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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Rose Pellingra, 65, born on August 12, 1946 and passed away on January 8, 2014. We will remember her forever.
January 8
January 8
Mommy today officially makes it 10 years since you passed away. 10 years!
A whole decade of living life without you here. Without you being in my life. Without being able to see or talk to you. Without seeing your beautiful smile. Without receiving a call from you and countless other wonderful things.
Sometimes i wonder can I continue to go on living without you. I keep pushing forward looking for things to bring me joy and to distract me from not having you here with me.
Life is funny, you're here one day and gone the next.  You were my world for so long then you were ripped away. My world was flipped and never returned to the way it once was. A time when I was happier and joyous.
Although it's been 10 years, nothing inside of me has changed and I'm still the same Davey.
My heart will always have you as the most cherished and it will always be a good heart. I may be bitter and angry but I know you're resting in peace. I know one day we will be united again. I just want you to know that their hasn't been one day that has gone by where I didn't have you in my mind and heart. A mother like you can never be even 1% forgotten. So expect me to come visit you til the next 10 year anniversary as sad as it may be. I love you mommy and miss you with every piece of my heart. Always my angel mommy RIP
December 24, 2023
December 24, 2023
Merry Christmas Mommy.
Tell daddy merry Christmas for me as well.
I went to see you today mommy and got you a beautiful blanket. I'm a bit worried because I forgot to stick the stakes in to hold it down. I didn't realize until I opened the trunk when i got home. It was pretty heavy so hopefully the wind doesn't blow it away.
I love you mom and this is yet another year I'm without you.
I try so hard to get in the holiday spirit. I decorate , put up 2 trees just like you would. I wish you were here to see how nice I decorate my house. I wish you were here to have dinner with, open gifts and just converse with like old times. With the new year rolling around it will be the hardest since you passed away. It will be 10 years, a whole DECADE since you left this world.  10 years and still feels like it was last month. I've been visiting you at the cemetery 10 years. It's crazy to think that I've been to a cemetery over 200 times a year for 10 years.
I've been talking to your stone that long and will do it til the day I die.
It gives me some peace but can also be a horrible feeling at times. I know you would understand exactly what I mean. It's all I have so I will continue.
I want to thank you and daddy for always giving us a wonderful Christmas. You, mommy, made every holiday special and I was so blessed to receive those blessings. Mothers like you cannot be found.  I miss your smile, your voice, your hugs, kisses and care so much. I'm going to have a few drinks now and think of you. Don't worry I won't be driving mommy. I love you and daddy with all my heart. Thank you for being my angel in heaven watching over me just like you did when you were still here. I love mommy and Merry Christmas! ❤️❤️❤️
December 24, 2023
December 24, 2023
Hi Mommy!an Daddy! Its Christmas eve ! An I still can't get it through my thick head u mommy an daddy r gone ! My life an Christmas or any other holiday is never the same an it never will be I was so very happy in life when u mommy an daddy was here! Mom u an dad always did the Christmas tree so pretty an the whole house ! An me an my brother David u would always get us whatever we wanted ! 0ur animals 2 remember Peper Benji Holly spooky Bonnie CRINGER let me not name them all I can't n0 m0re.. I miss it all s0 s0 much ! I was s0 lucky to have u mommy an daddy I wish u were still here with me f0rever! I know mommy u an daddy r together in Heaven ! Until I'm back with u Mommy! an Daddy!.. Merry CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN! I have 2 Angels in heaven an that the best parents I had in the world I know I was s0 lucky! Y0u Mommy an Daddy ARE NEVER ALONE U WITH ME AN IN MY TH0UGhTS AN HEART ALWAYS! ❤️❤️ ❤️❤️❤️ IN MY HEART U Mommy AN Daddy u still with me an watching 0ver me my 2 Angels I love u mom an dad s0 s0 much wish I can see u an be with u but I will be 0ne day! Y0u mom an dad live 0n in my thoughts an heart F0rever!!!
August 12, 2023
August 12, 2023
Hi Mommy,
Today would have been your 77th birthday.
It's been almost 10 years now since you passed away. The mere thought of it makes me so sick.  It still seems like it happen yesterday. The truth of the matter is that no matter how much time passes, it gets no easier for me.
Of course I came to visit you but it's become just a sad event.
I was thinking to myself today that I'm so tired of buying you flowers and wish I can buy you any other gift like I used to. Flowers is all I can get you forever.
I appreciate so much how even though you're no longer here in the physical sense that you still watch over me and protect me. Just like you did when you were alive and healthy.
My life gets so depressing and lonely so often. I think of all the things we could be doing if you were still here with me.
I love you mommy and hope you're having a wonderful 77th birthday on heaven and hope daddy is with you.
I'll still be here visiting you, praying to you and missing you. 
Happy BIRTHDAY!

