Beloved Samson,
As I mark 5th anniversary of your death, it always brings up so many emotions about our past and what our future may have been. People have asked me over the years if I have “gotten over” your death. I am quick to share that I will never get over the loss, but I have reconciled myself to it.
Every 22nd October I approach this anniversary day with trepidation. I wonder why the reality that you are no more in this material world doesn't lose some of its sting after 1,825 days.
And yet, you aren't. I still feel you in the warmth of love. I feel your determination and steadfastness when I want to quit; your confidence in me when my own wanes.
Thank you for being with me,
Homa