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This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Sandra L. "Sandy" Cook, 67, born on March 30, 1944 and passed away on September 11, 2011. We will remember her forever.

March 30, 2018
March 30, 2018
Happy Heavenly Birthday Mommy... I know you have a very special person with you to help celebrate your Big Day... your granddaughter Miss Lacey Rose missed you so much she came to join you in heaven and left us all broken hearted...mom this has been so hard on all of us the pain is unbearable....I miss her so much ....I miss you so much but knowing your together makes it somewhat better....momma please watch over Renea' be her strength when she feels she has none left protect her bless her....wrap that sweet angel lacey in your wings and kiss her for me.....I love you mommy
September 11, 2017
September 11, 2017
6 yrs ago today you went away, seems like yesterday the pain I feel in my heart is just as strong today as it was 6 years ago. ... I miss you everyday every hour every minute every second .... your grandson Chaz misses you so much losing you has been extremely hard for him . You were his confidant his strength his world your loss has impacted him so much ...Niko has grown into such a character mom you would of laughed so much being around him we talk to him about you and he wishes he could of known you longer then those 2 short years...as for myself I'm a survivor but if people could see inside me they would see a lost child without a mother....a piece of me is missing and I will not be put back together till you wrap your arms around me one more time...until we are able to meet again please watch over my little family and protect us from harm ....i love you so much momma
May 14, 2017
May 14, 2017
Happy Mothers Day Mommy.... I wish you were here with me to celebrate you and the wonderful Mother that you are...I miss you so much it hurts so incredibly deep within my heart .....I ache to be with you and to wrap my arms around you and just be held and hold you forever.....You are the best Mother in the world and beyond ...no one has a mom like you I was so blessed to call you mine.....happy heavenly mothers day Mommy .... I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART
March 31, 2017
March 31, 2017
Happy Heavenly Birthday Momma.....
I love and miss you more then you will ever know....
Not a day goes by that I don't miss you.....
You are my greatest love and my greatest loss....
Until we meet again please continue to watch over us.
I love you mommy
September 13, 2016
September 13, 2016
5 years Mommy
5 years you have been gone, I miss you so much there are no words to express my ache for you. The hole in my heart will not repair till I am in your arms again. ...I pray your at peace and please watch over us all and keep us safe .....you were always a beautiful woman. ....you must be the most beautiful angel in Heaven.... I can't wait till you wrap me in your wings.....I love you so much Momma.
April 1, 2016
April 1, 2016
Yesterday was your birthday. ....you would of been 72.....I hope you had a wonderful day celebrating with Cap and your mom and dad ....I miss you mom.....I hope you know how much
September 11, 2015
September 11, 2015
4 years ago today you left to go heaven .....feels like yesterday.....I love and miss you Mommy.... more then words could ever express.....I love you with every beat of my heart Angel Momma.....your forever in my heart and always on my mind..... the tears never end.
May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015
Happy Mothers Day Momma.....I love and miss you very much....your on my mind and in my heart forever
April 1, 2015
April 1, 2015
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MOMMA....I Know It was 2 days ago I just could not get on my computer to leave a message. ..its not working...so your 71 now. ..wow I can't believe how much time has passed ....but for me it seems like yesterday. ...I miss you as much today as I did the day God took you home with him.....it's been a real struggle dealing with everything. ... I miss you so much some days it's unbearable. ...other days The pain is bearable. ....but my life will never be the same till I see you again....you would be so proud of the Man Chaz has become....and very amused by our little one Niko...He is a handful lol .....but very funny he would make you laugh so much.....I love you Momma.....and look forward to the day I can see your beautiful face and smile again....
September 12, 2014
September 12, 2014
Mom, it feels like it was just yesterday that you left us. I know that you are with me in spirit and your presence is always so comforting especially during the hard times. Mom I don't think I have ever felt more alone in my entire life. The family is in turmoil and has never been the same we need you Mom. You always made it better. I wish you were here so we could just be a family again. I love you Mom. I hope the angels keep you in peace. So many times lately I just want to be there with you. I know you would love me even if no one else does. I need you mom. Sometimes I pray and ask God if he will just take me, so I can be with you and dad and grandma. I think it will be the only way I will ever feel peace. You are my only hearts desire anymore Mom I need to know that I am ok. I miss my family and I don't want be alone in this world anymore. I just want to be with you, I want you to hold me and stroke my hair like you used to and I want to hear you tell me you love me. I Love You! Im sorry that I just cant get passed my pain and get my life together. I feel so tired and weak and you always helped me get back up when I fell. I am lost and so alone now mom and there is no one there now. Amanda tries and so does Lacey but they are burdened with their own stuff and I just cant be there like they need. I feel as though I have failed and now I am as broken as I can be. My sister and brother hate me and Tina has left too. What do I do now Mom I am so hurt and alone. I wish you were here. I need help brushing off my knees and someone to tell me its ok and will be alright. There just isn't anyone left. My heart aches.
September 11, 2014
September 11, 2014
Mom...I can't believe it's been 3 years ago today that you left us..my head, heart, body and soul misses you so much...sometimes it's unbearable..like today...a part of me is missing...I have a hole in my heart that only you can fill...I ache to see you again...I ache to have your arms around me again..I ache to hear your voice...I ache to see your smile..I ache to hear your laughter....I miss everything about you...you were my everything my Mother my Mom my Mommy...you were my best friend...my biggest cheerleader...you didn't judge me...you loved me unconditionally and I miss that the most...no one will ever love me like you momma. ..I miss you and love you with every breath I take....
May 11, 2014
May 11, 2014
Happy Mothers Day Momma .....I love and miss you with all my heart ....I wish we were together to celebrate what a Wonderful, Loving, Kind, Beautiful, Passionate Woman that you will always be....You have taught me so many life lessons and have always been there for me... you have loved me unconditionally....I am the luckiest girl in the world because you were my Momma .....there is no one Quite like you....you are one of a kind....and I am blessed to have been able to call you MoM.... thank you for giving me life and love and happiness....You will forever be my angel Mommy....I love you .....Happy Mothers Day
March 30, 2014
March 30, 2014