LOVE ALWAYS,
YOUR SON, DAVID
August 12, 2022
August 12, 2022
Happy Birthday mommy!
Today you would have been 76 years old. Even 76 years old is too young to leave this world meanwhile it's been almost 9 years since you passed away.
I went to visit you today mom as you know but how I wish I could spend your birthday with you face to face again in person.
I hope you're having a wonderful birthday in heaven with daddy, grandma, grandpa and all of our animals. I miss you and love you so much mom.  Sometimes it feels like I'm floating through this world without any direction. I lay down at night and try to find a purpose for my life but I seem to come up empty. I feel like I had SO MUCH when younwere alive mom. You were the driving force in my life. I wanted to achieve more and more. Always wanted to make you proud of me mom
Anyway let me not say anymore, it's YOUR birthday.
I LOVE YOU mommy. Have a great night and as always I'll see you sooner than later❤️❤️❤️
August 12, 2022
August 12, 2022
I still can't get it through my head that u are gone mommy! Today is your birthday an I wish u were here! Happy Birthday in Heaven Mommy! I find alittle bit happy knowing u are with Daddy! An u are n0t alone! I wish u were here so I could of been with you on your birthday like I always was an had a cake an coffee for you! Happy Birthday in Heaven Mommy I L0ve Y0u Always! An talk an think about u all the time! I'll see u soon You were the best mom a son could ever ask for or want I was the lucky 0ne an still am just thinking of y0u! But today is even harder I'm just gonna think 0f all the good times an all the great birthdays an your laugh! And Smile u were so pretty!!! I love u always Mommy! U are number 0ne! HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN!... Y0U ARE NEVER ALONE an im working Mommy I know u know everything I do an watching 0ver me like you always did ! Till I'm with you again! I LOVE Y0U!
June 8, 2022
June 8, 2022
Afternoon mommy an daddy I miss both of y0u so so much it hurts so so much it never goes away! I remember all the great birthdays mommy an daddy u gave me no 0ne could do better! I miss seeing u mom an dad so much! Tomarrow is my birthday! An I will be thinking of u mom a daddy even more I talk about both of u all the time! You mom an dad are never an will never be forgotten! I always knew I had the two best parents on earth I was so blessed no one can replace u mommy an daddy! I Thank u for still looking 0ut for me an watching over me! Wish I could be with u mom an dad for my birthday but u both are f0rever!!!! in my heart! I will not forget all u did for me mommy an u to daddy!.... I LOVE U MOM AN DAD ALWAYS!..2 ANGELS IN HEAVEN! I KN0W U MOM AN DADDY ARE WITH ME LIKE ALWAYS FOR MY BIRTHDAY!
May 8, 2022
May 8, 2022
It's already been eight years mommy since u haven't been with me 0r here in this bullshitt life! Don't worry mommy u haven't missed much u right this world gets worse an worse! I miss u so very very much an today is another Mother's Day that came an went cause u are not here it's feels like yesterday mommy u were here an my heart will always hold that feeling i will never get over it! I think to myself always why is the best mother anyone could of ever had not here there's no answer! U were an Angel before your time 0n earth!.. An u are an Angel in Heaven!... Happy Mother's Day! MOMMY!... I LOVE U ALWAYS!!!!! I was so blessed to 0f had a Mom like You!. ..Always remember Mom Y0u Are Never Alone!
January 8, 2022
January 8, 2022
Today marks 8 years since you left me and this world mommy. It still seems like it was yesterday and now it's almost a decade. I can't express how much I've missed you. My life hasn't exactly been great since you've been gone. Pretry much sad and miserable to be honest. Sometimes I really dont know what to love for or why I'm here. Your presence made my life so much better. The warmth and love that could never be matched.
Everyday has become harder and harder for me to find any purpose and I have so many headaches. I very much wish I could be with you mom. Guess time will tell what happens next.
Talk to you soon mommy. I love you with all my heart. ❤❤❤
December 31, 2021
December 31, 2021
I'm so laughing mommy an daddy at people!.. N0 0ne did the holidays! like u mommy! I miss u an daddy so very much! I hate all the holidays New Years eve the most! Just know mommy all I do is think 0f u an daddy! I know u safe with daddy an together! I love u mommy! I wish I can bring u an daddy back! Well enough of me being in my feelings! I hope u mommy an daddy have a Happy New Years in Heaven! U r the best parents a son could 0f ever had! Until I'm with u mom an dad again!
December 25, 2021
December 25, 2021
Hello Mommy and Merry Christmas.
I dont have to report on a positive note.
Things in my life have truly become worse and worse. I'm just not happy and dealing with a lot of depression. Holidays just make things worse.
However, I'm not here to complain mommy. Just wish you and daddy were here like old times.
Things were so much easier and happier back then. I've learned many lessons since you left this earth mommy. If I could go back in time even 8 years I would change so many things.
