED. HE MEANT THAT, I MISS YOU AND HIM SO MUCH AT TIMES ITS HARD TO WANT TO BREATH, BUT I LOOK AT YOUR KIDS AND KNOW I HAVE TO.  I LOVE AND MISS YOU.
                                                                  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR MAMMA 

A song just for you!

July 10, 2015
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Hey Ronnie, here's one song especially for you!....... You weren't born in the South but you should have been.

You were one Hell of a Rebel & you know that your an Honarary Southerner & buddy, you always will be.

The USA & the whole world has went to hell since you left us buddy, we are in deep shit and getting deeper every single day.

Tonight is the "Night They Drove Old Dixie Down"

You are Loved & Missed Very Much! 


 

5th Christmas

December 25, 2014

Merry Christmas buddy!..... 

Ronnie losing you has been extremely difficult to accept....  I will always be grateful that I was able to spend your final Christmas Eve & Day with you.... 


I have wished that I knew bigger words.... Words that could describe how much you mean to me.... How important you are to me..... How much I miss you..... How much I love you... But now I realize that there just simply are no words that are that big, none even close!  

I know that you are out there...... I get your messages and I know that we will see each other again... Until then I will continue to go right on loving and missing you...... 

THANK YOU

November 22, 2014

THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU. YOU ARE SO MISSED BY SO MANY. THE KIDS LOVE HEARING STORIES ABOUT YOU..THEY HAVE MORE QUESTIONS AS THEY GET OLDER. I LOVE TELLING THEM SOME OF THE THINGS YOU DID AND IGNORE THE OTHER LOL
I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. LOVE YOUR MAMMA 

October 15, 2014
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This video was originally shared by Ruth McGeehan & below are Ruth's original comments...  









"On this day the boys had got their ball stuck in the top of a tree
and Ron had tried shakin the tree, then he tried throwing his shoe
to knock it out, and then he got his shoe stuck in the tree and then
he decided to tie a rope to his other shoe to get the first one down" 

years gone by

September 1, 2014

WELL MY SON YOUR FIRST BORN YOUR BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER HAS TURNED 16 ,, WOW AND YOUR FIRST SO IS NOW 13.. THEY SPEAK OF YOU OFTEN AND ASK QUESTIONS, I ANSWER THEM HONESLY IN HOPES THEY MIGHT LEARN SOMETHING.. I DONT TALK ILL OF YOU BECAUSE YOU WERE A WONDERFUL SON AND DADDY AND FRIEND. RICK, PAIGE, AUSTIN, ME AND MARIA WENT TO THE FAIR... HAD  GREAT TIME ,THEY ARE SUCH DARE DEVILS I WONDER WHERE THEY GOT THAT FROM.....? I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I KNOW YOU ARE WITH YOUR DAD AND LARRY AND MILO.. I STILL QUESTION WHY I WAS LEFT BEHIND.....

Austin loves this picture

May 20, 2014
When austin saw this picture at first he thought it was him because of your shirt says austin. We giggle about it. He still has the poster board Paige and Austin made at grammies house for the wake and its still in mint condition. But I told him no that is Paige in the picture. But he was meant to have a boy next and name him austin. Like he knew his future and was so meant to be. Cause it is crazy your holding Paige with a shirt saying Austin and it was not just a coincidence and that it was meant to be for you to have a wonderful son Austin Allen Doll. Also just crazy how old this picture is and seeing paige now. She is suck a beautiful girl. We just love her and Maria and Grammies is doing a wonderful job. Such a wonderful family we have and love how close we are and talk about everything. But I do admit I love to pick on paige and give her a hard time. Its so funny tickling her and pinching hahaha. I treat her just like you did and still would if you were with us. Dan does also. She loves it when he pickes on her.. hahaha

prom

May 20, 2014
Wow does he look so young and Maria to. Grammies still has that pic up of you guys from prom. Lol austin giggles and says that's my dad hahaha

