Well here it is 15 years have gone by without you. It is a sad day for me but a happy one for you. It is cold today and snowy the day you went home it was warm I walked to the funeral car with you. Your sons put you on the gerney. I miss you so much and have had my cry twice this morning and will again. This world is so bad things are in a turmoil you would be saddened by what is going on.I just pray all the time for God to protect us. Our kids are well and thriving our grandchildren are handsome and beautiful. Kyles is having her first baby in July she is so beautiful. You would be so proud of all of them. Our great grandchildren are precious. Honey I love you so much and miss you even more. Till I come home to you keep watching over me.

My sweet love. Here it is Christmas again and I miss you so much I love you I always will. You always loved this time of years. I do remember going shopping and you always had so much fun. It was fun then but not now. I don't get all my good cologne like you always got for me. All the coolest dishes and all the stuff you liked to buy is gone forever. My tree this year is Red and White but it is just a tree you are not here to enjoy it with me. Ronnie and Regina decorated your grave so pretty also the baby,Cuddles,Louise,Them and her baby. They do a good job. We have been having a pandemic and it has been rough. We couldn't have church this month because of it. I love and miss you so much I will see you when my time comes just continue to watch over me. Till the next time I love you more and more.

Well my darling it has been 14 years today that you left me to go to your Heavenly Home. I miss you so much and remember the day as if it were yesterday. Many things have happened since you have been gone some good some not so good. I love you as much as I did when you were here with me. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. When you left you took part of me with you. The other part will meet you someday to never part anymore. I am looking for that day. Please keep watching over me till I can see you again.
I love you my darling.

Well I will always remember you as being 66 but today you would have been 80. I just can't imagine what you would have looked like. But I am 73 don't feel like it in my mind but my body tells me different. I love you and miss you so much no one knows my heart. And they never will. I know you are having the best birthday ever. Just wish I was with you someday I will be to never part anymore. I love you and yes you spoiled me bad. Now I have to do it all.
So till the next time please watch over me.

Well the holidays are over and it is still the same no one gets together like we used to. When you left that all stopped I still go to Ronnie's for Christmas dinner and Thanksgiving dinner.. No more watching them opening presents like we used to. This hurts me but they have their lives. We don't even go to Beverly's or Rick's for the holidays anymore don't even get invited. Rick and Curtis took me out to lunch a couple weeks ago that was nice and made me happy..I made you a beautiful wreath for Christmas and one for Louise. Ronnie and Regina does all the decorating he put a tree with lights on it this year and it was beautiful. The church is doing ok no one ever hardly comes we are just trying to keep it going. There is a lot of memories there. I just like to go over there and sit in the church and listen to the memories. I can see and see where everyone sat. I am sitting here thing of you and where you are and the joy you are enjoying no more pain praise God for that. I know you suffered so much. All the brother's and sister's remember you coming to the Assoc before you passed. Bro Buddy and Bro Tommy always mentions it. They all say how much they miss you but they don't know how much I miss you not even our kids don't know how much I miss you. You will always live on in my heart. You are my one and only the love of my life.
Till next time I love you.

Honey I am having a bad time with my stomach like I used to. I need to feel your touch it always made me feel better.
I went to Dr Mazur today and got a good report he took me off of 3 medicines. I go back in 6 months. Found out last night Thel has bladder cancer and Baxter has a leaky Aratic valve leak. They are both in bad shape. I am tired and sleepy think I wii go to bed. I love you so much.

Good Morning honey,
I love you so much it is cloudy today and thhat is when I have my bad times times. I miss you so much and need you so bad, My life isn't the same without you. So many times I have needed you and you weren't there you taught me alot but forgot to teach me how to live without you.
Someday I will be with you and we wont have to part no more. I love you more now than ever.

Hi sweetheart got some good news Monday November the 18th our great granddaughter was born her name is Harlow Lynn Miller she weighed 6 lbs 12 oz and 20 inches long. She is just beautiful. Another blessing from God. Easton just adores her he is going to be a good big brother. Grayson and Alisha's family is growing. Grayson is an awesome dad and Alisha is the model mother. Of course Ronnie is just elated and so is Regina they have done a good job of raising their boys. They are good boys they work everyday. Aspen is a car and truck man he is always trading. He has a pretty girlfriend Karrie but he isn't ready for marriage. I miss you more than ever I have a bad case of Sinusitis and have lost my voice, I have been miserable but I know you are watching over me. I feel your presence and makes me feel so loved.I need to try to get things done but don't feel like it. I miss having you here to help me. I have no one. I love you so much and would just love to feel your arms around me. I know you are near. Love you till next time.

