Almost 5 Months since I heard your beautiful voice
Is been almost 5 months since i heard you laugh ...Sonce i heard your voice ...since i seen that smile ...since i got a text...Since i received a video chat ...Since my heart was shattered forever ..Since half of my heart went missing ..Since i lost feeling and my heart grew cold ....Since life changes forever knowing you will never be apart of it again ...We grew together became Woman together we planned together ...we loved like no tomorrow and not matter the difference in distance we still planned our days as if we didnt live 6 hours apart ...I felt we were so close yet so far...I need you and i miss you my heart hurts ..I break my own heart when i remember something we did and i say me and sam did that or do u remember we did this me and sam and my heart hurts my face goes hot and tears start to flow ..I will never get over this i will alwayd always hurt ...My heart will never hold that love for anyone else as it holds for u ....I miss u sam man do i miss you ...People who didnt know u dont understand the hurt and dont know what they missed out on and who they missed out on for 26 years ....26 years sam to soon to young you had an amazing life ahead of you raising kyle and some one does this you .... Sam i love u so much baby girl More then u will ever know...Always and for ever sweet girl You will never be forgotten NEVER !!! Rest Easy Baby girl I LOVE YOU SO MUCH