Well Stan here come another year ur gone n I just can't think straight iv been thinking about u alot I wish we could of had more time I would have changed the I was I would had come visit u more n had dinner nights like u ask me n I'm sorry for that I wish I could change it now but as long as ur in my heart I'm doing OK I wish I could just hear ur voice one more time n I miss you smile that lite up the room I ask God why we'll I love u Stan the man I'll see u fuzzy daddy red granny Maine papa n baby bainca tell them I love n miss them love u 

Missing you lately.
Times have been rough lately with me missing you more than usual.
every song that comes on reminds me of you and it makes the grieving process that much harder each and every single time. I know its been almost 12 years coming up of your passing but each day doesn't get any easier. I wish that grieving wasn't a thing because it really hurts and knowing that all our loved ones who are gone will never ever come back and that hits heavy for me. I wish God didn't take you home so soon and have all of us miss you more now that your gone than when you where here physically on earth with us all. I wish the world and more people could have gotten to know who you were because they would be amazed. You were a prime example of what a good father is and best friend was.You never failed to show others endless love and appreciation and friendship because that's who you were. People who knew you were grateful and lucky to have you because there will never be another you in this lifetime. Summer is right around the corner and the more days fly by I keep getting signs left and right from you what is it that your trying to tell me? I wish I knew what the signs mean because the ones I been getting have me excited for summer lol idky but I have a clue as to why. On the other hand I need to make a visit to your grave this summer because God knows how angry you probably are with me not coming to see you unk lol I know I'm sorry I'll be there.Ending this note for you today I just wanna say keep shining above because your lighting up the sky amazing lately its shining hard and that was always your thing lol always made sure you were seen every where you went. Well I love and miss you Uncle Stan until next time.

April 29th 2012 was 3,901 days ago, it was 10 years, 8 months and 5 days ago.
I sit here and wonder how did 10 years pass by beyond so quickly before our very eyes? I question to God every day and night why did you have to go. I am sitting here while the thunder outside my windows is rolling threw the clouds as if it has no care in the world and I feel like your trying to send me a signal... I don't quite understand why you haven't visited me in my dreams yet but I really pray you do soon because I can't remember your voice and I miss it.
Not being able to have you here has been the toughest thing I have ever had to deal with since you passed away.My heart breaks and I pray that when tough times come my way you would be there helping me along the way from above.I can truly sit here and lie to say my life is great and it's wonderful and I'm accomplishing so many things but with all truth be told life isn't all flowers and sunshines.I am still that niece who is still trying to find her way in this cold dark world traveling through this journey I'm not even sure where it's leading me. I have always remained humble threw anything God has sent my way and always remained being strong like you taught me but I'm only human and trying to keep my head held high to get threw it all. I am not sure what God has planned for me or what myself has planned for the future but taking day to day will be my journey until I reach for the top like you always made sure happened. Well it's getting quite late and got to get to praying so until next time I love you Uncle Stan. Rest In Peace .

Well here we go again another Birthday without you it’s so sad I just wish you were here you are missing out on ur granddaughter n ur sons mom me sher n John we miss you sooo much I wish I could turn back time n bring you guys home I lay in bed n think how could this be u we’re are rock n now we don’t have u no more I cry all the time when I lay in bed at night n close my eyes so I can hear you say I love u luc n I’ll never for get ur voice I love u Stan the man  LOVE YOUR BABY SISTER TASHA

Hey hey hey Stan the man how are you doing up in heaven?
I hope your doing okay up there ,oh how much i wish angels can write back that would be amazing. alright well its been months since I've written on your page but here i am today to message you and let you know your baby girl ain't going no where I still remain right here. I love you and I wanted you to see I still come and visit you here until the day I can have the balls to come to your grave to visit. I yet am not ready as inside i am still scared but hurt inside still over your death. Losing someone like you that was important more than anything has definitely taken a toll on life its self. we all miss you here on earth but hope to see you at those white pearly gates some time and be able to give you that hug and see your smile once again. please tell grandpa i said hi and let him know i have three precious baby's all ages 9,8,3. also please tell aunt Janey i said hi and love her as well as granny,uncle red and aunt Rhonda and baby Bianca . well i gtg ill be back here soon. i love you Uncle Stan may you continue to rest in peace.

