Hello my love!!!!  Missing you so much right now its not even explainable...wish I  had you sitting next to me right now.  There are so many things that I still needed you for, God took you way too soon thats all I know. I feel like things just keep getting harder and harder.  There isn't a day that goes by that I don't sit here and cry, and its been almost 2 years.  Hard to believe its been that long.  Seems like just yesterday were sitting and talking and laughing. I miss all the times we had together, and the things we used to do. I miss being able to say "Goodnight Mom I love you" and kissing your cheek like I did EVERY night.  There are all these people out here that don't even deserve to take another breath and God had to take you.... I will never understand and I will always feel this way.  I have tried everything that I could think of to make it easier for me, but nothing works.  If I could just see your face one more time and feel your arms wrap around me....ugh, I would give anything for that...Love and miss you to the moon and back, can't wait to see you on the other side!!!!!  

Hello Beautiful!!  Just wanted to drop a few lines and tell you how much I love and miss you!!  Thinking of you like always.  Sure do wish I could see you and talk to you.  It seems like our whole family has fallen apart.  I miss you so much I can't stand it.  Everyone keeps saying that in time it will be easier, but it hasn't gotten any easier and don't feel that its going to.  Save my spot!!!  Love and miss you tons!!!

Just wanted to write u a little note and let you know how things are going...Your grandbabies are getting so big!!!  Can't believe Kristalyn is almost 2, and the twins are 5 1/2 months old...so wish you would have got to meet the twins and spend more time with Kristalyn.  The older kids are doing good, they still talk about you all the time.  I still wish I would have sat downstairs with you that night, after I went back upstairs it wasnt even an hour, and you were gone....think about it all the time, and how I wish I could change it.  Even though I know you are in a better place with no more pain and no more tears, I still wish you were still here,  God took a great Angel with him that is for sure!!!!  Thinking of you always,  see you on the other side, hope you are right there waiting for me at those gates!!!

                                                                            Love Always,

                                                                           Sarah, your baby girl forever!