She didn't make it to full term, and I was only 4 months along.However she stopped growing inside me at the 2 month mark.  I will never forget the night that I lost her.

I didn't have any closure as there wasn't any remains to bury and that will always haunt me. She will always remain in my heart, my soul, and my mind. I still hurt to hold her in my arms, and someday I will. 

She came to me in a dream ,on her birthday ,the year that she would have turned five. I was asking the Good Lord to send me a sign letting me know the sex of my lost baby. I went to sleep that night,and she came to me in my dream ,It was SO Vivid and felt so Real !

"Her hair was a golden blonde and her eyes were as green as emeralds ,her bright beautiful smile brought tears to my eyes & with her tiny arms extended, she ran to me calling "momma" and she gave me a hug ,she touched my face and then "saying nothing" she turned,and walked back into the clouds then... she stopped to looked back at me,she smiled and waved goodbye."

I awoke with tears in my eyes and a heavy heart .I started crying and when I was done, I said another Prayer of Thanksgiving and Then gave her a name.It helped me to feel better giving her a name and to know her identity.I can't wait till I meet her again in Heaven some day.We will Love her and Cherish her existence forever. And I will celebrate her Birthday in Remembrance every year until I can hold my little girl in my arms. R.I.P. Little Savannah Lynn Brigham momma Loves and Misses you so much!!