I love you so much it's not getting easier. Life is unfair  Today Turtle passed away and I know you are waiting for him and I know you are so happy to be with our baby again ❤ I sit here and can't figure out why? Why am I still here without you and now my baby. Me and Marley didn't sign up for this much pain and loss. Until we are together again. I will forever love you and miss you my husband ❤ 

Whats up dad? Im writing this to u a little late but better late than never. So let u know a few things going on in my life . I had a little boy his name is ross like ours but we call him ary. I really wish u guys could have met. Hes a good baby dad. And i got married to his mama her name is ashley and shes a good woman i love her to death best thing that happened to me i put her through a lot. What can i say im your son thats what we do lol . I never got to tell u how much i miss u and love u so much dad i cant believe your gone not a day goes by that i dont think about u. U were my hero and i dont know if i can take it sometimes u being gone. I just wish I could have five minutes with u to hug u and tell u how much u mean to me. I miss u everyday and if there is something after this life i hope we can see each there and go fishing together i love you pops.              Love ya. Rossy

My husband. My love. my whole heart 
This is by far the hardest thing I've ever had to try and accept or go through.
Please know how much I love you I miss you beyond words ❣️
It's been the toughest 2 yrs.
I miss you so much.
I miss your face. Your smile 
Your grouchy voice.
I miss the way you made me feel safe and loved. I miss everything about you ❤️
Until I am in your arms again.
I love you baby forever and always 
Life is unfair our love story was not supposed to end this way

Boy this is hard.i miss you with all my heart. Your laugh. Loud mouth lol.it wasn't supposed to be like this.miss your jokes .just talking to you. Rih cousin (brother) always in my heart and on my mind.❤til we meet again I love you ❤❤