February 4, 2021
February 4, 2021
it's been a tough time without you here royboy, there is not a day that goes by that I don't miss you . I still think about all the good times I had with you and all the fun things that we had did with dad and the family. I miss you bugging me when I was upset. Still to this day I will not bait my own hook.. That was your job, now it is dads. I miss you bugging me about going fishing or even to just go do something. I still to this day do not believe that you're gone. It feels like you're just gone on a trip and that you will be back soon. i still remember when we were on our way to sandusky for layla's birthday and we stopped at a gas station and we walked inside looking for sunflower seeds and we had found a bottle of milk and it was halfway gone and we thought it was so weird that it was just sitting there in the fridge. I miss you a lot roy, I miss seeing you at my games and hearing "Lets go bubbles¨. I just wish you were here to see all of us grow up and see what we could become and what we could do. In about three months im going to be fifteen which is only one year away from me getting my license and I remember you saying that I was gonna drive you places everywhere . I have a lot more I could say but Im kinda sitting here in class writing this so.. anyway i miss you and until we meet again royboy :/