People are terrible and just try and cause trouble in every way possible. I really hope I will be on my own soon. As much as it may sound worse I think I will be a lot happier. I listened to the oldies Christmas music yesterday and honestly couldn't get through one song with crying because of the memories of my childhood.  Anyway mom I hope you enjoyed your Christmas in heaven with daddy and God. I love you both and again Merry Christmas Mommy.
December 25, 2021
December 25, 2021
Merry Christmas Mommy an Daddy! It's another Christmas without both of you! It will never ever be the same for me! Mommy u made every Christmas great all u did the house the lights the tree the food an justvspending time with me an my brother u an daddy! I so miss that an nothing can make it feel great again period! Just know mom an dad I think an talk about u everyday but on Christmas an holidays even more all u did Mommy an daddy in my mind an heart I will never forget I was so grateful to have 2 great the best parents in the world! Merry Christmas Mommy an daddy I LOVE YOU ALWAYS MY 2 ANGELS 0n earth an in Heaven!.... Till IM Wit u m9m an dad again I l0ve y0u!......
November 25, 2021
November 25, 2021
Good morning Mommy! I'm sure u up u always were already having your coffee an im sure daddy!.. still sleeping until he gets up alittle later.. I love you mommy an daddy it's another Thanksgiving without u... I miss our holidays so much when it was just u mom an dad an david we would be so happy laughing cosey we would stay up late late play games tv music... u always mom made the house! an holidays!..so G0rgeous an Memorable n0 0ne can come close to u mommy! an never ever will! Well ill be thinking 0f y0u mom an daddy all day even more today! But I know you mom an daddy are together!.. I'll be missing that turkey we would have everything y0ur cooking was the best ma!... HAPPY THANKSGIVING! IN HEAVEN! MY TWO ANGLES!......
September 25, 2021
September 25, 2021
Hi mommy I know u are wit daddy even more today on Daddys birthday! Im a day past it was the 24...Nothing or no 0ne could keep your love for daddy away! an how daddy loved you mommy! Happy Birthday Daddy I will never forget all u did for me u are an Angel just like mommy! I know u not alone on your birthday mommy is wit u an I'm thinking about u an mommy always I miss u an mom so much! Just wanted to wish u a happy birthday! You daddy an mommy are to Angels in Heaven!.....
August 12, 2021
August 12, 2021
Hi Mommy I just wanted to wish you a happy birthday. Today you would have been 75 years old and its been 7 and a half years since you left this world and my life. Just want you to know you're still always in my thoughts and heart. I never go a day without thinking of you. My heart is still filled with so much pain and I'm still often depressed when thinking of you not being here. Today is still YOUR day though mommy and I wanted you to know that I love you always. I'll be over to see you a little later on today.  Bye mommy and again Happy Birthday. Love Always Davey
August 12, 2021
August 12, 2021
I know its early early morning mommy! I just wanted to say Happy Birthday! to the best mother a son could of ever had! I wish i could be with you today on your birthday like i always was! As each year goes by i still cant understand why u were taken but i know its cause you were the meaning mommy of a true ANGEL! Like i sai mommy you are never alone! I talk an think about u everyday an thats all i need to make me feel like were still together! Enjoy your Birthday with Daddy! in Heaven mommy i love you an i will see u later today with Michelle an brandon u always liked Michelle an brandon! Well enough about them i will see u tomaarow we got G0rgeous flowers they put money in with me u will love the flowers!... Michelle always loved u mommy u knew that! See u in alittle bit I Love u mommy! Happy Birthday!
August 9, 2021
August 9, 2021
Hi mommy i miss u so so much i been thinking so much about you i know its a few days early but your birthday Aug 12 is coming up! 0n rhat day an Angel before her time was born! I miss u so much u ate my Angel u were the best mom a son could of ever had see u on your birthday i will be with u like i always was! I know u not alone daddy is with u i miss him so much also!... Well love u mommy see u in a few days!
November 27, 2020
November 27, 2020
Hi Mommy Happy Thanksgiving! I know im half a day late but yesterday was very hard for me and I also had so much to do.  This Thanksgiving is extra hard for me because its the 1st one in my very own house. I never thought I'd be a home owner but its happened. You would of loved the house so much mom. It hurts me because of just how much you would have liked it. You would have never wanted to leave which would have been fine because I would of had you and daddy live with us. I feel like since you have been gone so many big events have taken place and you missed all of it.  Im even decorating the outside of the house with lights but dont worry im not doing the Clark Griswold lol. It makes me cry mom that you cant see any of this. I miss you so much mommy. I often lay down and think of how wonderful things would have been with you here still and the emotion overwhelms me. Anyway mom I hope you had a nice Thanksgiving in heaven with daddy and God. I love you and will talk to you soon. My ❤❤❤❤ forever and always
November 26, 2020
November 26, 2020
Happy thanksgiving Rose.
