It’s seems like yesterday that I saw your beautiful face and yet it has been a long time  
And you are stilled missed. May you rest in Peace Stephanie. At least your are with your Mom now.

Love always
Aunt Judy

Wow I can't believe it's been 10 years. I know you're very happy right now. You have your mom with you and I know how happy she is to be with you. We all miss you both very much love you both until we meet again.

Hi Stephanie just wanted to wish you A Happy Birthday in heaven and just let you know that I think about you quite often. your family and myself miss and love you very much. I would give anything to have you back here on Earth I'm so sorry this happened to you. You were way too young to leave us But I guess God called you and needed you next to him. I know you're his favorite angel I don't know if there's shopping in heaven but I'm sure you're doing a lot of it if there is lol that's one thing we both have in common. rest in peace my dear cousin till we meet again.

Happy Birthday my love. Wow, you would have been 37 years old today. I’m trying to imagine you at 37 and I just can’t. Would you still be married to Joey? Would you have any children? I will always see you at 27 years old. My fun loving, goofy, I’ll try anything daughter who I love and miss so much. It’s a rainy, gloomy day. But I hope it is beautiful in heaven and you are celebrating your birthday with all your friends and family. Steph, remember, I love you more then the sun, stars, moon and sky. love and miss you. Mom

I think about you often Stephanie and keep you in my prayers.
Happy Birthday in heaven Steph.
I know you are watching over your family.
Rest In Peace.

Wow Stephanie I can't believe it's 9 years That you left us. I think about you from time to time and I just can't believe you left us. But I know you're in a better place now and you're watching over your family. Love you very much till we meet again.

my beautiful cousin Stephanie It's another Christmas and you are not with us but I know you are watching over your entire family. your mother and father and brother miss you so much please continue watching over them. I wish we were closer when you were here on Earth but I do think of you quite often. merry Christmas in heaven my beautiful cousin till we meet again. I know when my time comes you're going to be waiting for me with my mother I'm sure I will be scared I know you will take my hand and guide me into the light . It's comforting knowing that you both will be waiting for me. I love you very much.

Merry Christmas my love. My heart aches without you here. You are always on my mind. Once again you get to spend Christmas with Jesus on the day we celebrate his birth.  Been pretty sad lately Steph. Pls cheer me up. You always had a way of making me laugh.I hope you are happy in heaven. Everything I’ve read said that it is the most wonderful place. You deserve to be in the most wonderful place I love you more then the sun,stars, moon and sky. Merry Christmas baby.

Dear Stephanie,
Happy Birthday in heaven. I think of you often and your beautiful smile.
You will always be in our hearts.
Please watch over your family. They need our prayers more than ever.

Love Aunt Judy

I cannot believe it has been so long That you left us. Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you. I always think of you. Stephanie please watch over your brother your mother and your father. they love and miss you so much we all love and miss you so much. OK Stephanie I know I'll see you again. it just turned into 12 am here . it is now Easter. till we meet again love you lots.

Bish!!!

This sucks....I was gonna move into your neighborhood last week but mom and dad got super emotional and said they could fix it all tomorrow...meaning last Saturday...Last Friday night was when I was going to move. Anyway to start the fix we needed like 15g’s and it looked like we had it...we will have it...just not in time ....it’s the program I would design if I had the chance...I’ll leave the details off the page cause you already know...I have to raise another 13g’s for the aftercare....so need that in like 2 weeks...aftercare is 30 days...then a sober house...if I can’t pull this off tell your friends and neighbors I’m coming.....family too of course...so many people miss you Steph, others wish they met you, I know I miss my best friend....soooo much....I wish we could just hang out and talk.....there’s nothing on this earth I would like more than that....people aren’t the same....things are REALLY bad here on Earth....the country...globally....without a doubt early kinetic stages of WWIII....but it’s different so far....psy-ops, information warfare, propaganda, censorship, The media is out of control trying to create this intense racism that just doesn’t exist. Without a doubt down here in 3-D land we are in the end times..... but ends lead to new beginnings right? I know you’ve been with me through all of this, I felt you, I’ve seen you, Steph I beg of you from where you are please help make Monday a reality for me and when I say make Monday a reality that includes the 30 day aftercare. Without it I’m done for, I have no strength left, no fight left in me whatsoever, I have never been so defeated hopeless and broken. But you know this. Anyway just wanted to leave a post and talk for a bit I know what you’re experiencing is far beyond anything I can comprehend but from where you are feel free to shoot me a sign, one that there is no way I could’ve mistake it for anything except a sign from you.

