Birthday
Mommy, today is the day that I would have brought you five or six packs of gum for your birthday. If you were still here I would have gotten you 72 packs since you would be that special age. I wish you were here to help celebrate mine as well. You know we both were born this month and I know you would have seen to it that I had the very best birthday I could have. But anyway, since you couldnt be here with me, I went on and had a few drinks and now i feel so empty without you along side me. I know you are resting in the arms of JESUS, and I know you are watching over me as my guardian angel. I think you so much and I appreciate the love you gave me for so many years. I wouldnt change a thing. I just want you to know that I wouldnt have no god mother, step mother, any other mother there is other than you. As, I sit here on your birthday, writing all of this to you, now I understand why I tell my kids to give me my flowers while Im alive. But I know you know just whats going on in my life because lately Ive been having these recurring dreams with you. again, I say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!