Stephen Anthony basile I’m convinced the universe heard my prayer for a brother and made so our paths would cross, eight years have passed and the pain has Changed but it’s never stopped hurting and I can’t begin to count how many times I’ve lost control of my emotions thinking of you my best friend and my brother, it really feels like a piece of me died when you did..I’ve turned my mind and body to shit with feelings of guilt regret remorse and feelings of inadequacy, I’ve been told there’s was could’ve done or said to Change what happened but I can’t feeling I failed you in someway like I didn’t do enough I wasn’t there to have your back like I should’ve… I miss you and I love you more than I could put into words,I’m so sorry Stephen

What can I say Stephen? I haven’t said a zillion times already. I miss you more than anything, and I love you more than anything as I sit here today. I still can’t believe it’s been seven years…. Seven long years with no hugs from you. No kisses from you seven years without being able to say I love you so much but in person I’m still in such denial and I can’t believe you’re not here with me. My life will never be the same without you every day I say to myself I’m another day closer to my Stephen but in the meantime, I’m keeping my word to you and raising Victoria the right way, I really hope you’re proud of me and I know you’re extremely proud of your little sister. Me and Ashley talked about you all the time and we cried plenty of tears because missing you is an understatement for both of us. I know you just passed onto the next realm and I know you’re always here with me and I love the signs you always leave me, but the day I get to hold you in my arms again will be the best day ever. I I love you so much, my baby boy I always have, and I always well for all of eternity. Love always and forever and ever and ever and ever, mommy

Happy 26th Birthday My Precious Stephen. I Love You & Miss You More Than Any Words Can Describe.

Not a day goes by I don’t think about you bro I remember waking up drunk from the night before being drunk af it was always me you and Jamie I can’t believe it’s been 6 yrs since you been gone. We had gotten so close remember those late nights after working all day at the club we’d go get pancakes from McDonald’s. I wish I didn’t go out of town and would’ve stayed and played nerf war with u and Jamie maybe I could’ve prevented this. It’s taken me so long to become ok with the fact that your gone. Im still not fully there don’t know if ill ever be I know your looking down on at me and I hope you know I didnt forget about ya Brodie

Happy 26th Birthday My Precious Stephen. I Love You & Miss You More Than Any Words Can Describe.

My beautiful amazing brother! I miss you so so much!! Just wanted to say a few words and there’s not one day that goes by we all don’t think and reminisce about you. I know you are watching over us and making sure mom is ok. She’s staying strong but it’s so hard for her Stephen. Please stay close to her and show her signs. We all miss you so much and would do anything just to see you but I know your beautiful spirit is with us! Love you so much Stephen and you are forever my angel ! Love your sister Erika

Happy birthday my precious little boy. I love you with all of my heart and soul for all of eternity. Every day I always say I’m one day closer to being with you. When I get there to you I’m gonna wrap my arms around you and give you the biggest hug ever and I will never let you go. No party like a rockstar today But don’t get yourself into any trouble up there....I love you Stephen happy 25th birthday baby boy

I miss you everyday gone but not forgotten can’t believe how many years have gone by someone asked me today about the tear drop on my face and i got it cause I shed a tear every day losing you has been the hardest thing every best friend brother my family I remember waking up everyday we would go get hot cakes from McDonalds and play video games smoking blunts Before work I’m sorry I wasn’t there that night you took your life

Every day it hurts a little more. Before going to sleep I wish I could call you. When I wake up I still expect missed calls and texts from you getting out of work. Life is hard and it hurts so deeply not having you here with me... I wish I could rewind my life and spent more time with you cause your presence was always a present. Someone as weird and goofy as me, maybe a little bit weirder after all you're where I got it from... I love you so much, see you someday and we'll catch up. Rest peacefully Stephen.

Hi My Baby Boy....Everyday I wake up and have to face the fact it's going to be another day that I won't hear you say, Mom is just another day of complete heartache. Life is a nightmare and living hell without you my Stephen and it will continue to be that way for me till the day I take my last breathe and see my babys face again. We Love You Beyond Eternity Stephen....XOXOXOXOXO Mommy, Ashley, Erika, Sean, and Victoria!

I will never forget the first time we met you were so sweet and asked about my tattoos from then on our friendship grew we spoke every single day and I miss that I miss you telling me hold on and I hear ur mom in the back lol Jodi I'm here for u and ash I love u both Stephen please take care of my mom and sister they need a strong man like u to look after them I love you!

Stephen, you will forever be loved & always be my King