Sativa and I weren't that close. We met on a sunny day in downtown Mysitc. We had this huge candy corn fight in a friends shed. She was really nice and friendly. A few weeks later I was really upset. I was crying in the church yard in Mystic. I wouldn't let anyone near me to talk but she told me that she wasn't leaving until I talked about it. I had been through something really tragic and she talked me through it. She gave me hope. She made it all seem okay. As soon as I found out what had happened I couldn't help but drop to ground and just cry. When I first heard about it I thought it was cruel joke.. That was until I got home and my grandmother told me it was real. It felt like a bad dream. I felt so close to her. Like, she was the only one who got what I was going through. I recently moved and I couldn't leave without going to say goodbye and thank her for giving me that hope that she gave me. She will always be in heart. No matter what. Rest in paradise beautiful. You'll always be missed.<3 http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=fTsSnU55xzI