I love you and miss you so much Stephanie
A lot of others do too and I’m sending their love with mine.

Looking forward to the sign

“BRAINNNNZZZZZ”!!!!!

- your Bish of a brother
 John Patrick
xoXox

Hello my beautiful daughter. Today it has been eight years since you left us. That was the a day a piece of my heart left and followed you. It is very difficult living every day without hearing your jokes and funny speech. My baby you are sorely missed. I love you more then the sun, moon, stars and sky. Sing with the angels and watch over us. Love you and miss you, mom.

Stephanie,

It has been 8 years since you left for heaven. A more peaceful place. You are missed so much here on earth. I know you are watching over your family. It has been a very rough year but every year is rough without you. Rest In Peace Steph.

Merry Christmas In heaven Stephanie. I can't believe that it's been Almost 8 years that you left us. I do think about you a lot. I hope you are happy in heaven I believe you are. I know you're watching over your mother and your brother and your father and your beautiful grandmother. I love you and miss you very much just wanted you to know that. love you lots.

Merry Christmas my love, Steph as I sit here and cry over the loss of you, I wanted to remind you that you are so so missed by all of us  You are my shining star, my beautiful daughter. As every day begins the first thing I do is remember you. You are the lite of my life but I think you are happy in heaven with our lord, especially today as we celebrate the birth of Jesus, remember I love you more then the sun, stars, moon, sing with the angels today. You will always be in my heart.
Mom xoxo

Miss you so much baby sis....was gonna leave this yesterday however as you probably know yesterday was filled with its share of shadows looming over the day....
Wish I could see you at this age....sure you would be only more beautiful than u were when u were here....

I love you Stephanie
&
Words can’t describe just how much you are missed

With all the love and best wishes I can muster
Happy Birthday in heaven princess
Your brother,
 
            John

Happy Birthday in heaven Stephanie I can't believe it's been 7 years. Just heartbreaking not A-day goes by that I don't think of you. I should have reached out to you so much more when you were here. Please continue watching over your mother your father and your brother they miss you and love you so much. OK my beautiful cousin again Happy Birthday in heaven. And on a side note I'm sure you're driving the boy angels crazy lol.

Happy Birthday my love. You would have been “35” years old today. Today was a hard day for me as I relived giving birth to you being with you every day. As you got older the fun we had shopping, getting our nails done, chillin. I miss you so much.  I love you more then the sun, stars, moon and sky. Please keep on watching over us. 

Hey baby Sis....it’s been 7 long years without you...hate reliving this day...I need my best friend back...there was no one like you Stephanie...especially in my life...I miss you so much kid....would love to to just take a ride and catch up with you...you can tell me all about heaven and I can remind you how much better it is than hell. Things are crazy down here...the economy is shut down...there’s a super Chinese virus getting millions of people sick...but president Trump is killing it...super boss status!!. Please stay close to me kid...I need you
Love u and miss u even more


Your big bro
And favorite Bish
John Patrick

Oh Stephanie how unfair life is that I lost you 7 years ago. As I sit here, I can’t help but remember what I was doing as each hour of today unfolds. You left a big empty hole in my heart and I think of you every day. My love for you is never ending. We had so much fun together being silly or singing a song together, shopping, getting our nails done or watching tv. 
Steph my love, I love you more then the sun, moon, stars and sky. Fly with the angels, my angel

wow I can't believe it's been 7 years we lost you way too soon. I always remember the time you came to new hope Pennsylvania. we had so much fun you didn't want to leave that really was a fun night.we all miss you so much especially your mom dad and your brother. I would give anything to have you back here again. please continue watching over your family. we love and miss you so much.

Stephanie,

You are always in our hearts and our minds. We miss your smile, your sense of humor and your ability to light up a room! I can’t believe it is 7 years since you went away. Rest In Peace Steph.
We love you!
Aunt Judy and Uncle Mike

Stephanie,
Happy Birthday in heaven. I know it’s the 23rd but want to let you know I am thinking of you and miss you lots!
Everyone who knew you misses you and always will.
I live near your family and your Mom and I are besties.
It is ruff on everyone without you. especially now since your Mom has been sick. She is a fighter though so she has surprised the doctors and hope she keeps doing it. Watch over all of them Steph. They need you more than ever especially your brother and I know that you are always in there hearts.
Rest In Peace ❤️❤️ Love always
Aunt Judy

Hey Stephanie i finding this now and I’m so heartbroken you have been one of my good friends since school I had always think about you I wish I knew I wish I was there to say goodbye now I’ll keep you in my heart I love you and miss you.

