Well dude I keep looking and thinking your gonna call me up and be like DUDE COME SCOOP ME UP. But it's never came, no phone calls no texts nothing, but I'll keep waiting, I LOVE you

I missed you today, just like every day,i hate it when i let the thought creep up on me that your never coming back , i get so mad ,and im mad at everything and every bidy, and i reakize i find myself alone,scared and without you here i fight that every day, i feel im getting tired weak from just missing you,WHO SAID YOU CANT DIE FROM A BROKEN HEART,DIDNT HAVE A VROKEN HEART AT ALL THEN,BECOUSE ITS KILLING ME INSIDE OUT,I THOUGHT I COUKDNT HURT ANYMORE INSIDE SINCE JENNY DIED BUT MAN OMAN WAS I SO WRONG,

Today is no better than yesterday i miss you so much

I love you so very much ,my life this world want ever be the same , as I wake up day after day my heart breaks and I wonder the days so lonely so heart broken ,I want you back

My Friend,

So many memories of us growing up.
We were inseparable,
everyone who knew us, knew that we was one in the other,
We were so much alike
and yet so very different
but that's what was so special about us,
we knew our limits with one another.
You knew just how to make me mad,
and also knew how to make me smile when I was sad or feeling down,
We weren't just family we were best friends.
We couldn't take a step forward if the other one wasn't there.
So many secrets shared
and still today I keep them locked inside of me forever.
No one will ever know you better then me.
I miss you so much my friend.
I remember how we used to shut the world out and just me and you laughing at our own silly games and your crazy cheesy jokes,
Laughing at the mums dance you would do,all those days will linger around inside of me till they make my place in the ground by you, I never thought about the world around me without you to walk with me through day after day, and now that I have to wake up and go through the days without you it seems so long and gleamy, it's just no fun anymore I can't hear the laughter,
I have so much I needed to tell you,and I remember our last phone call when you said goodbye I love you, you said it twice,and when I hung up I remember a long pause thinking how I felt I was never gonna hear that again from you,that feeling never left,as that last call home has never left my head, so many secrets you carried with you , and so many we shared things I'll carry to mine,just as you did,I'll walk the rest of my days alone with you in my shadow , living a lonely life filled with missing you MY BEST FRIEND, STEVEN EDWARD MARTIN 2016

You are missed so much, I miss us acting crazy or just sitting a getting out there and talking, we would talk for hours,i love you Steven and miss you more than you know,

Gone, but not forgotten
This pain, I cannot hide
In memory, I see you
A million tears, I've cried.

The tender thoughts you left me
Come to my memory
Your loving smile, so precious
Will always be with me.

You visit me in summer
When flowers are in bloom
Upon a ray of sunshine
A star-lit night in June.

When winds are gently blowing
Across a cloudless sky
Within a rolling meadow
Where horse and cattle lie.

I see you in the treetops
As summer comes to be
In shadows, you do linger
A soul so young and free.

I see you in the garden
Your scent does fill the air
Just like a precious flower
A rose, so ever fair.

On country roads, I find you
Along the wooded lane
Within the distant thunder
I see you in the rain.

In early hush of morning
You come without a sound
Upon a blazing sunset
Your memory can be found.

Like sprigs of morning glory
Upon the vine, they grow
With branches reaching outward
Into my heart, you go.

Just like a special angel
God wrapped you in His care
And took you off to heaven
To live with Him, up there.

Gone, but not forgotten
This pain, I cannot hide
In memory, I see you
A million tears, I've cried.

The tender thoughts you left me
Come to my memory
Your loving smile, so precious
Will always be with me.

You visit me in summer
When flowers are in bloom
Upon a ray of sunshine
A star-lit night in June.

When winds are gently blowing
Across a cloudless sky
Within a rolling meadow
Where horse and cattle lie.

I see you in the treetops
As summer comes to be
In shadows, you do linger
A soul so young and free.

I see you in the garden
Your scent does fill the air
Just like a precious flower
A rose, so ever fair.

On country roads, I find you
Along the wooded lane
Within the distant thunder
I see you in the rain.

In early hush of morning
You come without a sound
Upon a blazing sunset
Your memory can be found.

Like sprigs of morning glory
Upon the vine, they grow
With branches reaching outward
Into my heart, you go.

Just like a special angel
God wrapped

I think about u all the time I'm iss hanging out and all of our conversions u will forever be in my our and our memories together u will be missed and never forgotten fly high my friend and always look after us until I meet with u again love u always....... Angie

Beyond The Sunset (Should You Go First)
Should you go first and I remain to walk the road alone

I'll live in mem'ry's garden dear with happy days we've known

In spring I'll wait for roses red when fades the lilacs blue

And in early fall when brown leaves call I'll catch a glimpse of you

Should you go first and I remain for battles to be fought

Each thing you've touched along the way will be a hallowed spot

I'll hear your voice I'll see your smile though blindly I may grope

The mem'ry of your helping hand will buoy me on with hope

Beyond the sunset oh blissful morning when with our Saviour heaven is begun

Earth's toiling ended oh glorious dawning beyond the sunset when day is done.

Should you go first and I remain to finish with the scroll

No less than shadows shall ever creep in to make this life seem droll

We've known so much of happiness we've had our cup of joy

And memory is one gift of God that death cannot destroy

I want to know each step you take that I may walk the same

For someday down that lonely road you'll hear me call your name

Should you go first and I remain one thing I'll have you do

Walk slowly down that long long path for soon I'll follow you

In that fair homeland we'll know no parting beyond the sunset for evermore.

- Author Unknown