Just wanted to say "I miss u so much! Tim's handleing this really good. Has his own aparttment, paying his bills & all. I'm in a rest home, but it's where I belong...Love u & wish I could touch u just once more...

Mom, when u read this, please have an open mind. Linda got just what she worked hard all her life for, my boys....Mom, when u look down from heaven, I want u to look at Critter. Isn't he a blessing? A 34 yr. old man, who never held a day of work, sitting around, in filth probably, with a needle stuck in his arm. U & Linda thought u had the answer moving out here! It's been nothing but HELL! And still is.He through me away like an old rag! Haven't had no contact w/him for mths. & mths. Probably never will again. 20 yrs. of my life I wasted here! I could of done something for my own self, instead of him!Yes, I'm angry, hurt, & now I've lost my 3rd son...Mom, u know how tough my life has been, ask God to bring me home to rest. I'm so tired. I can't go on.I'm not giving up. I'm wore out mentally & physically. Now it's my turn to go home & rest..Please, Mom,u brought me into this world-now take me out of it!.

Mom, I sure miss u. U always said "U wondered how we're going to get by when ur gone?" Well, we're doing as well as u expected us to. Kevin's working himself to death. Jeremy, Tim & I barely get by w/out help. Tim's doing really good. Happily knee-deep in motorcycle parts, building & building more. Once in awhile he might breakdown at coffee time, cuz ur not there. But he's doing better, than expected.I don't think it'll be long before I see ya'll, please meet me at the gate. I'm scared Mom. Really scared.....Love u

I'm lighting this candle, so me & Aunt Kat won't be in no darkness, in case there is some. She misses u so much Mom, that we're calling each other now! lol And I like talking to her, waiting to call her & hear how she's doing...Everyone misses u Mom. But, I suppose we wait for the Lord to determine when we come home. How's Chunk & Michael doing? R u keeping them in line? lol Mom, did Michael say he still loves me? Oh, how I miss him so darn much! But, we'll all meet again when it's time! Till then, hugs & kisses to ya'll....

Parents r so busy raising & teaching their kids how to live, that they forgot to teach them how to live w/out them....So true...

Have a happy b'day in heaven, Mom...We miss you so much!

Mom,it's getting close to Thanksgiving Day, making me so sad. Last time we had it before u passed, I remember I cooked it all. U sat at the table trying to help me. Michael came & ate, then we went to his Mom's, so we got full alright! At least I got my memories...

Hi Moma. Another holiday is coming & ur not here...I miss u so darn much Mom. I never realized life w/out u would be this hard & lonely. Every morning I think about waking u up to have coffee w/me, but ur not here...Oh, Mom life sucks. I'm not living, only existing...Waiting, wishing, I was w/u guys. I light this candle, to guide me to u, Mom. Love u forever & always...

I light a candle, so ur not in the darkness...I miss u so much. Having coffee together, & just talking about nothing really, etc. Mom u'll always be here in my heart, forever...

Mom, I know we didn't get alng to great, with my defiant, stubborn, attitude. But as I grew up, I always felt u ddn't love me the same as Linda & Tim. I more or less wasn't excepted until I had the boys. And then I was pushed away again. All in all, I think u finally found out how hard a life I was having & had ,since I was a child. After Linda passed, I gracefully stood up & took on my roll as a good daughter. At least I can go to my grave knowing I did my best. I never knew how much I would miss u, Mom. But God help me I do. I'm so lonely w/out u, Chunk, & Michael. I built my world around ya'll. Now I only exist, not live...Luv u!