Tributes
Leave a tributeYour daughters have grown into beautiful young women, I wish you could see them. They are both enrolled in college now and you would be so proud. I spent a lot of years not doing exactly what you hoped I would but I found my way. I just graduated with my master's degree and am on my way to becoming a forensic psychologist. Of course, I can hear you now telling me that a woman does not belong around criminals! But I know you would be proud. It is because of you that your daughters and I are the women we are today. You gave us so much and you can never be replaced. I love you, we love you, and always will.
Leave a Tribute
Your daughters have grown into beautiful young women, I wish you could see them. They are both enrolled in college now and you would be so proud. I spent a lot of years not doing exactly what you hoped I would but I found my way. I just graduated with my master's degree and am on my way to becoming a forensic psychologist. Of course, I can hear you now telling me that a woman does not belong around criminals! But I know you would be proud. It is because of you that your daughters and I are the women we are today. You gave us so much and you can never be replaced. I love you, we love you, and always will.
5 Years
So yesterday was your five year mark of passing. You are missed and loved more each day. I wrote this for you, a bit ago. I hope you like this. I know you are happy, with your mom and your son by your side, love you forever
Dad
Within every waking hour
In every aching step
I am painfully reminded of you
I wait restlessly for a sign
A calling that would rest my fingers
Something I suppress still
I am searching at every turn
Where are the bright lights they spoke of?
When will I know you've come back?
You're in such a euphoria
You wouldn't be able to recognize my name
My face has morphed into the unfamiliar
I find myself unafraid of your embrace
To hear of all the magic you've created
To smile in your awaited wake
I've loved you, missed my teacher
No soul has yet managed to hold position
Why should they even try?
You are where my soul belongs
In debt to your kindness and thought
In every bird of every bird
In every minute on my swing
You are always with me
Dad
The two year anniversary is steadily approaching and it all seems quite crazy to me. I still cannot believe you died, you, of all of the people. (tbc)
MY FRIEND SUPREENIA
WHEN SUPREENIA TOLD ME HAD MARRIED A GUY SHE HAD ONLY KNOWN THREE MONTHS, I THOUGHT SHE WAS CRAZY. I HAD TO SEE FOR MYSELF. I WENT TO SEE HER AND WOW! I HAD ALWAYS WANTED HER TO FIND SOMEONE WHO LOVED HER FOR WHO SHE WAS. SOMEONE THAT COULD LOOK BEYOND HER BEAUTIFUL FACE AND SMOKIN BODY (:-)) AND SEE THE REAL PERSON INSIDE. ALLEN DID. I SAW HIM....I SAW HIM LOOKING AT HER WHEN SHE WASN'T LOOKING. I COULD SEE THE LOVE AND AMAZEMENT IN HIS EYES. THAT'S WHAT I WANTED. HE LOVED SUPREENIA, THE GOOD AND THE BAD. HE LOVED HER IN THE WAY WE ALL HOPE AND DREAM TO BE LOVED.
SOON AFTER MEETING ALLEN, I MET MY HUSBAND. IF IT HADN'T BEEN FOR MY DEAR FRIEND, AND ALLEN, I MAY HAVE WAITED TOO LONG AND MISSED OUT ON THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME. WE TOO ONLY KNEW EACH OTHER THREE MONTHS BEFORE WE GOT MARRIED. MY HEART BREAKS WHEN I THINK OF ALLEN AND SUPREENIA APART. I KNOW, HOWEVER, THAT THEIR HEARTS ARE MELDED TOGETHER FOREVER. EVEN THOUGH WE CAN'T SEE HIM, I KNOW HE'S THERE WATCHING OVER HER AND THE KIDS.
I LOVE YOU SUPREENIA. I ALWAYS WILL. EVEN THOUGH WE NEVER SEE EACH OTHER, AND RARELY TALK, I CONSIDER YOU ONE OF MY DEAREST FRIENDS. I WISH I COULD HAVE KNOWN ALLEN BETTER, BUT I KNEW ALL I NEEDED TO KNOW. IT WAS WRITTEN ALL OVER HIS FACE WHEN HE LOOKED AT YOU.
HE WAS A WONDERFUL MAN INDEED.