5 years it's a long time to be  Without you it feels like just yesterday you and I started dating. I couldn't wait to see you when I got out of work . Just being around you  was such a great feeling.  There's just so much you're missing I wish you were here to see it all your grand kids , your kids how grown they have gotten .The great young adults they have become.  Alexis graduating 18 already Babe  Can you believe it. Today we had dinner. We celebrated you it was such a great feeling having them around we talked a lot about you the stories we had we laughed alot and cried  a little bit but most of all all the great memories we each had to share with each other. I know I said it once and  I am going to say it again I thank you for coming into my life when you did. Thank you for the beautiful stepchildren you left me with . Life can never be the same without you here  all  we can do is make the best of it and keep you in our hearts and you'll always be with us  until we all meet again one day. I love you and I will  always will keep you close to my heart. Good night my love love your wife Norma.❤

When you would go places and take me along with you. I remember sitting in the back seat of the car. We drove around to many places listening to music. I'll never forget this thing you would do that didn't mean much to me then, but means the world to me now. You'd always adjust the review mirror to face towards me, you'd look at me, smile and wink your eye.... it's like you said I love you with just a stare.  I know now in my heart that I brought you so much happiness. I've known love dad. The love you gave to me is my greatest gift in life. A daddy's love.