Happy birthday Momma! I can't begin to say how hard it is living this life without you. I ache so bad and wish I could just be up there with you Mom....I know its your birthday and I will celebrate it just as you would want me to but as you know...Sadness overwhelms me and I am having the hardest time with this life, our family isn't a family anymore and I feel more alone and disconnected more than I ever have....How can I go on another day like this? How can I celebrate your birthday when all I feel is your death. I don't know how to live without you Mom I don't know how to get back up and brush off my knees...Please mom can I go with You? I'm sorry....Mom I just want you....I need you to hold Me I need to be with you so bad...My heart hurts and I am so Mad about IT!
March 30, 2014
March 30, 2014
Happy Happy 3rd Heavenly Birthday Mom....thinking of you on your day.... with much love as always....your daughter forever
March 30, 2014
March 30, 2014
Happy Birthday Momma...I Love and Miss you something awful... I wish you were here I would bake you a cake : )  I wish alot of things were different but I guess thats Life ....the one thing that is not different is... how much my heart aches for you....Our aunt is sick and doesnt have much longer.... I know you will greet her when its her time... and I am so very grateful you will be there ...wait for me Momma when my time comes also....I look forward to seeing you... but wait we must... I have so much more to do here before that time comes... I hope your day was Heavenly Mom Happy Birthday
September 12, 2013
September 12, 2013
Hi Mom,
sorry I didn't get you any flowers yesterday but you were in my heart. I LOVE YOU soooo much and miss you even more... They say it gets easier but that's a lie because my heart aches just as much today as the day you left us 2 years ago. Been trying to cope but some days are just too hard. I feel so alone. Wish you were here.
September 11, 2013
September 11, 2013
Today 2 years ago you left me, seems like yesterday.I miss you so damn much it hurts.I wish you could of been able to watch Niko grow up he is something else Mom you would enjoy him so much.My heart aches for you mom I love and miss you so much I just cant express in words the loss I feel the need I feel to be with you is so overwhelming at times I LOVE YOU MOM MORE THEN YOU WILL EVER KNOW
May 12, 2013
May 12, 2013
Happy Mothers Day Mom .....Its the 2nd one without you and it does not get easier ....I miss you so much it hurts...I ache to hear you say you love me one more time ....Mom you were and are the best Mother anyone could ever ask for and I am so Blessed and Lucky to know that you were Mine... Always and Forever ....Happy Mothers Day to the Worlds Greatest Mom ...Sandra L. Cook ...My Mommy
March 31, 2013
March 31, 2013
Happy Birthday Mom! I know it should be a happy day but its just so hard to celebrate when you aren't here. I am so sad without you. I really have a hard time with it as you know. I know GOD is with you and that makes me happy...What makes me happy the most are the 444 signs you send me to let me know you are with me in spirit...Mom I Love that and I Love You!! Hugs and Kisses
March 30, 2013
March 30, 2013
Happy Birthday Mom.....this is your 2nd one in Heaven.... I hope the angels sang you happy birthday....thinking of you on your special day and missing you like crazy ....I love you now and always...I hope your day is Heavenly Happy Birthday Mommy
October 16, 2012
October 16, 2012
Mom Chaz got his GED..but you already knew that didn't you. We are so proud of him..Niko has become quite the little stinker ..I wish you could see him now ..I am so very grateful that you got to spend some time with him he loved you so much GG ..please watch over both my children and keep them safe..I miss you so much mom my heartaches.I hope your at peace and one day I hope to find some
September 14, 2012
September 14, 2012
Momma I miss you so very much .it gives me a little bit of peace knowing that you are surrounded by your family ..but our family is grieving so much..I worry about Renea the most she is having the most difficult time..please help her find some peace to your passing ...I love you momma and look forward to the day I can wrap my arms around you and just have you hold me thats what I miss most
September 14, 2012
September 14, 2012
So its been 1 year since you left me .I ache so bad for you .I try to put on a brave face and live my life ..I dont talk about it much .it hurts too bad to do so .but inside Im a mess..I never knew you could miss and love someone so much..there are so many things I want to say to you so many things I want to tell you .I love you momma ..be there with open arms to greet me when its my time.
June 14, 2012
June 14, 2012
grandma i love you so much and miss you lots.. things are going well for me and ciara im just getting back on my feet i know thats one wish you had before you left.. but i have a job now working at a coffee shop i like it alot.. and cps is finally closed the case i know you would be so proud of me.. i sure am proud of myself.. and cici is getting so big she so smart and reading so well..
March 30, 2012
March 30, 2012
Happy Birthday Mom! I miss you sooo much! I am so grateful that yohave been with me through my recent struggles....I Love You Mom! I hope that I have made you proud.
September 27, 2011
September 27, 2011
Each and every day that passes, I miss you more and more! My heart aches for your presence and all I can hope is to see you in my dreams. I Love you Mom! I hope your castle in the sky is everything you ever imagined it would be and more. XXXXOOOO
September 22, 2011
September 22, 2011
Gg, you were the best great grandma in the world i love you so very much you always make me laugh and we always had so much fun. and every time i think of you i will always remember the gg face we made and start crackin up laughing
September 22, 2011
September 22, 2011
you are the best grandma any one could ever ask for you were the only one that understood me and you were there for me no matter how complicated things got you listened to me and gave me the best advise when i needed it most i love you so much and i will think of you every day!!!
September 21, 2011
September 21, 2011
Grandma, You were always there for me when i needed someone to talk to.You gave me hope, courage, and confidence.I love you with all my heart and you will be forever missed by me. i love you and i will think about you everyday.Just stay with me forever <3
September 20, 2011
September 20, 2011
Mom you were my rock when life grew unsteady, You gave me comfort in times when I felt weak, You loved me even when I was the worst I could ever be, You always found a way to accept me and love me no matter what-MOM...I will love you and miss you forever...see you in my dreams...
September 20, 2011
September 20, 2011
Sandy was an awesome person, mother,grandmother and All I k now is the world will be missing one of thee BEST lives that walked the
planet
She will be missed deeply by all who new her:( r.i.p
September 20, 2011
September 20, 2011
Momma Life is just not the same without you. I am so grateful that I could be there for you when you needed me most. Thank you for all the Love and Wisdom you gave me,you made me the person I am today. I am so lucky to have had you for a mom. I will love you till the end time.143
September 20, 2011
September 20, 2011
Sandy was such a fiery woman, when she was happy you could hear that laugh and when she was mad you better watch out. There so many stories that I have amd memories that I will cherish in my heart forever as being blessed with knowing Sandy and all the family.Prayers to you all.

