A few days ago I lost my best friend, my life will never be the same. I will not let Ryan's death go to waste. I am going tomorrow to start changing my life. I make an everlasting vow to live out the things Ryan and I always had planned on doing together. While I am doing these things he will always be there with me.
 I haven't stopped talking to him to this point. He played such a large part in my life and anyone who came in contact with the young man. He was such a special and unique individual and will continue to touch the hearts of the people who know him, he will never be forgotten. A mother lost her beautiful son, his sisters lost there brother who was like no other person I have ever met he was so special words can't describe him and my best friend will never come back to us on this earth but we will meet him again. I hope this sends a message to everyone that life is to short and you never know  when it can be taken from you. Don't let guilt and insecurities consume you.
I will be busy recovering my life from the drugs that consumed it. I will be becoming everything Ryan and I should have been. The potential we have is limitless and since he is not here I plan to show everyone that there are no limits in life.
Satan took hold of our lives and consumed us with evil and took his life because of the action and choices that we chose, but I am in the palm of Gods hand and he will guide me! Ryan is off with our father and his white horse as one of Gods Warriors now. R.I.P Ryan Crews Mumm. You will never be forgotten I love you brotha! You will always be with me and I can't wait to show you what we were sent here to do!!

"Because your fight has not been with flesh and blood, but with principalities and the rulers and the powers of this dark world and the wicked spirits which are under heaven"