There hasn’t been a better thanksgiving in my memorable life than that of your making.
The holidays are coming and I know how difficult it is for your two sons. I only hope they have someone to go through it with them. Time heals but the mind never forgets.
You are unforgettable, A beautiful woman and a wonderful person.
Thank you for the amazing memories. Thank you for all the lessons. I wouldn’t be me without you In my life, so thank you for making a difference. I love you Rose Pellingra.
Happy thanksgiving
November 26, 2020
November 26, 2020
Still cant believe mommy you an daddy not here! I love you an an daddy so very much holidays are not the same since u been gone mommy! But i know mommy u an daddy atill always watching over me! I also know you are with daddy mommy you are not alone until im with u mommy and daddy again Happy Thanksgiving!..........
August 12, 2020
August 12, 2020
Happy 74th Birthday Mommy. So many years are passing by now since you left this world. Birthday after birthday you're no longer here for me to get you a cake, sing happy birthday to you, and get you some piece of jewelry for a gift because you never had enough rings lol. I love you mommy ive been doing so much lately and wearing myself thin. Ive spent most of today running around all over but with you on my mind. I hope you enjoyed your special day with daddy, grandma, grandpa and God in heaven. Thank you as always for always watching over me. I miss seeing your face and smile so much. Life is funny how it takes and takes away from you. I hope to dream of you tonight mom. Love you always and forever with all my heart. Happy birthday!!!
August 11, 2020
August 11, 2020
Happy Birthday! in Heaven mommy! I know daddys with u keeping u company! I miss u mommy so very much it hurts u were the best mother a son could of ever had I love u so much u are never alone thank u for watching over me always I wish I could be with u today like I always was for your birthday I am still with u Happy Bilrthday Mommy I love u would've been 74 today u mommy were an angel before your time!.........till I'm with u again I love you always!.....
June 21, 2020
June 21, 2020
Happy Father's Day! Daddy! you are never alone! i talk about you and mommy all the time! Thank u so much daddy for caring about me and helping me the way you did I love you so much! I wish u could of lived with me! I think all the time of you and mommy I wish I could bring you both back! I love u so much daddy you were the best fatherva first born son could of ever had! I love u daddy happy fathers day in heaven!....... I thank u daddy and mommy for watching over me everyday my two angels!.........Today daddy whenever we were together we would talk and listen to Elvis and Johnny Cash! When I play the oldies I know all of them I think of you and mom! But when I play Elvis and Johnny Cash daddy I cry thinking of you!..........
June 9, 2020
June 9, 2020
On this day June 9th 1977..... I was born my mom and dad named me Michael Anthony Pellingra my mom and dad knew I loved my first name and middle name! today is my birthday but it will never be the same without my parents!.....I love u so much mommy an daddy u always made every birthday so special for me I was never alone u mommy and daddy were always with me on my birthday every year u took care of me and I know u mom and daddy still are from Heaven! Please keep me healthy and safe I know today even more u mommy and daddy are with me in spirit always.... Two Of the best parents a first born son could of ever had!.........
May 10, 2020
May 10, 2020
Hi Mommy i just wanted to wish you a happy mothers day. I went to visit you today but still want to express how much i miss you in words. Its very sad for me seeing everyone get their moms gifts and post new pics of them and their moms. I just wish i could do the same things. I miss seeing you everyday and spending time with you. Just simple things like sitting at the table having coffee and smoking cigarettes talking i miss the most. I love you so much mom and thank you for watching over me. I know you truly are my guardian angel. I learned so much from you and you brought me up so well into a smart, independent, good man. Anyway mommy i love you and will see you again soon. Happy Mother's day one more time
May 10, 2020
May 10, 2020
Happy Mothers Day Mommy! I miss u so much I think about u all the time! U are never ever alone or forgotten have a wonderful mothers day in heaven my Gorgeous Angel! I hope daddy is having coffee with u and keeping u company I love u an daddy so so much! Happy Mothers Day to the best Mother a son could of ever had!.......
December 25, 2019
December 25, 2019
Merry Christmas! Mommy an Daddy I know u are together having coffee a ciggerets Christmas is not the same for me no more and never will be u mommy gave me the best Christmas every year no one did it better then u mommy you were a real mother! and Daddy was a real father! I love u so much mommy I miss your gorgeous face it was more gorgeous when u smiled it lit up the room and Daddy I so miss u playing that Guitar! well I just wanted u mommy an daddy to know how much u always mean to me an how much I love u mommy u an daddy will never be forgotten! I still question why u not here! But you with God! Merry Christmas in HEAVEN Mommy an Daddy until I'm with u mommy and daddy again I love u so much I will always cherish and have all Our Family Memories me my little brother! mommy! and daddy! ............