Here I am again sweetheart oh how I miss you. It is the holiday season again without you. I know you are happy but I am very sad but one day I will see you again and we wont ever have to be apart anymore. I remember all the good times we had planning for our family get togethers. How we would work together to get things done. You doing the dishes while I baked and cooked for our family. Our family has gotten bigger since you left us and we are expecting a little great granddaughter any day her name will be Harlow Lynn Miller yeah it is Grayson and Alisha you would love her. Ronnie got to take Easton our great grandson Coon hunting last night for the first time he is 5 years old, he loved it and wasn't ready to go home when they were done he wants to go again tonight and if I know Ronnie he will take him. Ronnie is so much like you.
He loves Christmas just like you did oh the memories I hold in my heart no one will ever take them away from me.
Oh Bro Tommy Dials was at church with his son Bro Todd Dials and their families and the first thing he did was go to your grave and rubbed your stone and talked to you. He told the church if he ever met a Godly man it was you. Of course Little Memory isn't the same without you and there is so many that have gone since you lest us. I know Heaven is a better place with all of you there. I just am waiting for my call to come and be with all of you.
I am thinking about decorating because you loved it so much. With every ornament I hang I think of you and when we took the kids to get our tree in the fields and yes it was crooked but we fixed it. Those ar times that will never be again but again more memories. You telling the kids to go back to bed because it was 5 in the morning. Their answer was but dad it is Christmas and Santa has been here.
I love you Honey altho you were right I did get married again and not for love but for companionship there is no one that could ever take your place in my heart and life. I love you more than life it's self.
Till the next time I love you

Well today I miss you more than ever and it has been 13 years. Our neighbor Shawn and your good friend passed away two weeks ago that really broke me it was like loosing you all over again. He was so good to you when you were sick and was always here for us. All the kids are doing ok they don't come around and that hurts me. I help Ronnie and Regina do their canning. I see them at church but that is about all. Rick doesn't come to see me he calls once in awhile. Bev just started to talk to me again after 3 months. And that is all because she is scared she is loosing weight and sick at her stomach all the time. The only time they need me is when something is wrong. Rick has his family and church he is wrapped up in and so does Bev They don't come to Little Memory not even on the Memorial meeting. I have met a lot of new brother's and sister's since you have been gone some are Independent Old Regular Baptist and some are just Independent Baptist they are good people. They are growing we are dying because of the rules we have. I am getting older and long to be with you and be home. But I guess I will wait till Jesus is ready to call me home. I love and miss you so much. Josh has given me more grief than Ronnie ever thought about. He has been married twice and living with a woman now. He had 3 beautiful children by his first wife Shelby he divorced her and married again and he is divorced now. He wont work but lives off the woman he is living with. I am so disappointed with him. But I know God will handle it in the end.
Well so much for the catching up today sorry it took so long. I visit you and talk to you all the time go in the church and listen to you sing and all the others that have gone. You would be proud of Ronnie he sings and brings back so many memories of you. I tell him he sounds like you and he says no know one can beat dad he was the best. I love you Honey till the day God calls me home.

The sun is shining today just like the day you went home. I visited you today as I always do. It is hard to leave you. I know you are not there but it is a place for me to go talk to you. Sometimes it is impossible to believe you are gone but then reality sets in and it hits me hard. I miss you so much ,your little smile, your smell, your voice Everything about you I miss. You were my life I think about it all the time how young I was when we got married and how you really raised me. I cherish all the days we had together. All the times we laughed and cried together the day our baby died and the day our other babies were born, How we tried to raise them the way we were raised to love and fear the Lord and come to Him someday.
You would be very proud of them and your grandchildren and great grandchildren they are just awesome and so loveable.
I feel so lonely today altho there is people around me. But you are only a memory that will linger in my heart and n=mind forever.
I will love you always and forever. Until we meet again my love is yours.
Just wait by the Gate I will be coming soon to meet you in that beautiful and blessed forever to never part no more. I love you.

Today was our Communion at Little Memory. Seems like no one wants to come to church anymore it is not like it was when you were here. We had 6 to take communion.. I sure do miss you all our trips we took and places we visited. You will always be in my heart. I thought about you today as I do every day. I miss your singing and your advice to the church. Ronnie is doing a good job of being the clerk and treasure he is also singing and when we baked the bread he sang No Measure of Time my heart just melted. I could just imagine you there singing. Oh so many memories I treasure. I love you my sweetheart till we meet again keep watching over me.