Stan as I work today all I thought about was you n wow it been a long time since you left us i wish you guys were all still here I sit every night n cry n talk to you guys because i don’t let no one know my feelings so I sit n just let it all out at night befor I go to bed you been gone for 10 yes n it don’t feel that long at all I sit here n think what happen to you u were so healthy n strong n just can’t believe I remember that night before you passed you called me n said Luce I love you stan the man

Man oh man has it really been a dedicate already?
10 years today since God called you home beneath his wings. Time has surely past fast since you left us. As much as I'm trying to keep my tears inside I want to just scream and pour my tears out but instead I am remembering the good times you shared with me and the times we cherished together on pizza basketball nights. You were the real MVP unclestan and my true hero.
I surely miss you and since the day you passed all I wanted to do was call your phone and you pick up and say "Yes babygirl what's up?" But I can no longer hear that because it's just a memory I will forever hold within my heart.♥️️ God what would life be like if you were still here?I wish I could have truly been able to see what it would have been like because we all need you till this day you were OUR ROCK!! HANDS DOWN.
I pray you continue to keep watching over me and my baby's and the rest of the family as well especially Gramma Jackie. She in deed is still living strong and surely is hanging in Thier but please don't let God call her home any time soon because she's all I got left. I love you uncle Stan Rest in peace.️♥️

Was just telling my wife about what an awesome guy Stan was. If you scroll down in the tributes you'll see my cousin Ralph who I worked with left a tribute for Stan a few years ago. He's the one who told me about his passing when he found out about it himself. Poor Ralph himself has since passed away. The restaurant, Boston's Beef, also shut down a few years ago after many decades in business. Stan always brought a smile to our faces when he would come by and it saddens me that so much was taken away so much sooner than any of us would've thought.

Well I found myself back at your page and the tears flow instantly as if your death was still fresh.
I appeared on your page 2 months ago to write you as if you were seeing me threw the computer screen talking to one anthor. I find this brings me a little bit of peace and comfort,writing here to your page makes me feel like your listening on in to my conversation to you.
I am not ready for next month to appear so quickly because it brings me to my knees,missing you is like a bad dream I cannot ever wake up from.
Next month in april is your death anniversary, I cant bring myself to believe its been 10 years uncle stan (A DECADE). You were gone to soon and I just wish god didn't take you away from me so soon. I still needed you more than anything in this world than and I still need you more than anything in this world now.I have three beautiful children unclestan I wish you were able to meet thies babys. My daughter is 8 she is turning 9 this april 15th her name is Hailie and guess what her middle name is "Raye" like yours but with an 'E' lol, Having your middle name for my daughter I just knew you would always be with me no matter where life took me.I have two sons my second born his name is Charles we call him by his nickname CJ or Chuckie lol he is 7 years old turning 8 this july-14th. My third born is my youngest son he is 3 years old and will be turning 4 this august 31st,His name is Cameron by which we call him cam-cam or cam-jack because that's his middle name lol.

I really wish god would have givin you more time on this earth to see how much I have grown into a beautiful young woman and mother,you called it years ago in your kitchen that day when you told me " ron your gonna be one amazing mother day I just know it". You called it uncle stan before I even myself knew it lol I love you for that. You always did call things before they even happend,I swear you were a psychic but just never knew it lol.
I miss you and wish you could be here because lord knows how much I could use a hug right now and hear your laugh just one last time. I love you uncle stan your forever in my heart and always be, See you again one day at the pearly white gates above. Goodnight UncleStan. Rest In Peace.