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March 30, 2018
March 30, 2018
Happy Heavenly Birthday Mommy... I know you have a very special person with you to help celebrate your Big Day... your granddaughter Miss Lacey Rose missed you so much she came to join you in heaven and left us all broken hearted...mom this has been so hard on all of us the pain is unbearable....I miss her so much ....I miss you so much but knowing your together makes it somewhat better....momma please watch over Renea' be her strength when she feels she has none left protect her bless her....wrap that sweet angel lacey in your wings and kiss her for me.....I love you mommy
September 11, 2017
September 11, 2017
6 yrs ago today you went away, seems like yesterday the pain I feel in my heart is just as strong today as it was 6 years ago. ... I miss you everyday every hour every minute every second .... your grandson Chaz misses you so much losing you has been extremely hard for him . You were his confidant his strength his world your loss has impacted him so much ...Niko has grown into such a character mom you would of laughed so much being around him we talk to him about you and he wishes he could of known you longer then those 2 short years...as for myself I'm a survivor but if people could see inside me they would see a lost child without a mother....a piece of me is missing and I will not be put back together till you wrap your arms around me one more time...until we are able to meet again please watch over my little family and protect us from harm ....i love you so much momma
May 14, 2017
May 14, 2017
Happy Mothers Day Mommy.... I wish you were here with me to celebrate you and the wonderful Mother that you are...I miss you so much it hurts so incredibly deep within my heart .....I ache to be with you and to wrap my arms around you and just be held and hold you forever.....You are the best Mother in the world and beyond ...no one has a mom like you I was so blessed to call you mine.....happy heavenly mothers day Mommy .... I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART
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September 21, 2011

I remember when i lived with my grandma when i was little that almost everyday, Grandma would play barbies with me. I have pictures of us putting the barbies upside down so they would be doing handstands.  I remember just laughing and having a good time along with her.

Also, everynight, i would be laying in bed with her trying to go to sleep and she would talk to me stroking my arm, face, or back. Once she started doing that i would instantly fall asleep. I loved it when she did that. I couldnt get enough of it. I would even go up to her on my knees when she was sitting in her blue chair and give her a "hug" and just lay on her while she stroked my back when she was talking to other people. A couple of times i fell asleep on her. I had really good times with her and i will always charish them and never forget how wonderful of a grandma she was.

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