Momma,
    Today is your birthday and I wish so badly I could share it with you. It's hard to find words to express the overwhelmingly heaviness that continues to weigh on my heart. I would do or give absolutely any thing and everything to be able to see or talk to you even if only it were for a hour..a minute..a second. You were the first place I always ran and I am so lost without you. I miss you so badly but I love you even more!!
         Happy 50th Birthday Momma