LOVE

April 20, 2014

WHEN YOU LOVE YOU LOVE  WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND SOUL. YOU LOVED YOUR KIDS WITH THAT KIND OF STRONG EMOTION. YOUR KIDS DO THE SAME. GOING TO BE PLANTING SOME PLANTS IN YOURS AND DADS MEMORY. IT WILL BE UP WITH MILO. WELL MY BABY BOY I LOVE AND MISS YOU

our kids

September 11, 2013

your daughter paige is more and more like you, she helped a girl at school today who was being bullied. she helps the under dog so to speak... austin is more and more like you we are truly blessed. i look at kaylee and wow she looks alot like you and so does mirayh hint hint  i still say shes yours? well my son love hugs and kisses

June 1, 2013
Well ron your little boy turned 12 2 days ago and he isnt so little anymore. My oh my he looks like you, and has your funny personality and he is so smart!!! He certainly has your passion for the outdoors. Grammies, angie, rick & me watch out for him and love him so so much! of course you are watching over all of us. Miss you terribly, will see you when I get to heaven. Love ya, wendy

my oh my

April 13, 2013

hey you up there. i saw 2 robins today and thought of you and your dad jeff.not ron sr. if hes up there i hope you are at peace with him. but remember jeff was your true dad. hey if you see my parents up there tell them i forgive everything and i know they did the best they could. i miss and love you all

Love this

March 22, 2013

I just loved reading this, this is the first I have seen or heard of this. I am trying to remember what was going on at this time. But I do love to read that he wrote of his son. I do remember Lexi must have been 1 to 2 yrs old at this time if Austin was turning 6 and Dan and I just meet and started dating. Ron was trying to stay clean, and I would help Ron out by picking him up and bringing him to his moms with Austin so he would stay clean. Nwhen he was stong enought to stay at Ricks with him, he would. N Austin and Ron would sit on Ricks stairs and make funny faces in the ceiling to floor length mirror. Thank you Kevin for posting this, it brings up alot of old memories. Also I just seen kevin k yesterday and he misses you dearly.

wondering

March 9, 2013

was wondering if you do easter were your at? i asked your dad too.. kinda dumb isnt it there are so many questions and i cant find the answers.. but in time i guess  i will have answers.. i miss and love you my son. love your mom

kids

February 23, 2013

looking at your kids  my god they are so much like you and look like you...i cant believe  the love that you installed in people the short time you were here.....i love and miss you

My photo album for christmas from Ron

January 22, 2013

I remember I got this photo album for christmas 2000, I can say he would always put alot of thought it stuff to make it special and it still cracks me up if you read it, the miss spelled words and words missing..O and also the getting in trouble part. Fricking Ron.. But this album will be going onto his son Austin to cherish, also if anyone has anything of Rons that they would like to donate to his children (they do not have anything of his) they would greatly appreciate it. even if it is a shirt. just something to hold close and dear. we have tried to get things from his former home but with a to bad and a NO. so anything anyone...

BIRTHDAY

January 7, 2013

ON JANUARY 7TH THE MOST AMAZING BABY BOY WAS BORN MY SON MY RONNIE. I HOPE YOU AND YOUR DAD LARRY AND JASON AND ALL THE OTHERS UP THERE ARE CELEBRATING YOUR BIRTHDAY.IT WAS A GREAT DAY FOR ME IN 1978  HERE IT IS 2013 AND NOW ITS ONE OF THE SADDEST. MY HEART IS BROKEN IN A MILLION PIECES AND THERES NOTHING NO ONE CAN DO TO HELP ME. I LOVE AND MISS YOU.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

