August 21, 2023
August 21, 2023
It’s been a year…a pretty rough year. I miss you everyday Mrs. Bear…I miss hearing your voice, your giggles, your laugh. You were my motivation, my purpose…I have to admit it’s rather difficult to continue on day to day. I am thankful you are at peace, no suffering, no anxiety, no stress, no pain, no tears. I envy you, because I hurt physically, emotionally, spiritually, every day…I cover it up with a fake smile so no one worries. But it’s taking its toll. I pray for the end, whether I survive it at all, I’d just be thankful for the pain to stop. I keep going because I don’t want any to hurt others…Kelsey, Mom, my cousins. So I dredge on. I miss you so much, I love you so much. There’s no one like you, and I was so fortunate, thankful to have been a part of your life for such a short time.