You asked once why I held dad on a pedestal but not you and I replied because you're my best mate. Do you want to be on the Pedestal or beside me, you chose the later. You know I love you both equally but had different relationships. That's why I looked after dad when you couldn't but then you when needed. We went abroad together, you're only time. I got you to drive, we took up 10pin bowling, you lived that 16 months with me after dad died. We went to York 4weeks before you died. I hope I helped snd didn't take. You know I loved you.