January 1, 2013

LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAYS HAVE ONE THING NO ONE ELSE WILL EVER HAVE AND THAT WAS THE JOY OF HAVING YOU AS MY SON GIVING BIRTH TO YOU AND LOVING YOU LIKE ONLY A MOMMY CAN DO. TAKE CARE AND WATCH OVER YOUR KIDS AND KEVIN P RICK KEVIN K AND YOUR BABY MOMMAS AND ALL YOUR FRIENDS, SHOW YOUR DAD THE ROPES UP THERE.YOU ARE NOW HIS TEACHER. I LOVE AND MISS YOU MY BABY BOY

CHRISTMAS

December 25, 2012

ANOTHER CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU. I MISS YOU. YOU WERE AND ARE MY BABY BOY.THE PAIN IN MY HEART AND SOUL IS SO DEEP I CANT BREATH AT TIMES. WATCH OVER PAIGE AUSTIN KAYLEE RANDY[BO] RICK KEVIN P KEVIN K. DAN ANGIE MARIA BECKY AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT LOVES AND MISSES YOU.TELL YOUR DAD TO COME SEE ME.

2 yrs

December 13, 2012

as time goes by it doesnt get easier. i wish i could move on but i cant.i dont even want to go on at times and then i see and talk to paige oraustin and realize how much they are like you . well my son i best go till we meet again  i love you

missing you

October 29, 2012

WELL MY SON ITS ONE YEAR TODAY YOUR DAD WENT TO JOIN YOU, AND LARRY AND HIS DAD AND JASON AND ALL THE REST. I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE WATCHING  OVER ALL OF US . THE WEATHER IS CHANGING AND HALLOWEEN IS RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER.THE KIDS ARE GETTING BIG AND GOING THEIR OWN WAYS BEING WITH THEIR FRIENDS THEY ARENT BABIES ANYMORE RANDY IS GETTING SOOOOOO BIG AND LOOKING MORE AND MORE LIKE YOU.REST WELL MY SON LOVE AND MISS YOU

love you

October 14, 2012

so many things i want to say but i dont no how to do it. i can say i love you and miss you as much now as i did 22 mths ago. i hope you and your dad jeff and larry milo are all up there and watching down on us.i love you and miss you my son my baby boy

hey fishing pole

August 29, 2012

you and your dad need to somehow show your kids you are around. i miss you so much  i miss your dad my heart is shatteredits not right my son. oh the kids and maria went fishing they caught some nice ones my baby boy.help me ronnie understand how god could take you and the love of my life.i still pretend it never happened you are in jail and your dad is at larrys that way i wont have to face the facts.

August 14, 2012

dad your lil girl is almost alll grown up i miss you so much

love you

July 10, 2012

i no youve been around paige really senses you.  your kids are getting real big, i made up my mind that i wont allow to be yelled at by your wife when she gets angry at your other baby mommas she takes it out on me. well baby boy no more i hope you understand.  i love you my son

remember

May 27, 2012

i was remembering when you came out of marias room after she had paige you were so scared and proud. i miss you my son

kids

May 15, 2012

will be putting pics of paige and austin on here along with kaylee and randy will do it on dads to

laughing up there too

May 12, 2012

i bet you guys are just laughing your butts off at the crap going on down here.oh well lifes to short to worry about the stuff. love and miss you lots

hey

April 30, 2012

hey cant we all just along was one of your sayings  well i guess not oh well their loss

JUST YOU DAD AND ME

April 12, 2012

I WAS REMEMBERING WHEN THE 3 OF US WENT FISHING AND YOU CAUGHT A CARP YOUR DAD SAID HOLD HIM DOWN SO HE COULD GET THE HOOK OUT AND YOU JUMPED ON IT AND WAS RIDING IT LIKE A HORSE IT WOULD BE BUCKING YOU LOOK SO FUNNY WE ALL JUST LAUGHED TILL WE CRIED, AND NOW I CRY BECAUSE I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH. THANK GOD FOR KEVIN FOR DOING THIS CITE I WISH MORE PEOPLE WOULD DO YOUR DADS

