Steven i miss you more and more everyday. There isn't a second minute hour or even a day that goes by that I don't cry or just sit in my car and stare at the sky wishing and praying God would just give.me one more day with my best friend, my brother ,you... I don't want to have to go on the rest of my life not hearing ur voice or ur stupid laugh just seeing ur name come across my screen when u call. This is the hardest thing I've ever had to do in life was realize I'd have to live each and every day without you forever. I miss u more than words can say I just want one more day. I love you so much bro. I can't wait til the day we meet again. Lice wout you isn't life at all anymore. I don't laugh I don't smile I don't do anything but cry and sleep . Myles, Greg,Mom,then You. Life is unbearable right now. I just want one more laugh one more time u get me.so mad I wanna just strangle u. One more time hearing u sing and being silly around the house with the music blaring. I love you bro so much and miss u like crazy. Until we meet again