Roxanne I can`t believe you`ve been gone 8 yrs already. Not a day passes that I don`t think of you. I bet you`re so proud of your Daughter. She became a wonderful young lady and I love her very much. I miss you so much and I hope you all are saving me a place up there. Anybody that really cared for me seem to be up there. I feel so alone here anymore. I love you sooo much!! So much has changed since you left. I will continue to miss you and talk to you (I know you hear me). See you when I can.

Happy Birthday in Heaven Roxanne. I love and miss you so much! No matter what you were there for me when needed and I feel so all alone since you left us. I know you`re not in pain and that you`re happy to be with Grandma and everyone up there but my heart is broken. A piece went with you. I just wish I could hug you and kiss you one more time! I love you forever and a day, for infinity, with every breath I take. Until we meet again, please watch over us.

I can`t believe it`s going to be 7 yrs since you`ve left us. I hope your birthday in Heaven was the BEST! Please watch over us. I know I feel you around me sometime and it makes me feel so calm. I miss you so much and so does Joshy and Cheyenne. He talks about you often. He cried for you today and made me promise that I wouldn`t hold back if i`m sick like we did for you. He`s so upset that he never got to say goodbye because he didn`t know you were leaving us. He doesn`t want me to do that when it comes to me. I promised I wouldn`t. I love you Rox. Please watch over your brother Johnny. Cancer sucks!!

I hope your birthday in Heaven was GREAT! I love you and miss you soo much. Though I wish you were here I know that being with Grandma and John and Uncle Larry, etc is special for you. You no longer have the pain you were in and that I`m happy for. But the pain I have in my heart without you is unreal, I miss you so very much. All the holidays without you are so sad. no one sees the sadness I carry as I hide it away. But knowing I will be up there with everyone makes my future brighter. The only one keeping me going is Joshy as I am the one he looks to right now. Oneday when he is older and he can make it on his own he won`t need me anymore and I will be ready. Everyone else have their own families and don`t need me anymore. Save a chair for me and give everyone a kiss for me. Love you Babe. Hugs and kisses

I miss you so much. We did everything together. Nothing has been the same since you left us. I will love you forever and a day. I wish you were here.

Roxanne I can`t believe it`s been 4 yrs already. You are always in my heart. I think about things we`ve done all the time and miss doing them with you. Our baking at Christmas, egg dying at Easter, dressing up and taking Halloweeners, etc. You were the one by my side for everything and now I feel so lonely and all alone. I know during this time of this virus you would have been deff here with me to get through it together. I love you with all my heart and soul, and I soon will see you. My heart is broken with you all gone and I don`t know how much longer I can hang on here. I`m trying for Joshy`s sake as he really has no one without me but it`s getting tough. Everyone else has their own families now and I just feel like I`m not part of them anymore. I love you Roxanne.

Today was a hard day to get through for me. It`s been 3 yrs that you left us and not a day has gone by that I haven`t thought of you. You were my other half, we were always together. We spent movie nights every weekend. you were always at my house. I feel so alone without you here. I miss you more than words can say and I love you even more. I know I will see you again and we will again have our movie nights. Please meet me at the gates and save a place for me. I love you infinity! Cheyenne and Joshy miss you and talk about you often. You will never be forgotten. You were Joshy`s Aunt and best friend and he loves you so much.

It’s been two years since you left us but it seems like only yesterday. I love you so much. We did everything together and now my life is incomplete without you. I wish you were here with me still. Not a day goes by without a thought of you. Cheyenne is ok as you can see. I know you are watching over her and the rest of us. Save a place for me.

I miss you so much and think of you often. It`s only been 7 mths and seem like an eternity. We did so much together and now I feel like half of myself went with you. I don`t do anything anymore without my partner. Nothing seems right without you. I love you. And Joshy misses you so much. He talks about you all the time and has been afraid to sleep in his room since you left him. He`s been acting out and I think it`s because he doesn`t know how to cope with you being gone. He loves you so very much.