I have taken every ounce of me to revisit this page.Coming here knowing it is to remember you hurts me within.I pray to god every night to please just give you back to us all who need you the most.Writing on a memorial page is not enough,though it helps me gain confidence maybe just knowing this message will get to you sooner or later.Without your presence here on earth life has been completely dark and not the same.You made a huge difference when you were here physically with us all and now your only here spiritually which keeps us afloat but hurts us inside more wishing you could just hug us one last time telling us everything is going to be just fine.Your words carried on alot of power when we all called on you and knew you were our rock.When god called you away from us it drowned us all in pain and tears.I truly wish there was a phone to call to heaven because I would die to do anything to have that happen.I would love to call you everyday and have you still be able to be there for me with your advise and your loving words of wisdom.I carry on everyday in life praying and missing and crying for you because life as i know it will never turn back to what it once was with you in it.Not having you has been the one thing in life i hoped and prayed i would never lose and my heart and life broke into a trillion pieces when I received that phone call that morning. That morning of April 29th 2012 my life went into a deep emotional depression black hole I yet have not been able to get out of.I hope you can come and revisit me in my dreams because I need you uncle stan. I have not yet been to your grave since the day we buried you and i just cant find myself to because the pain that comes with that i cant bare. I'm sorry if i haven't yet been to see you but i promise one day i will.I love you with all my heart uncle stan and i know you know that. I am a mommy of 3 wonderful children,my daughter is 8 and my sons are ages 7 and 3. I know your above saying look at that girl lol i know she was always gonna be the worlds best mommy there was ever gonna be. i still remember those words of wisdom you praised to me every visit i made to your house you always stayed proud of me and for that thank you. I am so glad i had someone in my life that refused to give up on me no matter what i did or was going threw. you are the true one rock star lol. I love you uncle stan gotta get to the baby's I will write you here soon. Rest In Peace DAD.

Stan the man were do I begain. Well I never in a million year thought we would lose you so young you still had. Planty of years but I guess god called for you for a reason but he broke my heart I wish I would of had more dinner night with you n had more laughter n the talks you always gave me. I still cant believe your gone I ask my self what happin I just talk to the day be for n were talking about my baby Kelly u laughed when u ask her what she wanted on her pizza n she finally talk n said pepperoni now I wish u were here so u can see how she begain a women she talk about u all the time my heart is broke god took you bee fuzzy dad granny papa aunt. Jaime n baby banica well Stan I will see you at the gates when god is ready for me i love n miss you all. LOVE TASHA

Well here we are in the year 2020.
Your still gone from all of us down here on earth.
As i sit here i cry so suddenly when your name is spoken or threw messages.You were my father, always thier no matter what. You were the true definition of a man.
Unclestan you still are the worlds greatest man that ever stepped foot on this planet earth.
I live for you unclestan and will remain to keep your name memory alive for as long as i should live.
Today marks the month april, a month where its beyond so emotional.My daughter Hailies 7th birthday is this wensday and it means alot because uncle stan I gave her your middle name.On the other hand April is so hard because its the month that you crosses over into gods hands.
I will never forget that morning call on April,29th that you were deceased.My heart was broken and my world would never remain the same till we meet again one day in heaven.
I love you and wish you where here unclestan.
I miss your hugs and words of advice.
Your missed so badly by everybody and it shows huge.
I hope i can visit you one day at your grave but honestly im so scared because i dont know how I would be able to handle leaving you their and not being able to take you home.
Im trying to stay strong but its impossible at times and i just wish i was as strong as you were unc.
I love you unclestan and i miss you so much.

April,12th-2020
10:18pm.

I miss you. No words can discribe how much I miss you. I know your looking down on us, trying to help guide us but somtimes its hard to understand what I should do next. I feel like your always around and the feeling of knowing I still cant see, hear, feel or touch you is paralizing. I just want to be able to hug you. One simple hug. One day I'll get that hug. Just not tonight, I could really use it right about now though. Alot of people miss you but for some reason I seem to be the only one who carries pain because I can't see you and tell you what I'm accomplishing. I want you to be proud and I want to tell you my stories and see your smile. I miss your smile. I miss talking with you while playing with the dog. I miss coming over with Rhonda and just talking. I miss gping over there and playing tag on the side walk with your son and Jennifer. I was so young but I remember because I was truly so happy when making these memories. I mostly miss going on drives in your truck and singing while people are looking at us like were crazy. I miss you.     I wanted to tell you about all the small things IV achieved and all the things I want to achive but since I cannot, I can only hope the angles spread the word to you while our family and I complete our dreams before we meet again. I miss you.

