To my family and friends, I thank you all, this cancer will not dedide when I give up I will, I will fight this to the end. I have been very down lately but will not let this cancer rule my life, I have seen yous come and go and I see how much you care for me, if yous can fight so can I. I went for scan last week and news was not good but thats their assessment not yours or ming, I must mention sonya kerr who has been their for me night and day regardless of the tme, night or day. She was not too well their but putt that aside to care for me priceless and beyond love and devotation, And help me through she was their for me on the long nights when I could not sleep. please live life to the full and love each other, as this happenened to me over night and it thinks its taken over my life, well its has not. Life throughs all sorts at you be strong just through them back thanks for listening and good luck. Stephen kerr...