MAN I MISS MY BROTHER.....THE DAY THEY TOOK YOU AWAY FROM US IS STILL UNREAL....I HID YOUR OBITUARY AND UR T-SHIRT JUST SO I WON'T REMEMBER THIS DAY. I STILL THINK YOUR GONNA CALL ME SOON N BE LIKE  "BLACKY WHAT U DOING?" "DARKNESS, WHERE YOU AT?"......I MISS YOU BROTHER...I REALLY DO....I REMEMBER BACK WHEN I WAS IN HIGH-SCHOOL I USE TO HEAR THE GIRLS SAYING HOW THEY LIKED YOU AND I WOULD GET SUPER MAD ALMOST READY TO FIGHT...YEA U WON EVERYBODY OVER WITH THAT SMILE.....U AND THEM 2 FRONT GOLD FRAMES....LOL (BUT I BET YAL DIDNT KNOW HE HAD THEM FRAMES CUZ HIM AND MARK WAS PLAYIN AND HE CHIPPED HIS FRONT TOOTH N HALF) LOL....SORRY JR I HAD TO BUST YOU OUT....BUT HE GOT THEM FIXED THO....LOL...MAN IMMA MISS U...EVERY NOW AND THEN I GET TEARY EYED BUT I KNOW U IN A MUCH BETTER PLACE AND UR WATCHING OVER ALL OF US. DEKARI LOOK MORE N MORE LIKE YOU THE OLDER HE GET....FATMAN! WELL IMMA CHERISH ALL THE MEMORIES WE HAVE OF YOU AND STILL BELIEVE THIS DAY NEVER EXISTED....I WAS JUST TELLING CRECIA HOW I WAS ALL YAL TEST DUMMY....REMEMBER WHEN YOU WAS PLAYING WITH THE LIGHTER AND SET MY HAIR ON FIRE....TALKIN BOUT GETTING A WHOOPIN....LOL YOU GOT TOW' UP....BUT THAT DIDNT EVEN STOP YOU....WEEKS LATER YOU PLAYING WITH A LIGHTER AGAIN AND THIS TIME YOU TOOK THE HOT LIGHTER AND STUCK IT ON MY ARM.....LOL I STILL GOT THE BRUISE AND SHAKE MY HEAD EVERYTIME I LOOK @ IT. THEN VENECIA CALL HERSELF BEING A BEAUTICIAN AND FRY MY HAIR WITH THE PRESS N COMB GOLD.....LMAO MAMA CAME AND TOW' HER UP! THOES WAS THE GOOD OLE' DAYS! WELL I LOVE YOU AND WILL FOREVER MISS YOU BUT I KNOW WE WILL ALL MEET AGAIN.....NOW YOU AUNT RUBYLEE ROBERT N GRANDMA ELLA CAN REST IN PEACE 

I remember my Grandma Ruby use to be scraping down Camillia in her white van (kidnapping the grand children literally) lol.. I recall the times we use to go to the lake and have breakfast picnics and JR would be sooo upset that he was the only boy and had to do all of the hard work : ) My grandma would give JR such a hard time and we would just laugh and tease him. On the way home we would all be laughing (JR included) about how silly Grandma Ruby could be.

The boy was ALways smiling. He loved his family and always wanted to see us together. I could go on and on about JR and the CAMILLIA days over at my cousin Tasha and Byron's house. We were always getting into something. Into our adult years, we all laughed about it. Its laughter that I remember the most and will forever cherish the memories.

God is good and will always be there to bestow a precious peace upon our hearts when we need it the most. This is not the work or the will of God, this is simply the ignorance of mankind and all we need to do is pray and be there for one another! 

Much love,

ya lil cousin MeMe

I have a fond memory of J.R. I was sitting in church one sunday< and he tapped me on my shoulder to ask for a pen. I gave it to him, he started writting down the msg that pastor was delivering!!!! Another was one day he didnt come to church,but he came to church to pay his tithes!!!! I know for sure J.R. deposited something in his bank in heaven....  Kiesha