I really can't believe that no one ever comes here or says anything to my brother or anything it's like he has been forgotten I know that I won't and cannot ever forget him .yes he was a fucking dick for. Most times hell his. Aunt Wanda said to him your just a heartless bastard like your daddy as he picked her up by her throat and. Walk her too the door and said oh yeah then don't ever come back but I seen a different side of him a lot of times he did have a heart might been in case of cement and when he told me Jay you know they going to treat you differently if something happens to me . I didn't really believe that but he was right there towards the end Sheldon and Bonnie were the only ones that really consider me to be their brother and Bonnie did not. Like. Me from the day she met me any ways I don't know where I was going with this story other than I love. You blister I jealous of all the friends and people who have passed I' can't wait for. My turn to leave this world