December 25, 2019
December 25, 2019
Hi mommy I just wanted to wish you a very Merry Christmas in heaven with daddy and God.
Today has been very difficult just as it has since you left this world almost 6 years ago. All day long I've been thinking of you and all the amazing Christmases we had all together. You made them more than any kid could ask for. The decorating the food and just all you gave to the holiday for me and michael. I broke down crying 3 times today thinking about the old days. What I would do to have it all back but they just never will obviously.  I hope you and daddy are enjoying Christmas together. I love you both so much and miss you both more than you can imagine. I'm home just watching A Christmas story thinking about how you would always say that it reminded you of Christmas when you were a kid. It does the same for me. All I can do is what I have been just continue to go on until I'm reunited with you and daddy mommy. Anyway again Merry Christmas and I love you with all my heart
November 29, 2019
November 29, 2019
Hi Rosey,

I felt I had to share with you my dearest memories of this grateful day and how I continue to try to copycat your eggplant Parmesan !
I learned a lot from your hospitality. It is most important, in every human life, to know your life has made an impact on another’s and yours has made so many in so many different ways. You are to always be commemorated for even the small things. Thank you Rose, for being that wonderful person in my life and I’m sure I speak for the majority of people you’ve impacted.
Lots of love,
Vera

Happy thanksgiving
November 28, 2019
November 28, 2019
Morning Mommy Happy Thanksgiving i! n Heaven i! Im sure u and daddy are having coffee together and talking right now! I hate holidays mommy nothing the same without you and daddy i miss u mommy so much wish i could see u please know mommybim rhinking about you all day like everyday bit even more so today u always made holidays the best no one compares! I wish i can hold you and kiss u and play with your hair like i always did i never ever missed a holiday with you and daddy and i will never forget you on a holiday! Mommy I love U always u are a real true ANGEL IN HEAVEN! Thank u mommy for watching over me and keeping me ok i try im just so down and depressed i want you mommy and daddy back the way we always were! I can still have those Great thought 's and Memories I Think Of them Always in my mind! Of hOw I had the Greatest Mom! an Dad! Happy Thanksgiving!
August 12, 2019
August 12, 2019
Happy Birthday Mommy! I can't stop thinking about u! Today is even harder I was always with you on your birthday but yet u made me happy and made me always feel loved! You are and will always be the best mother in the world i was just so luCky to have a mother like you! I wish i could see your face and kiss it and your hair to like i always did! U were an ANGEL From the begining now u are that special ANGEL IN HEAVEN! Happy 73 Birthday Mommy I LOVE You Always never stop thinking of you mommy you are never alone till im with u again!
August 12, 2019
August 12, 2019
Hi Mommy I just wanted to wish you a happy birthday today you would have been 73 years old.
It's been almost 6 years ago since you left my life and still feels like it was yesterday. Life has just gotten harder and harder to handle since you left. I feel I'm falling deeper and deeper into a depression mommy. Nothing goes right and I'm always down. Today isnt about me though it's your special day and i hope you're in heaven with daddy rite now celebrating it. This month will be 1 year since dad passed as well. Everything is gone and no one is left. I miss you soo much mommy. I love you so much and my heart still aches every day. Just want you to know im always thinking of you. Have a great bday mommy and hope you're smiling up in heaven. Will be with you soon.
June 9, 2019
June 9, 2019
Hi mommy! today I'm thinking about you even more u always made all my Birthdays! so special! and always made me so happy! I wish I was with you an Daddy today for my birthday Like I always was but I know u are with me in Spirit my ANGEL! I'll be thinking about all my past birthdays with you u were the best mom I love you Always! till I see your Gorgeous face again! When I think of u an talk about you it makes me happy! I was so lucky to have a mom like you!!! Thank u for keeping me healthy and safe u still watching over me always as you always did! love u!!!!
May 12, 2019
May 12, 2019
Hey mommy I know I'm a little late but I havent been sleeping very well and today was a very hard day for me as it is every year. I want to wish you another Happy Mothers Day in heaven. I went to visit you today but like the previous 5 years it's just not the same. I miss seeing you and talking with you so much mommy. I know you're with me always and always over my shoulder but it pales in comparison to being with you in person. I love you so much mom and I continue to try my best to make you proud of me. I think about years passed when you were here and daddy was here. Seems like a lifetime ago and I wish on anything and everything time could go backwards. I miss having a true sense of family and we were so close always. Life has given me a raw deal and yes I am bitter but the only hope i have is to see you and daddy again when my times comes. Anyway mommy enjoy your special day because you truly were the greatest mother to ever grace this earth. Love you mommy.
