This year we celebrated your anniversary on your mothers birthday...This year we kept it small - only your family was here . I figured it would be a good day being as the day your mother began her life and to celebrate the day you began your new life . I got a tent for us to set up outside - this year your color was green with pink n yellow . We spent the everyday of that four day holiday at your house - left the tent up all weekend and it was nice - I felt closer to you being at your house - that's where you were al the time - and we right down the street. It was almost as if you never left . My lil sister - your mom had a good time - she looked pretty in one of your princess crowns .... I had a good time - we BBQ ribs n chicken n burgers n hotdogs n hot links n potatoe salad n baked beans n cake n watermelon. Your auntie Oleta put some decoration up inside the tent n put your table out and made you a really beautiful butterfly out of flowers for you it was so pretty . She made flower vases for you . She put rose petals all on the ground n you had a bunch of lil candles lit around your table with flowers n roses . We bought a swimming pool for the kids - it was a beautiful day baby girl. Only thing was the shirts were not ready - I'm so sorry but will be soon as Jeremy gets to them - no worries on that . Aunt Mona n Alvin stayed pretty late with us since they had not that far to drive now since they moved only 30 minutes away now . I know you were watching from above - I hope you know how much you are so loved n so missed so much - no matter how much time goes by my heart will always hurt for you n my lil sister who still to this day has a broken heart .  But auntie will always be here for her - all my love Rosa Inez Battiest Medrano - my beautiful Angelbaby niece ...

Yesterday was your 5 birthday n you celebrated in Heaven.We celebrated for you down here .Auntie will always make sure your birthday is day my sisters n I will never be apart - I promise - no matter what.It was just us baby girl .Your mother n brothers n aunties n uncle Jeff n your most devoted  nephew Alex.We put up a pink princess decorations n your balloons covered your whole ceiling - it was pretty up n we did a pizza party n your auntie Oleta made pink cupcakes to look like roses .We ate for you n sang for you n then we let 44 balloons go - one for every month you were here with us .We wrote a few messages to you on them - I hope you like them - they were pink n silver princess crowns n pink hearts n silver hearts we blew butterfly whistles as we released them to you .We watched them float up to you - then 5 of them got caught in your big tree in your front yard .But I know you will get them - because you always do...Rosa -My Lil Sisters Angel Baby - You Will Always Be Your Mommas Pretty Girl - Our Beloved Neice -  We Will Always Love You - We Will Always n Forever Cherish you - We Will Never Let You Go -We Never Say Goodbye - Only Laterz ...So til one of us gets there baby girl...Always n Forever Missing An Angel...

Rosa Inez Battiest Medrano ...Your were sent to my sister from God to love n take care of until he called your name on August 3 ,2014... This year has come n gone so fast , the year was filled with such heart breaks n sadness but on your day we celebrated your life you spent  here with your mother n family that came to pass but a new life with our Lord n family above began ...Your great aunt Carol n your soon to be great uncle Danny rented a cabin at the lake - it was such a blessing for them to do this as we tried before n had no luck...But I feel some help from above was sent n gave aunt Carol n Danny cabin number 3...How awesome could this be...Danny brought a boat n we all swam n had fun as we watched your mother smile n laugh n your brothers did the same...But tata was kinda quiet n seemed a bit sad - auntie know its because he wishes you still here n was remembering all the fun times you n he had its harder for him because his baby sister means so much to him but as the day went on he seemed to get a smile on his face n laugh...We cooked out on the grill n your great aunt Yvette prayed for you n your mother n your family n thanked God for the time we had...Your colors were pink n white n purple - your dora colors n your leya fixed two tables up just for you it was so beautiful but I know you seen this n smiled as she sat by you all the time... I hope you liked the songs I sang for you - as I looked at my sisters as they held each other as I sang to you Dancing In The Sky...But auntie also sang a song called Thank You ...We did a balloon release 44 to be exact...We lit lanterns n AUNTIE bought 50 lotus flowers n had t-shirts made in memory of you...Tata saved his birthday pinata just so he could do it on you memorial day...Neighbors from cabins came out n showed respect even though they never met you this made this day even more beautiful to me ...Family n friends came n those who couldn't called - I hope you liked the last song I played it was a song one of your older cousins was going to sing for you- she couldn't make it so I played it so you could hear wat she wanted to sing to you...Rosa Inez my sister's Beautiful Angel Baby We Love You Forever - Never Forgetting You - Never Ever Will Your Mother Be Alone On This Day Because I Know You Are Always Right There But We As Your Family Will Gather With Her Every Year To Celebrate A Beautiful Blessing - And That Blessing Is You...Always n Forever Rosa Inez ...We love You n Miss You ...Never Forgetting You...Til We Get There  PRETTY GIRL OUR ANGEL BABY...LATERZ NEVER SAYING GOODBYE...

II can member when one   time your mom sent me a video of you...she was saying hey there's mommas pretty girl n you were looking at her holding your head up n just really tryn to talk ...that was the first time I heard your voice .....I watched n played it over n over ...especially after you got sick...I just cudnt understand how n why my neice had been chosen for this to be her life ....But I loved her always n fully n truthfully from the bottom of my heart.....as I still do.....

We had a beautiful day of our dinner although it was raining we had sunshine.We ate n laughed - Rosa's uncle Tatonka said a wonderful prayer n beautiful blessings for everyone. Rosa's house was full of family n it was such a blessing to have them all here.Rosa's brothers n nephew n neice n cuzns were excited n had fun busting the snowman piñata that Uncle Jeff wanted.Rosa's mom was happy n smiling n laughing - something she has not done since Rosa had to leave.It felt good to see my lil sister happy.We released 44 lite up balloons - one for every month Rosa was with us- n 17 for Justin - Jeff's son.It was a good day Pretty Girl.Your house  was all decorated real pretty.Your brothers Jesse n tata n uncle Tatonka n aunt oleta let four huge roman candles into the sky .4 because u turned 4 up there in heaven.It was a good day for the dinner .I only wish you were here..But I know  you was even tho we cudnt see you  Rosa.Thank You God for the blessing of a beautiful day...

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II will never forget the day your brother tata was cryn ...I sed Wats wrong baby...then he replied jus cryn "Rosa pinched me " ....Me n your mama jus fell out laughn...I sed Rosa you make your Bubba cry  n you had your eyes closed like you didn't do nothing...LOL...

I remember how I used to come in your room n say hey mamaz auntie love you Rosa so much...Then I would start talkn to you n telling of my adventures with Blue- Midnite- Deuce- Lucy- Sonny Boy- n Chinita .You would be looking rite at me n listening to everything I say...I know you was laughing when I was I could see the excitement in your eyes...We all knew how to talk to you - you would talk back with your eyes...This to I will miss ...Seeing you n your mama always together even sleepn in the recliner is wat I will miss the most..