I can remember when you hated the motor cycle club you use to tell me if you caught me out on my scooter bucket out to late you was going to kick my motorcycle over you called it a scooter.  You and  the kids and the water fights you was like a father friend to them your laughs your smile the shit talking but the love you showed me was so special no matter where you was or what you was doing I know I had  love for you and you loved me.the day I tattooed your name on my chest your smile lit the room up and i promised to never cover it up you will see it again when I see you I love you Shagg and I  hate that you are not here with me but I know I'll see you again love you Shawn ❤ my love 

AS I SIT HERE MISSING YOU THE PAIN IN MY HEART IS TAKING MY BREATH. I KNOW YOU CAN SEE AND HEAR ME. I CAN HEAR YOU SAYING AUNTIE YOU TRIPPING. I'M RIGHT HERE! AS I WRITE THIS NOTE MY HEART FEELS LIKE IT'S CALMING DOWN. I REALLY WISH I COULD HUG YOU, YOU HAD A SPECIAL WAY OF LETTING US ALL KNOW IT WOULD BE OKAY! UNCLE MIKE GAVE US ALL A SCARE AND I MISSED YOU LIKE CRAZY. YOU BOTH WERE THE GUNS IN MY HOLSTER AND OH HOW EMPTY I FELT AND RIDDLED WITH PAIN ON PAIN. I PRAYED BUT I STILL MISS YOU AND NEED TO SHARE. THE TEARS HAVE BEGIN TO FALL AND I WILL BE OKAY. NEXT TRIP TO THE CITY I'M COMING TO VISIT YOU IRENE, MOM AND DAD. I LOVE YOU NEPHEW CONTINUE TO REST.