Lay a Flower  Mom, there is not a day that goes by that you don't cross my mind. How I miss you so very very much. You left me way way to soon. How I would give to have one more day with you, but then again I'd want many more days after that. I can't believe back the 9 1/2 years ago, I didn't spend more time with you. I just didn't want to believe you were going to leave me so soon.
I lost all the other condolences from the original when dad shut the cable off on me. I lost all kinds of things. impotant things, but they didn't concern him so he didn't give a crap that I lost so much when he did that to me. I didn't even get a sorry or anything.... Dad is real chummy with Chris Taulman ~~ Josh's mom. I started something around here with dad and Chris had to start it up with dad and carry it on. It maes me sick to my stomach...
I love you Mom <3 <3 very very much. I wish I was there so I could give you a hug a great big one!! I love you so very much