Mama’s video taken in Paris/The incredible horrific voyage to Iran
December 25, 2019
I recorded my beloved mother in Paris before we flew to Kansas. It was her first trip to Lawrence, Kansas, but she didn’t like it. Well, I don’t blame her as there’s a huge difference between Paris and the Midwest, even New York City (where she lived prior to moving to Paris) was better. I love this video and have saved it in so many places so that I will always have it and listen to her voice while she was happy and not sick. I miss her so much and my heart is still in so much pain even after 7 years since she’s been gone. She died in the ICU in Tehran and they killed her. When one is incubated they usually develop Pulmonary Edema. She only needed oxygen. This was my cousin, Yasmine’s fault for sending her to The ICU instead of having a nurse 24/7 in her hospital room. I will never ever forgive my evil cousin as she wanted her to die so that she could take over her apartment in Paris and believe me, she told me afterwards when we had a huge argument that she was going to Paris to inherit it. Well I had the Will and the Deed so it didn’t work however, she refused to give me my mother’s death certificate and U.S. Passport. My other cousin had my mother’s checkbook from her bank in Paris and literally cleaned out her account-when my mother gave me a check on her death bed, it bounced because of my cousin. How could the French bank allow him to access her money? He was a very good liar and a conman so he probably said that she was too sick to withdraw money and asked him to do it-who knows. Then they made me pay for her funeral which was so heartless as my mother gave them so much throughout her life including her 7 Carat diamond wedding ring to cover her hospital costs plus they stole all her valuables in Paris where she lived and 40,000 Euros. How despicable and I hope that both of my cousins whom I haven’t spoken to in years, go to Hell where they belong. Sorry to say this but they’re stealers, liars and have hurt many other people in their lives. They even stole all their aunt’s money when she passed away as she trusted my cousin to pay her bills since she was forgetful. Her aunt asked her to keep some of that money but to set aside money to have a school built in her name..well Yasmine kept that money too and the school was never built. My cousins who I do not consider as family, are filthy rich as they inherited millions from their father when he died 35 years ago plus they inherited a lot of land. Yasmine was also jealous of my mother’s love for me as she loved her too, so she took her while she as sick from Paris to Tehran so that she would be far away from me and she knew how difficult it would be for me to go to Tehran as a U.S. Citizen. Well I managed to go ad see my mother in Tehran 5 days before she died...it was the most horrific experience of my life! Not only because my mother passed away in Tehran, but that I was unable to bring her body back with me, the funeral was horrific and she was buried in a Muslim cemetery but she was Christian and believed in Jesus. Then I was afraid of being in Tehran as I was an American, I didn’t know where my aunt and cousins apartment was located, I couldn’t read any of the signs and I just wanted to get the hell out of Dodge. I changed my ticket through my friend in Kansas and left 3 days later. I was lucky to get in even though I was interrogated for an hour and thought I would definitely be arrested and accused of being a spy, and surprised that they allowed me out of the country. It took me 34 hours to get back to Kansas with 2 layovers and an ice storm in Amsterdam. I hadn’t slept for 34 hours either. I was a total wreck, felt like my heart was broken into a million pieces and felt like half of me died with my mother. My mother who was all I had and loved, destroyed me in many way after she died. I have been crying almost every day for 7 years, I was unable to work, and now I have medical problems. God only know what will happen next. I am in contact with my 92 year old Aunt whom I love but nothing like my mother. I don’t trust her and she lies too. But, it’s better than nothing. She’s in Tehran and being taken care of her by her two adult children otherwise she would have been in a Nursing Home. So, the only thing that keep me sane is biking and my photography. I’m broke and living on Social Security which is minimal but better than nothing.... I just wish I could move to Paris and live in a small studio with my cat, but I would need medical insurance with all my medical conditions so I don’t know if that will ever happen, unless I sell all my mother’s paintings which has been literally impossible. But I’m going to really try. ~~~~~~~~~~