Well our little Kylee is getting married she is engaged to Branden Lane he is super nice. She is 28 years old and this is her first boyfriend. She is super excited. I am sure you would like him.I am sitting on the front porch missing you so much. I will love you for ever and eternity.

Well sweetheart today our baby girl turned 55 I remember when you used to wash her diapers by hand not a stain was to be seen. She was and is still her daddys girl. She has done a lot in her life but always goes back to the love for the elderly people to take care of them she is good at her job. She is a grandmother of 4 Wyatt, Jade and Tolby Robert Miller they belong to Josh and Christopher he belongs to Tiffany. I love and miss you and this is church time at Little Memory will miss you even more. All my love always.

Well 12 years ago today I kissed you for the last time,but someday I will never have to do that again. I miss you so much my life is so lonely.
You have a family you would be so proud of and great grandchildren you would love Easton knows who you are he says my great papas I get to take care of him three to four days a week he is a real job the price of Ronnie and Reginas life. My life I just go on from day to day. It would be so good to have you here but not like you were. I would not want you to be in pain like you were. I know you have a new body now and enjoying the joys of our Lord. I will join you soon then I will be happy again.
Until we meet again I will go on loving you.

Tomorrow is Valentine's day and I just feel so lost without you. I love you so much and I miss you more everyday. No matter what people say or do it is not the same. My heart is with you.

Getting ready to go to church please show your presence today.Let me know you are there.

We had a wonderful service at Little Memory today and they sang all the songs you used to sing. Bro Jerry Damron and Bro Popeye Brown and Bro Bill Elkins good preaching you would have been pleased you would be so proud of Ronnie.
My love forever

Had a good service at Little Memory today missed you so bad.We are getting help from the Association all the brothers that have been here tells us how much they loved you and how good you were to visit other churches. You sure haven't been forgotten.
I love you so much.

I am missing you today more than ever today is your birthday and I know you are having a wonderful time but I am lonely without you. I missed you on my birthday and all the things you always done for me. I miss doing for you and seeing the joy on your face. I miss your little crooked smile it was so special because I knew it was for me. I wish you were here to go to church with me I really miss that and all our trips together were so much fun. I will always love you till the last breath leaves my body. Just wait for me and I will be coming soon. All my love always.

I just went and took our Great grandson to Preschool you would love him he is so sweet and so smart. He knows who you are he looks at your picture and says that my Great papaw. As you know he is Grayson's son Grayson is a good daddy and he has a beautiful wife she is a good mommy to Easton Tolby. He is like you, his Pap and daddy loves Christmas. I love you and miss you so much but I know one day we will be together again. As you know Ronnie came back into the church the only member left now when you were here is me. We are struggling but pray that we can get back to where we were. Till the next time Stand by Me. Let me know you are near. Love you till the day I see you in Heaven.

Well Sweetheart here it is the 7th of January 2018 I am starting a new year without you again I miss you so much, nothing has been the same since you have been gone. My heart hurts everyday it doesn't get any better. I miss all our adventures we had together whether it was just a ride to get away or going to church. I miss your smile and that silly little grin you had. I miss the smell of just you and the feel of your arms around me the simple touch that said I love you.You were always there for me no matter what was going on your support I miss so much. I miss your voice saying come here mom I need you and I was always there for you. I have learned a lot since you have been gone I know that no one else can ever take your place you were very special and I am glad you were mine. Thank Daddy and God for getting us together. I love you baby and I will see you soon.

Well Honey another year has passed and we are celebrating CHRISTmas without you. It is so hard because you were the heart of our family and always seen to it that everyone had something. But now all we have is your precious memory to carry us through this day and everyday. We all miss you so much but I miss you more. Life hasn't been easy but I carry on until the day I will see you again. Ronnie,Regina,Grayson and Aspen has visited your grave every year at CHRISTmas and they decorate it so beautiful. SOmeday I will be laying beside you till the Lord comes for His Saints and we will be together always. I love you and carry you in my heart and think of all the good times we had. I know you are watching over me I feel,smell and sence your presents all the time, a Cardinal, Butterfly or a Dove tells me you are here.I will spend the rest of my days serving the Lord and keeping your memory alive. You have some beautiful grand children and great grandchildren you would love so I will try to love them for you. I love you.

