WELL HERE IT IS THE DREADED X-MAS EVE W/O YOU.I REMEMBER HOW YOU AND KERRY WOULD DECORATE THE TREE YOU LIKED LOTS OF LIGHTS,NO TREE NO LIGHTS NO YOU THIS X-MAS NOTHING BUT SADNESS AND TEARS. TO THINK WE WERE TOGETHER THIS TIME LAST YEAR AND THE GIRLS THOUGHT I WAS GONE WHEN YOU CALLED TO SAY YOU WERE ON YOUR WAY-MIXED SIGNALS OH WELLIT ALL WORKED OUT IN THE END.OUR "FIRST X-MAS IN OK. AND OUR LAST THAT JUST ABOUT STOPS MY HEART FROM BEATING AND PUTS A LUMP IN MY THROAT TO WHERE I CAN BARELY SWALLOW.I MISS YOU WISH WE WERE TOGETHER AT THIS LONELY MOMENT  I LOVE YOU  TIL THEN ...TIL THEN.   D.