I sit here thinking of our son s first Christmas December 1992. He was 6.5 months old and fascinated with all the lights . You decorate the outside of our apartment with lights.and the tree inside for him .He was crawling and growing so quick. The love and bond between you and Zachary was deep. No words could explain how much and deep the bond you both have for each other. And us. I know how much you loved us ..and how much having our son Zachary meant to you. It cost you so much to protect him from the demons you had. You fought a difficult fight . Our love for each other never died. I miss you so much . He will always know you loved him and now are his precious angel. Forever always

They say time heals all. The pain and heartache is still deep today as it was 12 years ago. I am grateful for our time together. Thru God your legacy of love and life with always be here . Thru You and God is our son and your heart and soul he is our precious son gift and legacy. Know you are always with us .and watching over our son!!! I love you and miss you deeply and always

Today you would 55 . Miss you so much. My heart aches beyond words for you. Our son is 30 year old. The look of you face is forever in me when we had him and he was placed in your arms. I know you are still with us. I fell your presence always. Please continue to watch over our son. Guide him and let him feel the love youhave for him. Shaugon Michael Love you always Anne

Shauhon soon our son will be 26 years old. Miss you every day and being able to share him with you and talk to you about him .I know you are proud of him and watching over him. know you arent suffering no more and at peace. It doesnt ease the heartache of you not being here physically. I wish this never happened to you and your parents. Thank you for the gift of our son . You are forever missed and loved. You are with us and in our lives . And I appreciate more than you know

you have been a huge part of my life . we have a precious son together . there aren't enough words to express my feelings of how much you mean to me and being father of my son . I don't regret anything .