This is so hard to beleive because I just saw well you were getting ready for and I getting g ready to get out and go home and I remember how she  missed you kids and cant want to be home with them and I told you it will be soon  and we had coffee....you were always so easy to talk with I loved that about you and you always had a smile on your face . well I will always remember you .  you are truly a friend I will miss I just wish I could have got to know you a little better .... LOVE ALWAYS LUCINDA  HOBSON

SHAY,
Where do I even ? The most amazing person I've ever met. No even comes close or compairs to what you are to me. Our friendship was so real and different than anything I've ever had. You are so beautiful funny and smart and you had a big heart. The love that you showed me means more than you will ever know. You had my back more than anyone has ever had my back. I am so grateful that I got to have that with you. I hope you felt the same way I had your back to. You are my family, one of the few I held  so close. You have a huge chunk of my heart it hurts so bad without you. I have no idea whos going to make me laugh when I'm mad or sad or who to go to with all    my problems. I miss your smile and your jokes I miss the way you loved me completely and without judgment. I look for you even now and when I realized I can't reach out for you and it hurts so bad. You didn't deserve to go out like that. Hardly anyone knew the real you and it breaks my heart I think about what was missed out on.  All of the relationships missed out on. . You're so misunderstood. Just someone lost to a vicious cycle . And you just wanted a redo. You loved your family so much and you loved your kids more than anything and was begging for a chance to be a part of their lives you and Haley tried so hard to make that happen. I hope one day they can see you for the mom that you really are the mom that you wish you could be for them. And that they know someday the love you really had for them. I hope that no matter where you are that you found a way to love yourself and forgive yourself because you were worth loving and forgiving. I feel so lucky that I got to call you my sister for four and a half years. You knew me better than anybody Shay I love you so much more than anything. You understood me and just got me and no one can ever take your spot. I have so many memories that I am holding close because there's not going to be a day that goes by that I don't think about you. I couldn't ask for a better friend. And I never would. You live and you love me hard. You'll be with me everyday ...... I still need you. I love you shay.
          Allie Mae Staggie 

There are too many stories to share but the one that sticks out the most to me was the day we met. It was March 2nd 2015 and we crossed paths and we had a brief conversation with each other as you where in a hurry to get home to I.F. I gave you my number and said give me a call when u get your affairs in order we shared a little piece of ourselves with each other and you shared with me one of the most profound things I've ever heard and it was your dreams and we'll it's quite personal but let's just say it made me want to help u with that and we'll this was a quick encounter it was very impactful to us both . as you walked away I hollered to you and said I think you are going to change my life well that was an understatement you not only changed my life but you shared a piece of yours with me it was an honor to know you and to share what we shared together. your my heart SHAY thank you for sharing that dream with me and now it is no longer a dream it has come to fruition . much love and respect to you . I will see you soon !! FLY HIGH HONEY BEE !!! I KNOW WHEN I LOOK IN THE SKY AT NIGHT YOU WILL SHINE BRIGHT THRU OUR STAR AND YOUR LOVE IS EVERYWHERE I CAN FEEL YOUR SPIRIT WITH ME YOU ALWAYS WILL BE MY ANGEL !