Sham,
Here we are and a year has passed. I still think of you often and miss you. I'm still in disbelief that you are gone. I'm so glad we mended our fences and became close as sisters before you left. I am truly blessed to have had that opportunity. I tried to help you start over and get yourself re-established. I wish I had tried harder, looked harder or something. I feel like if you could have found a job you wouldn't have made the choices you did on that tragic day. I hope you are enjoying your heavenly home, with your parents and other loved ones. I'm still looking after your brother like you asked. I promised I would, and looking after Rew too. They are both doing ok. Rew is growing up way to fast. I'm super proud of him. You would be too. Your children are all ok. Rest easy lil sis. See you some day... <3