May 11, 2019
May 11, 2019
Wanted to tell u Happy Mothers!!! Day Mommy!!! I wish u were here I miss u so very much the missing you never stops the thinking and talking about you never stops you ate number one always mommy! I know how very blessed I was to have the best mom in the world u spoiled me loved me made me so happy I was so very lucky you are never alone mommy I will never forget you or ever stop talking about you! You were an Angel before your time A TRUE ANGEL IN HEAVEN! HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOMMY till we meet and are together again!!!!!! Mommy thank u for still watching Over me and keeping me healthy and safe! You are my true ANGEL!!!!!! You Are Always ON My Mind!!!!
January 8, 2019
January 8, 2019
Today is so hard for me mommy! Dont know how im going on but im trying u always helped me and was there for me u alwayts made me feel so happy and PROUD!  I Miss u and love u so much u were everything to me the best mom a son could ever want! Thabk u for still watching over me n keeping me healthy and safe! Thinking if you always makes me feel so good I want u back just know u are always spoken about and thought about always never Forgotten my GORGEOUS ANGEL!!!! A TRUE ANGEL IN HEAVEN! Mommy I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
January 8, 2019
January 8, 2019
Hi Rose,
It’s been a while, lots have changed but your memory stays forever imprinted in all our hearts, as it was. All the wishes in the world won’t bring you back but I know your watching over us all and I know you must be so proud of the boys you’ve raised and the lives you’ve touched.
Your highly thought of Rose, all who knew you love you and miss you. Thank you for being such a wonderful person and a dear mother and wife.
Love you lots!
January 8, 2019
January 8, 2019
Hi mommy I havent written in a while and today makes officially 5 years since you passed away. A day that changed my life forever. It still feels like it was yesterday but time just keeps moving on and on. I often wonder how many years I'll be around for until I meet you in heaven. Much has changed since I last wrote to you. Daddy got sick and hes now gone as well. To be honest my miss daddy very much mom. He had his annoying ways but I even miss that now. I miss driving to visit him. Once again it's another blow and loss to my life that I'll have to find a a way to recover from. It just doesnt get easier ever. I get some peace in knowing you and dad are together again. I love you both so very much. I'm doing my best to try and look out for Michael but it's not very easy as you know all too well. I hope he works and can stand by himself. My life isnt easy and I'm constantly fighting off depression and stress but I'm pushing along. Let me also say I hope you had a nice Christmas and New Years in heaven im sorry I didnt write. I'm gonna come visit you in a bit. I love you mom and I will be thinking of you today and everyday.
August 12, 2018
August 12, 2018
TODAY IS MORE HARDER FOR ME! MOMMY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! iN HEAVEN! MY GORGEOUS ANGEL!!!! I WISH I CAN BE WITH YOU LIKE I ALWAYS WAS FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY YOU WERE THE BEST MOM! I WAS SO LUCKY AND BLESSED MOMMY TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE!!!! YOU ARE SPOKEN ABOUT AND THOUGHT OF EVERYDAY IT NEVER STOPS! YOU WERE A DAY ONE ANGEL! IN DISQUISE!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOMMY YOU ARE NEVER FORGOTTEN OR ALONE! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ANGEL!!!!!!!
May 13, 2018
May 13, 2018
Just wanted to wish you a Happy Mother's day mommy. This is the 5th mother's day since you passed away. It's become a day of sadness and a day of memories. It's just another holiday that was once precious to me which now only brings pain. I wish I could do something special for you like i always did but now the only thing I can do is visit you and bring you flowers. It saddens me the very thought. I know you're in heaven and God is showing you a wonderful mother's day but your son back home misses you very deeply. I'm not doing anything special today jist home thinking about you and times that have passed. I truly lost a piece of me a very large piece when you left. Anyway just wanted to say I love you and miss you. Happy Mother's day to the greatest most beautiful mother who ever lived
May 12, 2018
May 12, 2018
Hi Mommy Its mikey! I just wanted to say HAPPY MOTHERS DAY in HEAVEN My GORGEOUS ANGEL! I Miss u sooo very muCh wish i can see u sit with u and talk with you like we always did everyday and on this day MOTHERS day was always a great day with you my ángel! Mommy you are always number one to me no girl or mother can ever take your place not even close! Im just hanging in there trying to survive this fake life n i know who's fake and who's not! I love you always mommy you are truly a ANGEL you were a ANGEL ON EARTH and have been also since you been in HEAVEN!!!!! Talk again soon mommy enjoy your Mothers Day in HEAVEN MY ANGEL!!!!!!!
April 1, 2018
April 1, 2018
Missing you so much Mommy!!!! Nothing is the same or ever gonna be without you! But you are never alone my Gorgeous ANGEL HAPPY EASTER IN HEAVEN! Thank u for still taking care Of me and watching over me I LOVE SO MUCH MOMMY!!!! U are tha best MOM a son could have present ir past My GORGEOUS ANGEL A TRUE ANGEL IN HEAVEN!!!!!
