I miss you Momma. I hope you're happy wherever you are.

I miss you so much mom. We were robbed. We were robbed of a life that should have been. Joey and I are on our own now. There's not a whole lot left of this family but I've tried my best to stay close. Maybe I should have distance myself a little more, or been a little better, But I'm human and I make mistakes. Every year without you gets a little harder I hope you're up there watching over Joey he needs you and so do I. I love you forever Mommy.

Dear Mama, I've been missing you so much lately. You had your moments but you loved me. You cared for me. You kept me housed, clothed, and fed. I often wonder what life would've been like without the illness. We would have been so close. My son would be sitting across your bed asking your for back scratching. running to you when Mom wasn't being nice, and eating anything you served him, and keeping secrets from me that only Grandma knows. I miss you Mommy. I miss what should've been. But that's okay. I loved you any way you were. Anyway I could have you, I'll take you.