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what a man

August 17, 2014

this was one of the last times i spent with him! it shows his character i love you Red!

a piece of me died with you love

August 17, 2014

i dont have to say much this says it all!

place of his last moments

August 17, 2014

saddly this is where he passed! it kills me and i visit here often and i leave things as do others! i believe he is with me and all of the ones he loves.

your death

August 12, 2014

Wow!! Absolute heart break. I felt so much despair that day. The day you died has left a scar that will be obvious always. I wear my love for you on my sleeve for all to see!!.....I often think of that day. I wonder for you and worried about you. I was sad, I was constantly running memories with you through my mind. Denial was apperent and still lingers! Shock took over I didn't even cry at your funeral. I make your death the closest to unreal as I can. You woke me when you died bc that early morning I woke at 228am later I learned that was your time off death. When I woke I was anxious I felt as if I wasnt alone. I sensed something wasnt right. Little did I know what depth of devestation was soon to consume me and unprepared for the news it hit me like being shot in the chest! I told Stevo to fuck off and not say shit  like that. I panicked then cried all day in despair. I felt you around me know that. I'm so sorry god took you. We all have our dates but you dying fucked me up and then finding Danny Mac wtf! I'll never be the same I'll never recover I love you. Stay with me plz.

The Man!

August 12, 2014

Red's the MAN!  there is a song Fred's the MAN if you ever care to listen to know Red often jammed this stating he's the man lol........when I first met you we worked together. I remember you saying wtf is going on bc our work was not suited for chicks that look like me was what you said lol.  It was a nice comment and I'm glad I showed you up lol. We worked together well as a team and with love and respect you accepted me with no reserve and for this thank you love! We soon grew very close even though we had a few disagreements no resentments were formed and I only grew in love with you as you also loved me deeper. I remember I made you put that gear on cause I wanted to fuck off and it was entertaining, I loved taking pics of you even though you hated it. I'm blessed I did bc had I not I wouldn't get to see you everyday. As much as you resisted for me you caved and found how much you admired me you said bc no matter what you knew Trenna would brighten your day and that some days I was the only reason you came to work. Thanks for telling me always how you really felt bc had you not I would not of been blessed with your love and it would of been unfortunant and a huge loss bc you have been my greatest love. I will never love as deep as I do with you! Fuck its hard, I hate it, I hate that your gone from my world I want to go with you lol!! You are missed unbelievably and cherished eternally. My love for you Red it's unstoppable we will see each other soon I love you honey and miss you painfully! Your always on my mind love your Trenna

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