My god Son there is not a day that goes by that I do not have you in my mind. I wake up to thinking about you and go to bed thinking of you. You were such a joy to me I needed and still need you. I thought I gave you life but I was so wrong you kids give me life. I just hope your sisters know this before I leave this world. Scott our family is is disarray we need so much help.I have lost who or what I was I have lost my faith I need sme signs to help me . I had a major part of me pass when you did not my baby not my boy..... its unjust unfair and right down wrong. I know there is a God but he says you can only handle so much. i NEED YOU to handle my life you were supposed to bury momma not me bury you. I loved and love you so much I am lost with out you .