Hey dad it’s almost 2 months since your passing and I must admit that it still hurts as if it was just yesterday. I frequently visit the great times we had and have constant reminders all around me. When you were sedated and administered a steady dose of morphine, I tried my best to tell you in my own way “goodbye.” I played your favorite songs and stood next to you for what time I had with you and told you how great you were. I want you to know I’m a bit lost and feel wildly incapable of handling tasks as you’ve had when you were my age. It makes me feel emasculated in some ways. I just want you to know that through the medium of this note or through the power of prayer, in whatever form this reaches you,I’ll still try my very best to make you proud. I love you dad.