Gosh it's been 12 years and it still breaks my heart and causes my love for you to fall out of my eyes. I wish I could show you everything around my wee slice of life here from the bumblebee nest to all the fruit trees and 3 bananas in flower with fruit coming. 3 grape vines which I dehydrate for sultanas and raisins. Been bottling my figs and will be bottling fejoas soon. I'm aiming for a food forest concept which I think you'd love. Miss you so very much my dearest friend ❤ 

I see your photos every day my friend, you are forever in my thoughts. I am so grateful we met and had this wonderful friendship. You gave me so much and I love that you made me want to be a better person. Even now after all this time it still feels strange that you're not actually here, just in my heart and my memories ♥ I wish I could tell you about the carpentry course I'm doing. I'm loving it and plan on building a gazebo in the bottom of my garden. Wish you were here always.