January 8, 2018
January 8, 2018
Good morning mommy. Today makes 4 years since you passed away and left my life forever. I can't tell you how much losing you has impacted my life still even till this very day. I struggle to find a purpose in living life. Struggle to find happiness. Struggle to smile on most days. Its 4 years but still feels like it was yesterday. I miss you so much and only wish still to be with you again someday soon. I think about you so much and have made many bad choices since you left mom. I guess it doesn't matter so idc what mistakes I make. I do what I can to make you proud of me still and do things with hopes that I will one day join you in heaven. Just wanted you to know that I love you always with all my heart and I'm always thinking of you. I know you're still my angel over my shoulder. Still my protector. Love you mommy and I'll visit you later after work. Always on my heart Mom.
December 25, 2017
December 25, 2017
Hey mommy Merry Christmas. What can I really say at this point it's the 4th Christmas you're not here. I had a hard time yesterday getting through Christmas eve. Waa thinking so much about you and how great Christmas was when you were here. They say be happy for all you have and appreciative. I'm not ungrateful but I'm far from happy and life hasn't blessed me with much. It's true mom what you would always say "You do good , are a good person and You Get kicked" well not only is that true but my life is just stressful. That s all it is. I know you went through worse mommy but I'm catching up to you lol. Me and you are the same person and I guess destined for the same future. I hope you had a wonderful Christmas in heaven with God. Tell him Happy birthday for me lol. I love you mommy and miss you so much. I'll never have a Christmas of true joy again. I'd trade millions of dollars, anything or anyone just to have you back or go back in time. Please enjoy your favorite holiday as much as possible mom and please come visit me in my dreams. I love you mommy. Merry Christmas again
December 25, 2017
December 25, 2017
Merry Christmas Mommy! I LOVE U n Miss u so muCh! U r never alone Mommy till im wit u n see u again!!!! U r my GORGEOUS ANGEL!!!!!! Im still up Mommy thinking of u n Wishing u were hear wit me my apartment still has so many memories o f u that i cherish n i see u Mommy!!!! I love u always my ángel hope u had a great Christmas in HEAVEN Mommy wit that Gorgeous smile that was always On your face!!! Well till i dream of u Mommy or see u when i get there iim thinking of u always n talking about u merry Christmas i love u u still are the best mother a son could of had!!!!!! GOODNIGHT MY GORGEOUS ANGEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
November 21, 2017
November 21, 2017
A day away from Thanksgiving n I'm already feeling it! Nothing is the same without mommy u always made the holidays so nice n so much food love and careing no one can ever replace that u were the best mom a son could of had or wished for I think of u everyday n miss u so much!!!!! but the holidays I miss u n think about u evenmore!!! its so hard I miss u so much! I wish I can see your pretty face n smile! u were always so happy mommy no matter what I hope u enjoy your Thanksgiving in HEAVEN I just can't believe how fast time moves! U r still always my holidays ANGEL Mommy I love u u r a true ANGEL IN HEAVEN!!!!! HAPPY THANKSGIVING I hope to see u soon! U were a good true woman and u left me way to early!!! But the pieces Of shittt woman and people are still here nOt fair!!! MOMMY I LOVE U ALWAYS my GORGEOUS ANGEL!!!!
August 12, 2017
August 12, 2017
Hey Mommy just wanted to say Happy Birthday. Today would have been your 71st bday. I can't celebrate with you like I once did but you're in my heart, mind , and soul throughout the day just like you're everyday. I hope you enjoy it in heaven with God and all of the rest of our family in heaven. I'm still very angry about you leaving this life so soon and it's not fair how others who are no where near the good person you were to live to old age. I don't think I'll ever get over my anger. All I can do is go about my life as beat I can with no real purpose other than pretty much just surviving. I love you with all my heart mom. I'm headed back from Florida rite now but will be home in a few hours to come visit you. You're always my one and only angel and the only one I could ever trust in my life. Love you mommy and see you soon
August 12, 2017
August 12, 2017
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY IN HEAVEN! iTS another year u are not here in body form but your spirit is always with me and I am always with u I miss u mommy and love u so very very much u were the best mom a son could of ever had I truly was so so lucky! Thank u for watching over me and keeping me healthy and safe when God took you he got a real true GORGEOUS ANGEL I LOVE YOU ALWAYS MOMMY u r never alone u are with me n I am with you my mother! My GORGEOUS ANGEL!!!!!!
May 15, 2017
May 15, 2017
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY Mommy ! I miss you so much im always talking about you and thinking about u you are always on my mind mommy ! Today is so extra hard becouse i was always with u on mothers day n no matter what u would always smile n were happy ! U are my ANGEL ! I cant wait to see your face again and be with you mommy ! You are a true ANGEL N HEAVEN ! I love u always u were the best mom a son could of ever had ! Thank u for still watching over me n keeping me healthy ! I love u my GORGEOUS ANGEL !
