Miss you a lot brother. Your jokes, your dark sense of humor and your brotherly love and acceptance. There are many days I wish I could speak to you. There are some days I think you are trying to reach out to me. Your influence on my life was one of positivity and profound. I learned a lot from you whether our circumstances were difficult, or the happiest of times. I am grateful you have found peace and do not have to suffer. Though at times I find it difficult living without you. God I love you brother. Merry Christmas.