Today as I write this little passage I sit and think what would life be like if you were still alive?? Its been four years since your passing and yet life still can't seem to get any easier.Without having you here on earth with all of us as you once stood Things just aint the same.All though we all wish we just can snap are fingers and have you back that quick well all just pray and keep you in our dreams.Keeping your memory alive is something that will forever remain my one of my prioritys and job in life to the day i die.You were such an amazing indiviual who was the greatest man upon on earth that was born.you are my hero,my father and uncle least but not last my bestfriend.you were always thier in an instant for me regardless day or night or time because you always made sure i was okay and so was everybody else you knew family or friends.When god brought u upon this earth he knew in his brain that he created a man who would stand tall and proud and be the best man he can be.You never gave anyone any type of doubt in life nor let anyone down in life because you were always thier in aheart beat to help a needing hand.I wish god would give me just one more chance to have gotten that one day back to had answered your call and hear your voice just once more,hearing you tell me you love me and to always keep my head held high.You were a man of wisdom,talent,love,god,faith.
you always stayed strong for all who had always came across your path inllife because you taught yourself to never give up and always stay fighting in life to make it threw the next day. unclestan i love you to death and still till this day all i do is think about u i miss you so much more than words can explain. I cant wait to meet you at the pearly white gates someday and be able to have my dad back again. Im gonna leave this here were i end my passage this morning and get some sleep. R.I.P Unclestan i love and miss you.
P.S -->>> Ill be praying for you please keep looking down on all of us and the childern,please guide us threw life and helpus along lifes challenges.we love you Heavenly father goodnight till we meet again.

Dear Stan
i Know Your Smiling Down
Letteting Us Know Your Having A
Wonderful Time In Your New Home
With Family & Friend's Celebrating
Like Never Before.
      HAPPY 51ST BIRTHDAY STAN.

Dear Stan
So Sry For Not Writing To U in Awhile
still trying to ask god why he took u so soon
& he answered u were so tired & in pain
he wanted u to be free of all u pain & suffering
so i for gave him its taking me awhile to accept
it & realize how we couldn't read or see the pain u were
in u think i would've caught on when u ask me the day
before u passed sher what will you all do when im not here
well to be honest it's still not easy moms wourld has falling apart
& your brother's doing worst & for me im trying to do better im holding
in there & doing what u told me 2 but in all i'm so thankful for having
'a brother like u to spend what time we had on this earth togehter
         HAPPY 51ST BIRTHDAY STAN.

I've been out of chicago for four years now and just now found out about this. I can not believe it. I met Stan while working at Joe Bostons Beef on Grand and Chicago. Never forget him. He was as real a person as you will meet. Sad day. God bless brother. Rest In Peace

dear stan
wanted to stop in & say hello
& let u know how much i miss & love u & let u know we won stan wish u were here to claim your's
well mom's holding in she don't like to talk much but we do
i'm trying to do what u talked me about stan i'm putting down on
a house for me & the kid's u alway's tryed to ask me to do better for my family & i'm trying well talk later love & miss u stan
            hope your having a
            heavenly christmas R.I.P

DEAR STAN
I WAS SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT U FUZ BEEBEE DAD WISH U4 WERE STILL HERE WITH US I WAS WAITING ON YOUR BIRTHDAY TO VISIST U BUT YOUR SON TOOK MOM TO VISIT U THE OTHER DAY YOUR SON SAID HE NEEDED TO TALK TO U I WASN'T THERE BUT I HOPE IU HEARD WHAT HE WAS SAYING TO U MOM CALLED ME THAT DAY CRYING SO HARD SAID SHE THOUGHT SHE HAD IT UNDER CONTROLL BUT SHE DIDN'T IT KILLED HER TO GO THERE TO SEE U AND LEAVE WITHOUT BRINGING YOU'S HOME WITH HER I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER SHE WILL BE HERE WITH US CAUSE JOHN'S CAUSING HERE ALL KIND OF PAIN TILL THIS DAY STAN WISH U WERE HERE TO HELP HER I'VE TRYED BUT SHE TOOK EVERYONE ELSE OVER ME STAN IT HURTS REAL BAD TO KNOW SHE STILL DOESN'T LOVE ME LIKE SHE DID U GUYS AND THE REST OF THE FAMILY WHOME ARE STILL HERE WELL I GOTTA GO FOR NOW LOVE U .

