To my sweetie Steph, today is March 23rd and I made it past another of your birthdays not being here. Oh sweet girl if I could just change that morning all together. I'm so thankful that we texted for a long time that morning. I wish you would have shared your weekend with Wes with me. He seems like a very nice guy and it appears you really made him so happy that weekend just hanging out and getting to know each other. I talked to Casey at your service and he told me that y'all hadn't been together for like 8 months. You shared so so so much with me but for some reason most of your boyfriends you kept silent about. I'm thinking you thought we wouldn't approve of them. Sweetie if I accepted Austin I could accept anyone. I love and miss you so much! I've not been very good at holding my emotions since you have been gone. It's something I have to learn to do and I'm hoping to have you help me with this. I never wanted to know what it felt like to loose one of my babies. Now that I have I honestly feel sick when I hear the news or of any other accidents. I will never give up on why your airbags didn't deploy. They did a very good job of covering that up. I will have answers one day! Til the next time I sit to chat with you always know mom loves you to the moon and back.