I remember a few years back I woke up angry at you...angry because growing up you weren’t always there...we were displaced when I was 10, I saw you a few summers but going from seeing you daily to hardly ever was hard.  When I turned 16, you made sure you were there, that was by best and worst birthday. When I had my first child a couple years later you showed up just to disappear again...I would find you just to lose touch again and when 911 happened I was devastated because I thought I’d lost you forever...and when i found my cousin on fb and she led me to you i only had a little time left with you and that was over the phone because I was clear across the country.  I remember crying because after all that time of missing you, we reconnect just for you to leave me again but this time forever...I just remember being so angry at you...I look back now and I remember the memories I had with you...I remember you always protected me, I remember feeling like your favorite...I miss you sooo much, I forgive you for not always being there and I know you loved me, i just wish we had more time together but I understand Gods will...He had a better place and other things for you.  I will forever love you, I will forever carry you in my heart you are missed and you will never be forgotten.  I miss you daddy.
Love, Michelle
you were the only one who called me my my middle name