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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, sheila howard, 54 years old, born on May 19, 1956, and passed away on July 12, 2010. We will remember her forever.
July 12, 2021
July 12, 2021
11 years where as the years gone ? So much has happened since losing you mom. Deaths , engagements, babies its all happened. Wish you were here with us ans i miss you like crazy. Love you mom always & forever xxxxxxxxx
May 19, 2021
May 19, 2021
Happy 65th birthday mom. Only wish you was here so we could have this drink together. Love you always and forever. Xxxxxxxxx
December 26, 2020
December 26, 2020
Wow i cant believe its been a year since iv left anything on here for you. Im so sorry mom, its not that i dont think about you because i do but im struggling so much without my boy. Yesterday was so hard and i struggled to get through it. I love you mom and miss you all. Feels like everyones going . Merry christmas mom love you xxxxxxxxxxx
December 25, 2019
December 25, 2019
Merry christmas mom. I love you and miss you every single day. Look after my baby please. Hes so precious. Tell him I love him and miss him every single minute of every single day xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
July 12, 2019
July 12, 2019
9 years already
Thinking about you everyday
Love & miss you ❤️❤️❤️
May 19, 2019
May 19, 2019
Happy 63rd birthday mom. Wish you was here so we could spoil you the way you deserved to be spoilt. Love you so much and miss you like crazy. Still hurts like it was yesterday you left us. Love you beautiful your loving daughter julie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
November 14, 2018
November 14, 2018
feel like iv neglected you lately mom, you know I don't mean too just got a lot going on which I know your aware of. I so wish you was here so we could have a good old chat like the old days. or a game of frustration or monopoly. the hours weve spent playing these games. if only we could do it again. love and miss you like crazy . not a single day goes by without me thinking of you. love you mom always and forever xxxxxxxx
May 19, 2018
May 19, 2018
Happy birthday to my beautiful mom, not a single day goes by mom that I don't miss and love you , wish you was here with us , love you always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
December 26, 2017
December 26, 2017
Merry Christmas to my beautiful mom up in heaven ' I know I'm a day late but you always did say I was always late, had the Christmas from he'll and iv never felt so empty and heartbroken except when you left us . I wish you was here with me love you and miss you more than you will ever know ' , xxxxxxxxx
December 22, 2017
December 22, 2017
I used to love Christmas as you always made it so special for us. This Christmas is going to be the worst ever and right now I truly wish I was with you and nan up there ' my heart is broken and I need you so much but your not here , really don't know how much more heartache I can take ' love you xxxxxxxxxxx
July 12, 2017
July 12, 2017
7 years ago today my world fell apart and was left with a broken heart.
losing you mom is the worst pain iv ever felt in my life, im struggling right now, on the outside im strong but inside im falling apart and your the one person who would keep me strong, i love & miss you so much mom, sleep tight beautiful XXXXXXX I LOVE YOU
May 19, 2017
May 19, 2017
happy birthday to a loving sister and aunt hope your having a good day in hevan love and miss you always you big bro ray - sis inlow wendy and nice shell and pets
May 19, 2017
May 19, 2017
Happy 61st birthday to my beautiful mom in heaven, sending lots of love & hugs your way, really need a hug from you as moms hugs seem to make things better , until the day we re-unite I will hold you safely in my heart , love you mom and I miss you more than you will ever know , love always & forever xxxxxxxx
December 26, 2016
December 26, 2016
Another Christmas without you mom and it hurts as much as the first one , you would of loved seeing your great grandson in his little santa outfit, he lights up my world like I know your grandchildren did yours. Merry Christmas beautiful love & miss you so much , not a day goes by without thoughts of you xxxxxxxxxx
July 12, 2016
July 12, 2016
I lay a flower for you today.. I'm still thinking of you and sending a wish that you send Angel hugs and kisses to your Julie xx
July 12, 2016
July 12, 2016
6 years ago today i was left with this broken heart that just cant heal without you, im really struggling mom and one of your hugs would make this pain go away, i love & miss you so much and for as long as im breathing your memory will never be forgotton, love you always & forever your loving daughter julie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
May 19, 2016
May 19, 2016
Wow 60 where does the time go! Happy birthday Shiela hope your partying up there.. Love and miss you xxx
May 19, 2016
May 19, 2016
happy 60th birthday to my beautiful mom, imagine the celebrations you would of been having on this special day... i miss you more & more each day mom, love you always & forever love your loving daughter julie xxxxx your a great nan now, little kameron, you would of loved him to bits, hes perfect in every way xxxxxx