R.i.p angel and I’ll see you again

Happy birthday, Steph! It’s hard to believe you’d be 34 today, I feel like we were only 18 just yesterday. There are still so many times I want to pick up the phone and call you, or leave you a comment and have you respond to it in only the way that you could. I think of you often and wonder what kind of shenanigans we could have gotten into over these last seven years, hahah Hope you’re having the sweetest birthday up there! <3

Happy 34th birthday my love. I feel your presence around me all the time and it comforts me. I wonder what your life would have been like right now. I do know you are at peace without out the pain that You suffered here on earth. Heaven is a beautiful place and I know you are surrounded by love. That helps me to deal with you not being with me watching tv and going out to shop. We did have loads of fun and I miss that and I miss holding and hugging and kissing you. I love you more then the sun, moon, stars and sky. Happy Birthday again my love

Baby girl!!! Happy Bday!! 34 years old, I wish I could see how beautiful you would have become. We’re all getting by down here but still miss u terribly, that will never change. I know ur celebration in heaven is beyond anything we can imagine, in the presence of the father, son, and Holy Spirit and all the angels. One things for sure..we will be together again. I love you my sweet sister, and miss you Soooooo fucking much.
Till next time
Your brother,
John

Missing you sweet Stephanie. Happy 34th birthday. Know you are at peace and happy. Please bless your family and all those who love and miss you.

I cannot believe it's been 6 years since you left us just looking at all the pictures of you on this website such a beautiful beautiful girl. You are so well missed by everyone we all love you very much. Happy Birthday in heaven Stephanie love you very much please continue on watching over your parents in your brother.

I think it might be your birthday coming up or I might have missed it I am not sure. Just was thinking of you a couple of weeks ago and I did remember at some point this month is your birthday. I love you very much I know you're watching over your mom and dad and your brother. I wish we were closer when you were alive that's my fault I'm sure anyway my beautiful Stephanie Happy Birthday in heaven everyone misses you very much. I know you're finally at peace till we meet again love you.

Lol
I actually thought today was ur bday cause we were supposed to go to the cemetery!!
I’ll write back on Wednesday
xoXox

Hey birthday girl, so much to say but i feel lost for words. I miss u kid, there’s so many stories I think of but can’t find u to share them with and laugh. It hurts. I read some of moms posts and like her I’m no longer the person I used to be. Since ur death, the never ending supply of misfortune and loss that have now shaped my life never seem to cease. I still wish it was me instead of you that left. We were supposed to go to the cemetery today but mom was in no shape. The cancer has taken so much from her as far as quality of life. How’s poppy doing??!! Give him my love and let him know granny is doing just fine. I was browsing the photo gallery here and I can’t help but wonder what u would have looked like now, what u would be doing with ur life. As for me, I look like shit and struggle to find a reason to keep fighting. Outside of taking care of mom I have nothing, believe me I am sooo grateful I’m here to do it. I like to think I add to her quality of life, I know i do, we spend a lot of time together. She’s in bed right now which is NOT her style at all, she’s more likely just to pass out on the couch rather than actually go to bed. When she’s like this i worry. With the Leukemia all it takes is a common cold... she swears she’s fine and isn’t going anywhere anytime soon but me being me I always think the worst. Outside of that I really don’t have much else to share. My life is so empty Steph, to the point where I really don’t want it anymore. I’m tired, I’m injured physically, mentally and spiritually. You know all of this though because I share it with you all the time. I love you little sis and miss u terribly. Do me a fave and give me a sign that ur watching over me. Nothing subtle I need something profound otherwise I might miss it. Whenever I see a butterfly I’m convinced it’s you.
That’s all I have for now bish
Reach out to me anyway you can
I need it

Your brother
John

I miss you so much Steph
I’m so lost

Dear Stephanie,
Missing you still. You are forever in our hearts! ❤️ love and prayers always!
love Aunt Judy and Uncle Mike

I can't believe it's been 6 years since you left us. you are such a beautiful girl inside and out I don't know why God does what he does but everything he does is for a reason. You are so well missed by all of us especially your mother father and brother we love you very much I wish I would have got to know you better. Till we meet again I love you very much Stephanie please continue watching over your family.