Today is the day that my world was changed forever it is the day I lost the love of my life.I didn't know what to do or how I would survive without you.Even after 11years it is so hard I am so lonely without you.I heard our song the other night I closed my eyes and felt your arm slip around me I held on as long as I could it felt so good.God is so good to let you visit with me for a little while.Ronnie and his family got me a blanket for Christmas with your picture on it and I sleep with it everynight I know you have been with me all the time.I just love and miss you so much.someday we will be together forever I love you

Today you are celebrating your Birthday in Heaven and my heart is so heavy and broken because I miss you and love you so much. I know you are rejoicing and not in any pain. Last night I heard a song that was popular when we met Floyd Cramers Last Date and I just closed my eyes and felt you slide your arm around me I didn't want it to stop I wanted to hang on as long as I could,it felt so wonderful I am truly Blessed that God would let you visit me. I know your day was wonderful and our baby was with you love him for me tell him mommy loves him and will see both of you soon. Happy Birthday my Darling I love you.

Fifty-five years ago today I married the love of my life we had forty-five years together before God called him home, so I just want to say Happy Anniversary in Heaven to my wonderful husband. He was a wonderful father to his children and taught them how to live a christian life, be good husbands to their wives and take care of their families, He was a man of God loved his church and served as deacon till God called him home. I know he is enjoying the beauties of that City and rejoicing with the Lord. I miss him more today and everyday that goes by just brings me closer to joining him. Keep watching Honey I will be coming to join you soon. I love you.

They say time heals all wounds, but it doesn't. Time just makes it harder. You were the strongest man i have ever met. You were the best family man, christian man and supporter of all your grandkids. I love you and miss you handsome.

Today is the day God sent His Angels to our home to carry you away on wings of love. It has been the longest ten years of my life I miss you so much and don't know what to do sometimes, you were always here help me make decisions and now I face them alone. Our family has grown and they will never know what an amazing man you were.You would be so proud of your grandchildren and great grandchildren Wyatt,Jade and Robert belong to Josh, Christopher belongs to Tiffany and Easton belongs to Grayson, Ronnie is just like you he is Pap to Easton. There have been so many changes some good some bad. God knew that when He took you home He was getting the best Jewel ever. It is hard to live without you but God gives me the strength to go on till He comes to get me to be with you i that Gloryland where there will be no more sorrow or pain. I love you and miss you. You were my one and only my first love.

Well today we will be going to Kokomo Indiana to get ready for the wedding of Grayson Tolby Edward Miller and Alisha Lynn Herr, we will miss you being there but I know you will be there in spirit. I know you are looking down on us and always watching over us. I pray you will watch over Grayson and Alisha and Easton. You would love Easton he is like Grayson and he loves his Pap(Ronnie) and Memaw Gina. God has Blessed us with much love for this little one he is a joy you would so much fun with him. I miss you more and more everyday but someday I will be with you and we will never have to part again.
There are so many that miss you but not like your family does. Ronnie mowes your grave every week and keeps it pretty and puts pretty flowers on it. But you are the prettiest flower of all, you have on your white robe that you worked for and with your Heavenly Father who you served to the fullest.
I love you Honey wait for me I will be coming soon.

To me growing up,he was my Junebug. Not sure if I couldn't say Junior
back then or what lol,but he was very special to me,and I loved him dearly. I used to catch worms for us to go fishing. Something we enjoyed a lot,especially creek fishing. Junebug loved his family,church,and pretty much everything life had to offer. I miss him a lot especially when I go fishing,I think of him and my dad.

The first time I met Sollie, he hugged me...and me being the huggy type...there were always hugs shared between us...we sat together at ball games and cut up...several times, he saw me at McD...and he skootched me over, sat next to me and we would cut up for a good hour...but every time he would say goodbye, he would always give me a hug...Sollie was such a kind and gentle man...sure do miss his hugs!

Dad I love you and miss you very much. Dad you are on my mind thinking of you always. Gina`s dream about you proves that you are watching over us. Until the day we meet again I LOVE YOU.

Honey today was 54 years that my dad passed away and you were there to help see me through. From that day forward we were together as much as possible been as you lived in Indiana and I lived in Ohio. But God seen fit to bring us together. I love and miss you.

Sollie was a good Christian man. He loved his church and his family. He was always helping someone in need. We were married when I was 14 and he was 21 had a good but hard life for 45 years.

This is my daddy the Greatest man that I ever new. There is not a day that goes by that I don`t think of you and tell you that I love and miss you. I know you are in a much better place in Heaven playing with the son that you never got to and all the other little children. As great of a singer you was down here you are much better now. I know your not sick anymore you have a new body that will never hurt again. I mow your plot every week dad and enjoy the talks we have I always feel blessed when I leave from there. Rest in Jesus`s arms. Until we meet again daddy I love and miss you. Daddy this is your favorite time of year with all the Association`s going on and there was nothing that would keep you from going :)