February 1, 2020
this was a hard one for me.. as much as reminiscing made me laugh and smile. It crushes me knowing that there are no more memories to come with you Sammy. May you rest in peace love ❤️ and thank you for leaving the world4 little pieces of you! Well i guess not so little any more.. time flies!
This next part is for your mini me’s
Your Mommy had the most beautiful soul, there are no words that could ever explain how amazing she was. I was friends with your mommy since 3rd grade. And as you will learn; friendships come and go.. but there are some friends you can spend month or years without talking to, and the first time you see each other its like you didn’t miss a day. When we were young we did each others hair, nails makeup.. we played video games after school. One time we mud wrestled in the base ball field across from my moms house we would just lay on my trampoline at night time and talk while gazing up at the stars. We Played basketball, manhunt.. i remember fishing with your mom one year and she dropped your grandpas cell phone in the creek .. sorry grandpa she was up to her chest in water for at-least 30-40 minutes trying to find his phone, and your mom once she put her mind to something there was no talking her out of it.. and what do you know she found it! We used to go to my house during the summer and play music in my room and dance for hours and then jump in the pool when we got hot. I remember walking everywhere with her, and she would always point out the kind of bird or fish or what ever animal/insect you should come across, she loved nature! When you all get bigger i can fill you in on more age appropriate memories; Like the first time your mom drove a car with me, or all the pictures and poems and scribbles that were all over my bed room walls. I have so many memories with her, the one thing that stays with me.. is her laugh and mischievous smile. Your mommy is missed by so many people, because she had such a good heart! and just as strong dont mess with me or people i love side too. She was really good at making people laugh, ohh and pranks! she used to catch me and my mom off guard if it was raining. She would shake soaked tree branches as you walked under; or in my moms case she dumped the umbrella on her head. I have countless memories with your mommy, she was the best friend i ever had. And If i could give you any advice i think your mommy would be okay with. It would be to smile every single day, even on days you are sad; find a reason to smile. Your mommy would want each of you to be happy every single day! i know even on what she thought were the worst days ever, she found a reason to smile; and i know she still is smiling while she is in heaven watching over all of you! And she truly is an angel!
This next part is for your mini me’s
Your Mommy had the most beautiful soul, there are no words that could ever explain how amazing she was. I was friends with your mommy since 3rd grade. And as you will learn; friendships come and go.. but there are some friends you can spend month or years without talking to, and the first time you see each other its like you didn’t miss a day. When we were young we did each others hair, nails makeup.. we played video games after school. One time we mud wrestled in the base ball field across from my moms house we would just lay on my trampoline at night time and talk while gazing up at the stars. We Played basketball, manhunt.. i remember fishing with your mom one year and she dropped your grandpas cell phone in the creek .. sorry grandpa she was up to her chest in water for at-least 30-40 minutes trying to find his phone, and your mom once she put her mind to something there was no talking her out of it.. and what do you know she found it! We used to go to my house during the summer and play music in my room and dance for hours and then jump in the pool when we got hot. I remember walking everywhere with her, and she would always point out the kind of bird or fish or what ever animal/insect you should come across, she loved nature! When you all get bigger i can fill you in on more age appropriate memories; Like the first time your mom drove a car with me, or all the pictures and poems and scribbles that were all over my bed room walls. I have so many memories with her, the one thing that stays with me.. is her laugh and mischievous smile. Your mommy is missed by so many people, because she had such a good heart! and just as strong dont mess with me or people i love side too. She was really good at making people laugh, ohh and pranks! she used to catch me and my mom off guard if it was raining. She would shake soaked tree branches as you walked under; or in my moms case she dumped the umbrella on her head. I have countless memories with your mommy, she was the best friend i ever had. And If i could give you any advice i think your mommy would be okay with. It would be to smile every single day, even on days you are sad; find a reason to smile. Your mommy would want each of you to be happy every single day! i know even on what she thought were the worst days ever, she found a reason to smile; and i know she still is smiling while she is in heaven watching over all of you! And she truly is an angel!