My dearest Stephanie today marks 6 years since you left us. I miss you beyond words but am reminded of you beauty by all the pictures left around the house.  I talk to you several times a day and ask your opinion, or just want to tell you I love you. I miss you baby but I feel you in this house And love you more then the sun, stars, moon and sky. I am lucky God gave we 27 years With you. You are my heart baby

Your home now for six years and I know you’re in peace think of you every day love aunt Debbie and Patrick

Steph if I knew the last time I seen you that it was the last time. I would have changed so much. My biggest regret is that I didn't get more time with you, I know you know how I felt about you but I should have spoken up. I thought time would help but it hasn't. I appreciate all the times we had, the adventures and randomness we got into when we were teens and how no matter how long it was since we seen each other last as adults we never lost a beat. You were my best friend, always there for me at a drop of a dime and impacted my life for the better. You have no idea how much I miss and love you deeply.
Till we meet again, Dan

Happy birthday my dear niece your missed and love by your aunt and cousin

Happy 33rd birthday my love. We all miss you terribly and know that I am always thinking of you. It was always fun when we went to get our nails done or shopping together  Boy do I miss those days and miss you. Remember I love you more then the sun, stars, moon and sky

Xoxo
Mom

Dear Stephanie,

Five years have passed since you gone and it's still hard to believe. You are etched in our hearts forever. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I know you are at peace now but you will always be missed by all who loved you. Love Aunt Judy and Uncle Mike

Stephanie I cannot believe it's 5 years wow. I think about you quite often especially when I speak to your mom and of course around the holidays you left us way too young at least I know and have some comfort in knowing that you are with my mother and Grandma and Grandpa and so many other family members and I know you continue watching over your mom and dad and brother and we miss you and love you so much and I also have some comfort in knowing that I am going to see you again love you a lot. Till we meet again.

Good morning my love. I can’t believe 5 years has passed without you.
The house is so quiet without you in it. You always made me laugh even when I was angry at you. You had that special gift. How I missed that. I know you are at peace in heaven with my dad and all our relatives. You are always right next to me in my heart and please be waiting on the other side when it is my time. I love you more then the sun, moon, stars and sky. Xoxo

Dear Stephanie,

I am so sorry I missed your birthday but I think of you every day. Your thumb print has been left on my heart where it will ALWAYS remain. When I think about watching you grow up and being a big part of it, the tears I shed are of joy for having had you for so many wonderful experiences and tears of sadness for what will never be. But watch over everyone sweetheart especially Mommy, Daddy, John, Grandma and Poppy and everyone else that will always love you. You were so special here on earth and now as a Heavenly Angel. Love You

Stephanie
Happy birthday in heaven. You are very ever missed by all who loves you!
You are in our thoughts and prayers always.

Love Aunt Judy and Uncle Mike❤️

My beautiful cousin Stephanie I know today is your birthday and I know you're in heaven and I know you're watching over all of us I miss you so much I talked to your mom almost once a week she'll be coming over for dinner with the whole family on December 2nd for your grandma's birthday I want to wish you a happy birthday in heaven you left us way too soon until we meet again love you lots.

Stephanie, happy birthday. I can’t believe you would have been 32 years old today. You are in my mind everyday. I love you so much and miss you so much. I have to stop myself all the time because I am always saying ‘hey steph’ you are so missed but especially by me. You are my heart and soul and a piece of me left when you did I hold you in my arms forever. My sweet daughter, my baby girl, my heart.

My beautiful cousin Stephanie I don't know why but I thought of you today I'm sorry I don't put anything on here as often as I should but I was thinking of you today and I wanted you to know it. You are so well missed by all of us we love you so much especially your mother and father and brother I know as myself I think about you constantly and what could have been I hope you're finally at peace love you very much and till we meet again.. Rest in peace my beautiful cousin.

Its me honey, its Justin. I think about you everyday. I hope your at peace and doing well. Kayla asks about you all the time. We both miss you very much. I just wish I could hold you again. We love you and always will. By the way Breaking Benjamin had become my favorite band. I love you sweetheart. I hope there is someway you get this. Forever yours truly....Justin

Dear Stephanie, It has been four years today since you passed and you are missed as much today as you were then. You will forever be in our hearts. Please watch over your Mom, Dad and John who struggle with your lose more than anyone. You are there heart and soul.
Rest in peace Steph.