remember lily

April 8, 2012

i wrote your dad about the easter lily you got me when we were in pa . i miss my boy. our paige got hurt you and dad was there getting her through it i felt you i was so scared and alone.  i have to face the fact i will be alone when it comes to the stuff in life

how r u

March 27, 2012

wish i could ask that question face to face with you and ur dad jeff. you dont know how much i miss you guys, take care of each other i love you both

me and you

March 22, 2012

the relationship we had was a beautiful one  i have those memories. i miss love you

cant we all just get along

March 20, 2012

that was one of your sayings that i try to go by but its getting harder and harder, ive noticed im pulling bsck on everyone. well take care of your dad

my butts warm

March 7, 2012

this is a true ronnie story. jeff and ron was going to go fishing ,it was getting cold out so i had the seat warmer on, ronnie looked at jeff and said dad somethings wrong with me my butt is getting hot i think im bleeding. after the scare was over jeff looked down on the dash and seen ronnies seat warmer was on high that i set it to earlier, jeff busted out laughing, ronnie asked whats so funny im telling you something is wrong with me jeff pointed to the dial and ronnie looked at it and he busted out in a roaring laugh. he and jeff laughed for hours over it.

FISHING POLE

March 4, 2012

WHEN I SEE YOU FISHING POLE IT REMINDS ME OF THE PICTURE OF YOU IN YOUR YOUNGER DAYS. GOD BABY BOY I MISS YYOU

loving you

February 27, 2012

dear god what i night im having ronnie i miss you and your dad so much. my heart is breaking into pieces right now. i cant feel you or your dad i need to i need you both right now its noy right i shouldnt have to be here you two gone. help me ronnie tell your dad i need him  i love and miss you two then now and forever

Happy Birthday Ron

January 7, 2012

So much has changed since you went away. I ask of you Ron to please grant your birthday wish onto those left here without you. I wish Becky and the boys the very best and for you to keep them safe. It is insane to think it has already been over a year, and how much life changes in such a short period of time. Please make Becky see no matter what I do love her and wish her the very best in life. Watch over all of us Ron and keep us safe. Love you and miss you very much!

From: Rick Kahn

December 14, 2011

Today  (sadly) marks the 1 year anniversary of the passing of my best friend in Minnesota . . .Ronald Allen Doll . . . I find it hard to believe that a year has passed since I got the call that Ron had passed away . . .I thought by now that I would have been able to fully come to terms with his passing . . . but it has not happened . . . My " lil bro" as I used to call him,  still weighs heavily in my mind . . . not a day goes by where I don't think about him or the times we shared together . . . whether it was the good or bad times shared, Ron WAS my brother and best friend. . .
 
With my 50th birthday approaching, Ron and I always looked forward to celebrating our birthdays . ..mine on Dec 26 and Ron's Jan 7 . . . this year it will be done in Spirit . . . needless to say Ron... I miss ya terribly my friend and bro . . . I hope you have found Peace up there and are with your dad, Jeff, Larry and Milo . . .
 
And, as the Holiday season approaches I hope that Diane, Maria, Angie, Becky and his kids, Kaleigh, Paige, Austin, and Randy and the boyz know how much their Son, Dad and Mate,   loved them.   As for me . . . I think that Ron knew, even with his faults, he had a best friend in me and I felt the same way . . .
 
May you Rest in Peace my friend and brother  . . .  and know you are missed by many, myself included. . .

my son

December 14, 2011

when god gave me you i would never of guessed he would take you before me or your dad jeff. jeff was more of a dad to you than anyone could of asked for and now you two are together again, and i am here without either one of you. i keep asking why. you my son, jeff my husband my life mate my soul mate are both gone. i get really angry @ the two of you and ask why was i left behind then i see your kids and your brothers and sister, i guess that is my answer. i cant believe its been a year already i miss you so much take care of your dad love always mamma

Thanksgiving 2011

November 23, 2011
Merle Haggard - "I Am What I Am"

 

 

Merle Haggard - "I Am What I Am" 

 

As this very sad Thanksgiving Day approaches I am extraordinarily & powerfully grateful to have you in my life...... I find it impossible to think or speak of you in the past tense..... Ronnie you will always be a very, very important part of me, "And I mean HUGE"

We have always been as close as two front teeth...... It still feels like I'm in a cloudy daze of disbelief...... I think about you many times every day...... I have never known another person with the capacity to love and be loved as you. 