Dear Stan
sry i havent wrote to you lately but im here now im thinking about you's & crying it still hurts real bad feels like it just happened yesterday i wish we could hear each other so u can tell me why why u left us i miss u so much its killing mei just wonder do you's see me when i visit you's i hope so i want you's to know ill be there every birthday till it's my turn to come home please give fuz & beebee & yourself huggs & kisses from me if god would give me a wish it would be to spend one more nite with my family.
             iI LOVE & MISS YOU'S TRUELY
                    R.I.P STAN BEEBEE FUZ DAD

DEAR STAN
WELL ANOTHER YEAR ANOTHER DEATH IN THE FAMILY
FREDDY TOOK HIS OWN LIFE TONIGHT7-30-2014 IT'S A TERRIBLE TRAGEDY WELL U WERE ONCE JOINED DOWN HERE ON EARTH NOW YOU ALL ARE REUNITED TOGETHER AGAIN IN A BETTER PLACE.  R.I.P FREDDY

IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY LOVING BROTHER
          WILLIAM
DEAR BEEBEE I'M WRITING TO LET U KNOW ME & RICH WERE VERY UPSET AT BILLY HERON WHOME WENT TO A LAWYER AND LIED AND SAID THOMAS WAS NOT THE ONE WHOME KILLED U & MICHELLE HOW FUCKING DARE HIM WE KNOW IN OUR HEARTS THEY PAYED HIM TO DO SO HE WAS ALWAY'S OUT FOR HIMSELF BUT TO LIE TO SET THOMAS FREE WHAT ABOUT U & MICHELLE WHOME WILL NEVER SEE LIGHT AGAIN I FUCKING SAY HE NEEDS TO LIVE THE LIFE OF HELL THAT HE DESEVERS & ROT IN PRISON & LEAVE IN A BODY BAG LET HIS FAMILY MORN THE REST OF THERE LIFE LIKE WE DO WITHOUT.I HOPE U CAN SEE THIS & KNOW YOUR FAMILY WILL FIGHT TILL THE END FOR YOU'S. LOVE U BEEBEE.

morning stan
wanted to say happy father'sday to u i came 2 see u all today & put flower's on all your grave's hope u liked them really wish you's were here with us but i know your all watching from up there smiling down
so with that i'll let you's rest till next time
              i love & miss u all so very much.

dear stan
sitting here by myself tonight thinking about u beebee fuz dad
wondering what u all are doing up there? & if u all are at peace ?
well for me waiting on july to get the money for the land out'
in tennesse hoping to get enough to put down payment on a house
for me & rich & kid's i sure wish u were here to do the same,but i guess u have the better house with our family & pleanty of love no more pain &suffering well love u stan i'll see u when god think's he's ready to take me home .

dear stan
it just wasn't the same yesterday kenny came home and you weren't there how do i explain how great it felt to see & hugg him but the sad thing was not haveing u there 2 do the same our heart's were broken mom cryed i told her u weren't gone that u were right next to us & see everything love u stan

DEAR STAN
JUST SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT U
AND LAUGHING CAUSE I KNOW THIS IS TWICE I BRUNG BALLON'S TO PUT OUT THERE & BABY BIANCA KEEP'S TAKING THEM AWAY FROM ME LOLSTAN I TOOK PIC'S & SEEN ANGEL'S ALL OVER YOUR STONE I HOPE THAT'S ALL OF YOU'S LETTING US KNOW YOUR WATCHING OVER US WELL I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN ON FATHER'SDAY K LOVE U

dear stan
i'm trying to let u rest but i just can't stop thinking & crying
over u everyday & nite me & rich went for a drive tonite
and what happen's i start crying telling rich i truely miss
you trying to be my brother and help me and screaming at me
for my wrong's lol if i olny new u were at peace i think i'd be
at peace with u but i guess i'll never now well i'll see u on the 20th
easter sunday and then on the 29th i'll be there with mom
to release ballon's on for u i hope u catch one for each of use.
                 love u stan.

