When you passed away I made it a personal mission to not only see every artist you loved in concert, but to also tell every artist that inspired you about you.
I’ve met a few now, and they’re all honored to know they helped you find your way in music. I’ve shared experiences with your favorites knowing you were by my side and smiling the whole time.
Nothing,Nowhere. was your biggest influences mood, genre and aesthetic wise. The opportunity came that not only could I attend a concert of his, but also meet him.
I told him right off the bat about you, how you looked up to him, etc., etc. etc. I won’t forget that before our conversation ended he stood next to me, looked me in my eyes, and said “Tonight is a lot more special to me now knowing why you’re here.” And mentioned that the show was for you.
A few months later he announced he was leaving record labels and making his own music again which I KNEW you’d be so happy to hear! So when this album finally dropped, I promptly blared it until the very end.
The tears that filled my eyes and the heaviness in my chest came as soon as this song started.
I know Reaper Gang was made for you.
It sounds like you wrote it.
I’m so happy Joe gave me the opportunity to talk about you, and truly listened to every word I spoke.
*I’m posting here because it’s allowed me to again, and I feel Ryan’s family should be able to hear this song too, and hear how it sounds like Ryan wrote it himself.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Jp47Iht63NU&pp=ygUbcmVhcGVyIGdhbmcgbm90aGluZyBub3doZXJl