July 12, 2015
July 12, 2015
thinking of you today mom, but that is nothing new, for no day dawns and no day ends, without special thoughts of you........everyone keep saying how fast the years have gone. but the heartache feels like it was just yesterday. i miss you so much and no it dosent feel like its getting easier. until we meet again mom remember i love you and always will. xxxxx 5 years today since my heart was broken xxxxx
July 5, 2015
July 5, 2015
Hello nan, I can only faintly remember times with you, I was only young but I can remember enjoying those times. Every time I'm walking past a yellow rose I always think of you. I know we all miss you and we all love you. R.I.P. Nan.. Love Riccardo xxxxxxx
June 9, 2015
June 9, 2015
Since you left life has been so hard, if it wasn't bad enough losing you I then had one problem after another, now I have some happy news and the person I want to share it with the most isn't here, i miss you and it's not getting easier, can't believe it's coming up to 5 years, time is not a healer, love you mom xxxxxxxxxx
May 19, 2015
May 19, 2015
happy birthday to my beautiful mom, wish you was here so i could spoil you the way you deserve...now all i can do is bring you flowers :( at least your spending it with your mom. love and miss you both so much look after each other, love you always & forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
May 19, 2015
May 19, 2015
Happy birthday Sheila hope your partying up there, miss you xx
December 30, 2014
December 30, 2014
I need you so much right now, want you to put your arms around me and make me feel safe and loved again. love you so much mom xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
October 3, 2014
October 3, 2014
Been over 4 years since you left but the pain is as fresh as yesterday, the one person you think will always be there for you is your mom, and now your gone. I feel empty, lost, lonely, angry and heartbroken, i read your letter over and over and its weird byt its your voice i hear, love you mom, xxxxxxxxxxx
September 7, 2014
September 7, 2014
Wish i could have a hug from you mom, sit and chat for hours like we used to, cuddle up on sofa watching our favourite tv shows together, i miss you so much and the pain isnt getting easier, love you mom more than you could ever imagine xxxxxxxxxxx
July 12, 2014
July 12, 2014
4 years ago today my world fell apart, and no time is ever going to heal my brokenheart, if only you knew how hard each day is without you, but someday soon the pain will stop because il be up there with you. Love you so much and miss you every minute of everyday xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
May 29, 2014
May 29, 2014
Julie I emailed you, don't know if you got it but my number is 07847251823. and thankyou xxx
May 20, 2014
May 20, 2014
Julie Wilkins I've lost your number
Email me it and I will get in touch...
You know I can listen xxxx
Juelz36@gmail.com
May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014
happy birthday mom, i love you so much and miss you more than ever, i tried to hold it together today but after seeing what someone did i broke down, how can people be so mean and hurtful, wish i was with you love jue xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014
Hope your having a fantastic birthday party
Up there lady xxx
February 3, 2014
February 3, 2014
I need you mom, your hugs, your support, your advice, to see your smile, smell your perfume, hear your voice, anything just to know your near, im falling apart and dont know what to do. Love and miss you so much ,xxxxxxx
September 20, 2013
September 20, 2013
need a hug from you right now :( . i miss you so much mom, wish you was here to tell me where im going wrong because i really dont know. love you always xxxxx
May 18, 2013
May 18, 2013
third birthday without you, does it get easier? NO it dosent. i miss you so much mom and just want you back. want to tell you how much i love you and give you flowers in person and not at your grave. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM my angel above LOVE YOU ALWAYS love julie xxxxx
February 19, 2013
February 19, 2013
feels like iv neglected you the last 2 months but you know my reasons ,how do I know you know? Well thats easy because I know it was you that was our dans guardian angel, not once but 3 times. It has broken my heart losing you mom, some days i wish i was with you free from heartache, but i know how it hurts to lose my mom and wouldnt wish this pain on them, love you mom always & forever xx
December 24, 2012
December 24, 2012
whoever said it gets easier lied, its our third without you and i miss you more than ever .my christmas wish would be to spend it with you, sadly its not going to happen just yet, MERRY CHRISTMAS MOM love you so much, always have and always will XXXXXX ps give nan, grandad, uncle joe and darren our love xxxxxx
November 9, 2012
November 9, 2012