Dear Stan
sitting here this morning thinking about you i still feel i can see your face & it hurt's real bad not having a big brother here anymore to see or say hi to or call i sure miss them day's i miss what lil laughs we had together stan
& miss seeing u driving around listening to your misic
well see u when it's my time love you very much stan.

dear stan
missing & thinking about you's will u please tell fuz i said
happy 46th birthday & sry i didn't make it out there on the 14th the weather was bad but i will be there as soon as it warms up to put flower's & ballons & i need to fix aunt janie's stone & papa's im trying to do what u ask me stan but it's been hard rich's heath isn't so good and aunt shril's heart isn't good im worried about both of them im praying god don't do this to us again other then that everything ok
well thats all for now stan love you o i put your cross in our truck & your state i,d your with me no matter what

dear stan
sry i haven't been on in awhile have alot on my mind
thinking about you's all the time so i needed a lil time
for myself to figure thing's out so any way i'll be there
when it warms up to clean your guy's grave's & talk
a lil put some stuff out there for you's you's might
live in a new world for know and one day we'll all
be together i know you's are our angel's now &
you's are truely loved & missed much gone but
not forgotten forever in our heart's love u stan
fuz beebee dad & the rest of my family up in heaven
         i know you's are all at peace now.

dear stan
i know you's were busy haveing a very merry christmas up there
so i was busy down here wraping present's for you's and putting them on your graves i hope you's like them well i know i need to slow down on going to the grave yard everytime i walk out so please for give me i won't be back till fuzzy birthday so you make sure you let everyone know how much i love & miss you's k stan your still the big brother up there lol and in my heart everyday love u much stan.

IN LOVING MEMEORY OF MY FAMILY UP IN HEAVEN
DEAR STAN HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL
THANKSGIVING UP IN YOUR NEW HOME
I TRUELY WISH U WERE STILL HERE WITH US
WELL I KNOW I NEED TO LET U GO NOW I KNOW
DAD FUZ BEEBEE NEED U I'LL NEVER STOP
THINKING & LOVING YOU ALL
        HAPPY THANKS GIVING

dear stan
just wanted to let you know i visited u today at your grave for your birthday hope u like the couple of ballons i left for u i know u are at peace now i know i didn't take the time to see how much pain u were in and for that im very sry i look at the stars everynite before i go to bed and pray u see and hear me.

HAPPY SWEETESTDAY
              STAN BEEBEE FUZ MICHELLE
             SENDING HUGGS & KISSES UP
                     TO HEAVEN

stan you are truly missed i'll never forget every time I seen you you would tell me a was a crazy ass white girl or the time I seen you on Oakley and I told you to pop it papi and all you did was laugh and tell me to get out of here lol R.I.P. STAN

Unce stan, I miss you so much.You trully were my bestfriend.... We had a routine ... Everyday on our way out u would compliment my hair then take me to mcdonalds, get me an egg mcmuffin NO EGG, drop.me off and at.3:15 I could always count on u to be waiting when I walked out those school doors, then it was pepis cheesefries...i miss someone telling.me theyre proud... I miss my bestfriend<3

You left your family to soon and left your friend's too I know your in heaven looking down apon us all. We had great days growing up and hanging out at the pool and at ur home. you were there as kool as you could be you were such a great guy stan . I miss the old time's so much hanging out with you n everyone at ur home and Mitchell lot . You will always be in my heart rip stan .

in loving memory of
Stanley Brock William Brock Rhonda Brock
i miss what lil time we had together i shall charish them in my heart god took u3 away to soon but in my heart u3 will stay till god bring's me home i look at your pic's everyday to keep me going& talk to u3 everynight i hope u can see & hear me i'd give my life to bring u3 back

R.I.P Stanley you will forever be missed by many

this is coming from my heart  you were the frist born I will all ways love you thinking of u  each a every day intyoel I meet u in heaven gone to soon I love you stanley brock from aunt whitley

in loving memorie's of my loving brother
   Stanley Ray Brock
dear stan im so sry u had to leave us so soon
i'll never for get the good times we had together
u were and still are an amazing son brother father & friend
to all of us we will never forget the good times.

You are forever in my heart my dear friend I miss you so much. Thanks for always being really with me Love you my Forever Friend

i know your up there with beebee fuz & dad now looking down on all of us hope u are at peace now stan u will be truely loved & missed

dear stan you were my one and olny loving brother
whome would protect me and teach now your
gone i have no one to call & talk about our family we did that alot now who's left to talk to
miss hearing your loving voice and seeing your hanson face it's been very hard on me stan i can't seem to let go