I'm not ready to let you go & honestly I never will be, so I will just keep you with me always. 

God thank you for letting us have him if only for a little while..... Please look after him as you know he is very special...... I hope there is music in heaven, he loves to crank it up as loud as it will go, God please let him do it whenever he wants.

I miss you & will always love you buddy!!!

 

November 18, 2011

i remember when you me and austin was watch a scary movie and you scared us by saying ahhhhhh and i screamed and austin whent uder the covers and milo was barking at you i hope you member i love you so much

fishing pole

November 12, 2011

you use to say fishing pole alot? well i hope you are with your dad jeff. he came to you on the 29th oh i miss you both so much. sometimes i feel i just cant breath and then there are times i dont want to breath i just want to be with you two. i hope when your dad came up to heaven with you you yelled fishing pole so he knew it was you. i love you both so much i miss you too.

dad coming to you

October 28, 2011

ronnie on sat oct 29th we will be taking your dad off the ventilator he will be coming home to you and larry and milo and jason and all his family and friends thats up there with you. please walk with him through the gates to heaven. i love and miss you

tears and heartache

October 14, 2011

i remember you always saying cant we all get along i wish everyone could. i cant stop crying its like a flood keeps comingits 10 mths today i miss you so much love u ur ma

trying

July 25, 2011

boy the title says it all lol! i miss you even more. i tried staying away and just work i guess thats were u get it from. i was remembering when you first came here to this house you had so many plans for the yard well im going to try and get out of this funk and stay out of bed when im not at work. i just miss you so much my heart is blocked with pain. so many times i just want to give up and not wake up but then one of your kids say or do something or your dad says hon i need you or beckey sends me a picture of our sweet randy bo and i tell myself just one more day thats all i can give i need to see my ronnie, if only i could explain or even grieve but i cant i have to take care of everyone else thats were my anger comes in to play. wellmy beautiful baby boy i best go im being paged i love you i miss you so much   love you your momma

Why haven't you called.....

June 27, 2011

To this day I am still waiting for a call from you, I just keep thinking O Ron is being Ron just cause the rocky road you had for the last 10 years, and knowing when times would get tough and you needed to just get away and go to your moms, you would call me and say Ang can you do me a huge favor? I would always ask what now Ron. There would always be a story and never his fault, ok well sometimes it would be.... I would lecture you and tell ask you Ron when are you going to get your life together not only for you but your kids... You would say I am trying I just need to get away from these people.. So I would always say ok either I am on my way or I will be there after work... I would get you and have a long talk about everything, we had no secrets no matter how bad things were. Weather it was drugs, booze, friends or girlfriends.... I know my mom misses getting those phone calls from you too Ron... She knew something was going on every time when you would say Wendy... and I remember how she would chew your ass and you would just take it and actually listen to her being it was cause she cared. I bet if you were here still you would think about slamming a can of beer on the table again.... When I see my mom and austin is around she cant help but think of you and that time, nor will I forget especially the look on your face like O shit I am in trouble..lol...

But I am rambling now, so I suppose it is time to end this little story with

I miss you Ron, We will never forget the time we did get to have with you, we all have our special memories with you.... I cant wait till I can kick you in your ass again lol.... From this side of the world to you

We love and miss you deeply,

Ang, Dan, Austin, Lexi, Wyatt, Izabella

love miss you

June 18, 2011

its been awhile baby boy i miss you so much your dad is home 16 days wow ill be writing a little story about you soon  love and miss you love momma

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