March 14, 2017
March 14, 2017
Hi mommy I'm always thinking about you and talking about u u are never alone or forgotten! I'm still up it just started snowing they are saying it's gonna be a big snow storm I always think of u smiling and happy you always loved looking at the snow mommy we would look at it together I hope this Snow that's coming puts a smile on your face in HEAVEN MY GORGEOUS ANGEL ! This Snow I hope is your way of saying you are ok mommy and you are happy you are truly a special angel in heaven ! I LOVE YOU ALWAYS MOMMY you are always number one !!!!
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January 8
January 8
Mommy today officially makes it 10 years since you passed away. 10 years!
A whole decade of living life without you here. Without you being in my life. Without being able to see or talk to you. Without seeing your beautiful smile. Without receiving a call from you and countless other wonderful things.
Sometimes i wonder can I continue to go on living without you. I keep pushing forward looking for things to bring me joy and to distract me from not having you here with me.
Life is funny, you're here one day and gone the next.  You were my world for so long then you were ripped away. My world was flipped and never returned to the way it once was. A time when I was happier and joyous.
Although it's been 10 years, nothing inside of me has changed and I'm still the same Davey.
My heart will always have you as the most cherished and it will always be a good heart. I may be bitter and angry but I know you're resting in peace. I know one day we will be united again. I just want you to know that their hasn't been one day that has gone by where I didn't have you in my mind and heart. A mother like you can never be even 1% forgotten. So expect me to come visit you til the next 10 year anniversary as sad as it may be. I love you mommy and miss you with every piece of my heart. Always my angel mommy RIP
December 24, 2023
December 24, 2023
Merry Christmas Mommy.
Tell daddy merry Christmas for me as well.
I went to see you today mommy and got you a beautiful blanket. I'm a bit worried because I forgot to stick the stakes in to hold it down. I didn't realize until I opened the trunk when i got home. It was pretty heavy so hopefully the wind doesn't blow it away.
I love you mom and this is yet another year I'm without you.
I try so hard to get in the holiday spirit. I decorate , put up 2 trees just like you would. I wish you were here to see how nice I decorate my house. I wish you were here to have dinner with, open gifts and just converse with like old times. With the new year rolling around it will be the hardest since you passed away. It will be 10 years, a whole DECADE since you left this world.  10 years and still feels like it was last month. I've been visiting you at the cemetery 10 years. It's crazy to think that I've been to a cemetery over 200 times a year for 10 years.
I've been talking to your stone that long and will do it til the day I die.
It gives me some peace but can also be a horrible feeling at times. I know you would understand exactly what I mean. It's all I have so I will continue.
I want to thank you and daddy for always giving us a wonderful Christmas. You, mommy, made every holiday special and I was so blessed to receive those blessings. Mothers like you cannot be found.  I miss your smile, your voice, your hugs, kisses and care so much. I'm going to have a few drinks now and think of you. Don't worry I won't be driving mommy. I love you and daddy with all my heart. Thank you for being my angel in heaven watching over me just like you did when you were still here. I love mommy and Merry Christmas! ❤️❤️❤️
December 24, 2023
December 24, 2023
Hi Mommy!an Daddy! Its Christmas eve ! An I still can't get it through my thick head u mommy an daddy r gone ! My life an Christmas or any other holiday is never the same an it never will be I was so very happy in life when u mommy an daddy was here! Mom u an dad always did the Christmas tree so pretty an the whole house ! An me an my brother David u would always get us whatever we wanted ! 0ur animals 2 remember Peper Benji Holly spooky Bonnie CRINGER let me not name them all I can't n0 m0re.. I miss it all s0 s0 much ! I was s0 lucky to have u mommy an daddy I wish u were still here with me f0rever! I know mommy u an daddy r together in Heaven ! Until I'm back with u Mommy! an Daddy!.. Merry CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN! I have 2 Angels in heaven an that the best parents I had in the world I know I was s0 lucky! Y0u Mommy an Daddy ARE NEVER ALONE U WITH ME AN IN MY TH0UGhTS AN HEART ALWAYS! ❤️❤️ ❤️❤️❤️ IN MY HEART U Mommy AN Daddy u still with me an watching 0ver me my 2 Angels I love u mom an dad s0 s0 much wish I can see u an be with u but I will be 0ne day! Y0u mom an dad live 0n in my thoughts an heart F0rever!!!
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November 26, 2020
Still cant believe you not here mommy! I love u so much i am not into no holidays no more since u mommy an daddy have been gone! I love you mommy and daddy so much best parents a son could of ever had! Until im with u mommy and daddy again Happy Thanksgiving! The pain never goes away but i know im being watched over by u mommy an daddy! I know u are together like all of us always was! .............

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