Why did you leave ? I need you so much, you would know what to do right now, people say I'm like you but I'm not as strong as you mom :( wish I was with you and nan bet its lovely and peaceful up there, love and miss you so much, xxxxxxxxxxxxx
October 9, 2012
October 9, 2012
Was talking to someone the other day about how the Lunts changed and how much it's changed... Lol can you imagine that? No neither could I. Made me think of you sending me and Julie to shop at end of street cause you thought Vicky had gone out.. Strange how the mind works... Age I guess.!! Miss you xx hope your keeping an eye on them all xxx
October 8, 2012
October 8, 2012
Auntie sheila first of all your homemade toffee apple were the best ever never forget them we all miss you so so much you will never ever be forgotton, and always loved and i know you would be so so proud of us all love you always R.I.PARADISE p.s hope your looking down XXXxxxxx
October 7, 2012
October 7, 2012
what id do to see your infectious smile,your lovely blue eyes and feel safe in your arms again. i feel so alone and the pain of not ever seeing you again is unbearable. i stay strong on the outside for the boys but inside im broken and i want my mom back here with me. i love you mom, always have and always will, r.i.p my angel until we meet again xxxxxxxxxxx
May 24, 2012
May 24, 2012
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM, late i know but you know me ALWAYS LATE, some things never change :) hope you liked your flowers, hope you two didnt get too drunk up there, (i know what your like). LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH, always and forever in my heart xx xx xx xx xx
March 18, 2012
March 18, 2012
as i opened my eyes this morning i looked to heaven above, i whispered happy mothers day mom sent with all my love,sometimes life is so unkind when hearts are split in two, but nothing can compare mom to the pain of losing you, time heals all wounds is so untrue, nothing is harder mom than life without you. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOM, MISS AND LOVE YOU ALWAYS XXXXXXXXX
February 22, 2012
February 22, 2012
i really wish you was here mom, i need you and miss you so much, you always knew how to make things better when i was little, even if was just a cuddle you always made me feel safe. you should be here sharing the good news we just recieved, i know your watching over us, i can feel you. love you mom always and forever and not a day goes by i dont think of you xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
December 25, 2011
December 25, 2011
second christmas without you mom and it hurts like it was just yesterday, what i would do to see your infectious smile just once more, or even a sign to know your still here watching over me, MERRY CHRISTMAS MOM, love and miss you so much, r.i.p my angel your brokenhearted daughter xxxxxxx
December 18, 2011
December 18, 2011
a week to xmas, id do anything to spend it with you. too many words were left unspoken between us but theres something that is a FACT and thats that i LOVE you so much, always have and always will nothing or NO ONE can ever change that. your always in my thoughts and forever in my heart LOVE YOU MOM XXXXXX hope you two are behaving yourselves up there XXXXXX
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July 12, 2021
July 12, 2021
11 years where as the years gone ? So much has happened since losing you mom. Deaths , engagements, babies its all happened. Wish you were here with us ans i miss you like crazy. Love you mom always & forever xxxxxxxxx
May 19, 2021
May 19, 2021
Happy 65th birthday mom. Only wish you was here so we could have this drink together. Love you always and forever. Xxxxxxxxx
December 26, 2020
December 26, 2020
Wow i cant believe its been a year since iv left anything on here for you. Im so sorry mom, its not that i dont think about you because i do but im struggling so much without my boy. Yesterday was so hard and i struggled to get through it. I love you mom and miss you all. Feels like everyones going . Merry christmas mom love you xxxxxxxxxxx
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December 24, 2012

christmas was your favourite time of the year, ill always remember that chrismas eve was early tea, bath and early to bed, nan would always buy us pyjamas that she would give us on christmas eve, my favourite ones was wonder woman pyjamas with matching headband, you would say santa wont come if your awake and eventually we would fall asleep, that one christmas i was asleep and woke to a thud , opened my eyes and you and ramesh was placing the presents at the end of our beds, an orange had rolled off and your secret was out lol, you said you never saw us it was santa, i knew what you meant and not to ruin it for vicki, dont think you was in bed an hour and i woke vicki up screaming santas been santas been, we sat their opening our presents at 4 oclock in the morning. you came in and said to have fun but keep the noise down and winked at me, you had got me this beautiful doll with long blonde hair, almost as tall as me and you also bought me the identical dress as my doll wore. one of the best memories ever. love you mom and merry christmas xxxxxx

 

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