Well mom I've been needing someone to talk to and once again I don't have anyone I can trust to talk to . But you know how it goes when you hold everything inside . You want to blow up . Mom if your there please please watch over Marissa and Alyssa please they need you and everyone else to look over them from time to time ok I love and miss you so so much

Mom I wanted to leave a message to you since you were my best friend and I always came to you for every thing that I needed advice on . And there is something I did always wanted to ask .Even if you do don't give me some sign .It's gonna have my mind bothered.

I remembered when me my mom and my bro Frankie and our dog baby where driving in the car which happen to be a nova tan color car well when my mom was turning from 9th to Waterman . And I kidd you not that as soon as my mom turned the door on passenger flew open and out flew my dog tumbling on the st and my bro Frankie went running after the dog . There were alot of cars and it seemed like a movie . Then it was scary and know it's funny cause luckly Noone was hurt .

EVER SINCE I CAN REMEMBER THAT ME AND MY MOM WOULD ALWAYS GO EVERY WHERE AND SHE USE TO TELL ME "Babe if I Ever Go Would You GO WITH ME " AND ME being Lil At The Time I Would Say Yeah! And ask her" are going right know " She say no baby not right know . And know that I'm here and she's not I wonder why. Mom you where my best friend and the only one I can confine in without judgement.Now I can't talk to anyone. But You Where The Strongest Women I Knew and Know and I Love and Truly Miss so Much