Hey mama!! I'm sitting at work really, really trying to keep my head into the day, but I cannot. I've been thinking of life, family, you, and just wishing I could talk like we always did. Michael, and Mandy came down the other night (both of them doing great...just need to move back to SC), and it was an amazing visit. Sara came as well....first time to 230 Walnut Ave in forever (she is doing great), and while it was so wonderful to have that moment it made me very, very sad. It hit me that our family is so far apart, and not close at all how you would've wanted for us. I'll try my best to work on that....we need it. I've got about million questions, and a million things I wish I could talk with you about...life, family, you...and I know I can talk to you, but I SOOOOO miss your answers about life, family, and you!!! We love you mama/grandma Sarah...and I cannot put into words how much we/I miss you. Lucie looks so much like you it's crazy....Huck of course is as handsome as ever...though he think's he's short or too fat?!?! He's in that in between stage...he just prays he gets taller then dad...shhhhh don't laugh!! (: They both are so smart, but of course Huck worries like that trait you know so well, and Lucie is Lucie...sweet, and sour!!! Next few years should be fun...and I'll ask for a lift on that mother's curse now please?!? lol...(: Chip is the same...laid back, and shrimping!! Tomorrow is always an awful day to have to remember....it's not the only day that hits me hard, but it's the day that took you from us, which makes me cold, mad, sad, unhappy, and just pissed. BUT as you know as mother's will do...I'll jump out of bed, take care of my family, and do my job....but will be thinking of the loss that has, and I feel will always leave a little part of me numb!! Keep looking after all of us!!